
Arzie couldn't close his eyes that night, he felt guilty for his sister over the incident this afternoon. What an act beyond reason, he thought.
"Yes, God ... What the hell am I doing? What the fuck?"
"Why do I feel so angry and unable to accept Kirani and Alexi's closeness. What is this guess? Don't call this a man's jealous feelings? No!!! I don't want this to happen. This can't happen"
"Kirani is my real sister. I had to forget my love for him as a man. I'm his brother. His biological brother. All I did was protect my sister from that shitty ugly thing"
"Mistake it himself he dares to tease my dear sister. Just be careful if he is excessive especially to be rude to Kira. I'm gonna finish him off"
Despite trying to close his eyes, Arzie still could not sleep. He got up and sat down again. He was afraid that his attitude was not the attitude of an older brother, but his jealousy towards Alexi who approached Kirani. Arzie is aware of whose current position. He tries desperately to kill his affection as a man towards Kira.
Now he must position himself as a good brother to Kirani and also Cool. His beautiful sister pair. Maintaining a younger sister certainly must be extra careful, especially Cool is far away from him.
Actually she really wants Kirani and Keren to stay with her in one house. But he knows what Cool's heart is. Cool is not used to strangers. And he was also raised in a different country, a different culture. Naturally Cool was still being cautious towards him and also Kirani.
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Like Arzie, Alexi is upset not to play if he remembers the incident earlier. He and Arzie have been talking twice about Kira. And he always forgot to ask what kind of relationship Kira and Arzie had. Alex is too captivated by Kirani's meek charm. Just this time he felt really in love with a woman.
"If I meet again with the oil boss bereng6, I'll make it. He always stopped me from meeting Kirani"
"Since that time Kirani never returned the WhatsApp messages she sent, neither did my phone pick up. What the hell is this?"
Alexi couldn't close his eyes these few days. He still could not let go of his thoughts from Kirani. He hopes to get a little bit of a gap for her in order to meet with Kirani again.
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Kira herself did not want to refute her brother's orders, but somehow her heart felt sad this time. What her brother said was true. It's all for his own good.
"If you are a match, you must wait patiently for me, Alex"
"I don't want to disappoint Brother Arzie. He's my only real brother. He is the substitute for my parents. There's no way I'm disputing his orders"
"I'm putting everything into God's destiny, even though I love you, Alex. I'm sure one day there's a way that's best for us"
"Better like this, we keep each other's feelings, until the time comes"
Kirani drives all the messages Alex sends her. With a heavy heart he deleted all incoming messages from Alexi. Klikk. He wants to live the days as usual. Go home as usual. Become a cheerful and joyful High School student.
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