The Muslim Past

The dispute about muslims

Pov is still a Muslim story

that's when I felt Malik insulted and hated me when I came back from the hospital how much pain it was and I really loved him like my brother just he doesn't appreciate me now and always he threw his face away when I greeted him.

Until then my aunt looked at me with a cynical smile and then mocked me for what was my fault and why did all this happen to me wanted it to feel like I went to my parents' graves until I felt how much more pain it was insulted by those who treat me unfairly I accept it because I respect them even though aunt annet hates me and instigates Malik to keep hating me for life.

That's where I cried so-so because I feel nothing in this family and want it to feel like I just die without having to be burdened by anyone including his family malik.

and in the end as usual we had dinner together with aunty annet who pretended to be good to give me food even though he did not give me enough food if there was no om abi and aunt annet had to say this to me.

“Ayoo .. eat dear.”him's smiling and pretending to be nice to me.

“Ya aunty annet.”ujar me who tried to stay strong and then with a forced me terseum.

“Eat a lot yah mah."tukannya om abi who gave rice and chicken to me and then I answered him briefly to om abi.

“ya om." said I who was forced to smile to look strong

and that's where aunt annet saw me with a sharp look as om abi continued eating.

until aunt annet mocked me from behind her and that's where I began to be depressed and until malik also mocked me and om abi reprimanded her like this.

" Malik ..kamu why the hell so this is the same how do you like it.”it's om abi firmly and then he drank his orange juice has his om abi.

“Hehehe .. sorry about his name is also joking about Iya kan Mah.” he said malik saw me sharply.

“ Yes Iik... hehehe.”ujarku who by forced cheerful and smiling.

“ Yes already if so continue to eat" he said om abi while eating a mouthful of rice.

And it feels like this heart is hurt because the malik attitude changed dramatically and so thickened so but want to be flanked again everything has changed and until the next day I went to school with Malik But still he was in a hurryhunt when I greeted him he dodged instead.

but as soon as he was more arrogant and always humbled me at all and suddenly the car drove fast and then we finally reached our school and that's where we said goodbye to om abi and after that's us entering the school gate but still he kept his eyes on me but I called him because the drinking bottle fell and then Malik yelled like this

"heh .. why the hell are you calling me gw hah." he said yelling harshly at me.

"but ... Your bottle of drink fell."trujarku.sambut I picked up the bottle.

"hah ... here the bottle of his drink I don't want to meet again the same you."he said loudly so he pulled the bottle of his drink with rough as I held it so that my hands a little beret.

and that's where I was left by her so that I had no meaning until she didn't want to play with me and went to play with her futsal friends together and to the cafeteria too without take me again and that moment all changed when Endin started to go to school because he was told to malik for school he was also just like malik was also arrogant and did not want to talk to me and at that time I I really feel sick myself.

And also there was bullying by my classmates who did not want to group with me because I was often also slandered by them and in the end end endin and malik pranking me and then endin said like this.

"heh .. rasain was good, I gw jejelin permet rubber to your hair." he said without feeling guilty when I helped him when he was in an accident and that's where they laughed at me.

"hahahaha."tawankanya they're all coming back to harass me.

"yes ...huu ..it is delicious."he said malik said evil while cheering me like this then I answered loudly,

"ih mean ... you guys know what the hell I don't accept."I said pulling their hair.

"sakkitt .. dog." said Malik who said rudely to me.

"yes .. nihah sickt fool." he said the endin that pulled my hair and then slapped my face

and suddenly Malik punched me until my face was bruised and bruised and I beat him up because I was sprained for years into the moon by them and maybe I should have been me more firmly more courageous so that they do not hold out to me and even me who became depressed until finally Malik fell and then endin called his friends and then they all pummeled water balloons and sauces towards the body until I cried so much that finally the teachers came and ran towards us and then the headmaster yailah bu tata said like this.

"what's this ＞＞."your screaming work.

"ayoo .. answer don't just shut up" said again while pointing at them.

and then they bowed but all did not answer and that's when I also experienced a very painful bullying and in the end ma'am calm and told me to just rest in the UKS.

that's when the uks officers gave me a change of clothes and in the end I put on their change of clothes after I wiped using the towel available there and that's where I cried so badly at the end of the nurse it won me over and said something like this to me.

"patience .. son surely you will be strong to face it when those who like to jail with you will one day be bales with allah swt."he hugged me and I didn't want to answer because my heart hurt and then gave me a towel and said this to me.

"nah. lighten your wet head."he gently said to me.

"well thank you .. mba." said I wipe the sweat.

"yes ... both of you rest first yes." he said who left me.

"yes ... mba." said I who lay down.

and then I lay down weakly and at the end came om abi with aunt annet came and then he saw me with cynicism as he began to hate me and I wanted to God met abi and umi and that's when om abi was holding me at that time and then just took me to the hospital and finally and then the spikater checked me and the results I had when checked experienced mental disorder and rarely eat lately because it was always hurt by malik and also his aunt who did not apply justice to me and in the end when I was allowed to go home and cheered by the spikater and then om abi told aunt annet and malik to sit in the guest room and they were forced to come to us.

"there ... what the hell mas."tante annet casually said.

"yes .. nihh om."he said Malik ate the chips.

"what is it - what are you doing all this annet so you incite malik to hate him." - om abi was so upset that I sat next to him.

"Hah .. means what the hell mas I don't understand."tante annet's saying casually and then om abi slapped aunt annet.

"Akhh .. aching mas."he said that aunt annet who groaned in pain and malik and I was stunned to see om abi dare to slap aunt annet again and that's where I was seen cynically by malik and then om abi pulled his hand revert.

"you don't want to admit huh." he said until he slapped aunt annet back.

“ Akhkkk .. sick Why do you accuse me of the nature of his change Malik should you ask him yourself why he hates him because he is not his brother Mas.”toward aunt annet and then slapped again by om abi so he groaned in pain.

“ Bener you do like this Malik.”together om abi with tefas and in the end aunt annet did not defend him.

“Anu.. yes o-om.”times he stutters.

"kenapaa." her voice is om abi.

"because he made me go down." she said lightly.

and then Om Abi slapped him so that he was given a sentence hp seized there was Malik began to hate me and a year later we also went up the 5th grade sd malik still has not changed and still they kept teasing me later and also they threw cockroach toys at my shirt I was very amused and that's where I screamed like this to them.

“Ahkk... Why the hell do you guys like to know I'm afraid of cockroaches ihh.”ujarku by yelling at them all and then they laugh at me.

“Hahaahaaa.”

“ emang ... delicious cave work again hahaha.”ujaaranya malik who tried to make me embarrassed.

“ Hahaha so people do not be pretentious let alone do not give us Conkean hu huu.”jarnya robii new temen.

“tau tuh Basis stingy huuu.”ujarnnya the endin that began to prank me.

In the end I was defended by my new friend named Sinta and then love to scold those who every day back me when the teacher was not there and in the end they all went to the field to play ball and then Sinta just calmed me down and said like this.

“ don't be horrified by their talk mending you play with us aja.”ujarnya while stroking my shoulder.

“ya beggar tuh people so next time don't be tight-knit with them yes play with us.” his friend a good love to me and who will soon be my new friend named Rendy.

“Ya... temen-friends thank you.”ujar me who smiled to them.

In the end the three of us play together until group study and also together in class yes here I can share to my new friends love and also Rendy they are very understanding to me Malik appeal and the ending I always helped Even like this and then insulted me with harsh words and also grabbed hair that's where they were finally punished by the teachers because they always bully me like that even though I didn't happy because every day I receive the trials of torture at home and outside of school.

At that time in the end I had come home from school as usual I was experiencing tremendous depression from Aunt Annet who soon she would get pregnant just I was afraid of her if she continued just terrorizing me for not being my fault and then he kept beating me or torturing me and I was left silent in loneliness and could also die and in the end Aunt Annet called me out loud.

“ muslimah quickly you come here sekaranggg.”ujarnya yelling to me.

“Ya.. briefly aunt.”ujarku who ran towards her.

Then I wiped the tears so as not to be considered weak and also beaten by aunt annet until finally he was cursing like this.

“ Hey .. You were called long ago I was from earlier calling you You should have the initiative come as soon as here.”tujarnya while picking my ears.

“Ahk...poor aunt.”my attack due to illness due to being picked up by aunt annet.

“ was called already know I am pregnant.”tujar her hard to me.

So that when aunt annet scolded me so that her saliva splashed with my face so I was afraid of her and in the end she told me again to peel the young mango and make the sauce and that's where I did it and I finally served him that's where he tried his end up like this.

“ you .. how the hell have peeled the mango skin is still there continue to sambelnya less salt can be sandelin ga the heck you ehkkk.”jarnya while peeking my arm.

“Ahhkk..pardon aunt tan.”tujarnya me who withstood the pain.

“ Cepetann ..the new bikin.”tujarnya yelling while grabbing my hair.

“Ya .. aunt.”ujarku while running.

And that's where I made a new mango dish plus a rujak sauce that fits the dose because I saw through the content from YouTube and meanwhile malik and endin came with his new friends and when they asked for permission to play auntie in her house and then I was eating mango with a wry face because of eating sour mango plus delicious sauce that I made and on finally Aunt Annet allowed them and then aunt annet left when I finished performing the dhuha prayer.

and after I perform dhuha prayers every time I carry out my unfinished work suddenly Malik and his friends mean endin menganguu me so that the table and kitchen was dirty until finally I was exhausted taking care of work rash and in the end my life began to be complicated and always I was the one who pricked the house and always I got angry if I was not an orphan and befriended endin I was reluctant to stay here for a long time and suddenly someone called me.

"heii .. muslimah .. imah＞＞."it turns out that the voice of their friends malik turned out and then I rushed there.

"yes,, what's up." I said curiously towards them.

"heii .. please clean up." he said malik lightly.

"yes .. please clean up babu." said one of his friends Malik named adi.

"nihh .. please clean it up." said endin.

“ yes ... briefly I cleanin.”ujarku who started to stay away from them.

And I was forced to do everything all by myself washing their food so that I mengelao his dishes carefully and clean and then As usual I was wiping the furniture in this house really I was so tired and then I swept and wiped this whole glass room and it was so hard to survive in this house and I wanted to get out of here because I was so tired of my life always treated like this and then aunt annet and Om Abi finally came.

That's where I greet them well and then as I greet their hands and finally Om Abi gives me new clothes that's where I start to be happy but not with my sister and the challenge and also his friends looked at me cynically so that I was a parasite that didn't deserve to wear nice clothes

What I did was always wrong in their eyes and I wasn't being a good person in their eyes wanting to feel like I ran away from home but I was too early to get out of this house and also do not have a lot of money when you want to run away from home but where I go.

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