The Missing Voice's

| Chapter 9: Something Happend in My Heart |

Tomorrow at School.

This time Jack refuses to be dropped off in front of the school as if he wants to announce to the world that Emma is staying with him. Since the school is crowded, all of course see them and start the files. Emma did not care about it and just stepped into the school. Jack chases after her and takes a 3-step distance from the girl, Emma indifferently. Jack's existence was considered to be the wind then only. Jack felt a little awkward, however he would remain beside the girl as he had already established his heart. He also needs to make sure his feelings, feelings of hatred that somehow since hearing Emma's first sentence become shaky.

{You guys see that?}

{Emma Michelle got off the same car as Jack.}

{At first I thought Emma got a ride from Nathalie, but every day I get suspicious.}

{What do they live with?}

{But I never saw them coming together.}

{Even I heard Jack didn't like it.}

{Hating it may.}

The last sentence of them was really about Jack. Even though it's true, but somehow if you say someone else is very heartbreaking.

Along the corridor, all eyes were staring at them in wonder. It's not usually Jack walking with another girl besides Chloe. What a rare sight, especially this time it is different because it impressed Jack who follows the girl. When Emma stopped, Jack stopped. When Emma glanced sinisterly back, Jack threw his face away and scratched his back hair that was not itchy.

They went to class 1-5. Emma opens the door, she walks in and Jack follows. Class is crowded, Darren, Luke, Mugi who has come surprised not to play. Didn't Jack always avoid Emma? then why? Their minds wonder. Emma just sat on her bench and so did Jack. The curious Luke immediately approached his friend.

"Hey, did you eat wrong? Or did you take the wrong medicine?" ask Luke.

"You ate the wrong thing to ask such a silly question" Jack replied indifferently as he looked at Emma from behind. Luke frowned, he followed the direction of Jack's eyes and those eyes were fixed on a beautiful blonde girl who was a famous former little idol.

"Hey, didn't I look wrong? You look at Emma?" ask Luke.

"looks at? Whaties? No" Jack without taking his eyes off.

"Hey" Luke elbowed Jack and the elbow turned his head, glaring at Luke flatly. How shocked Luke saw the eyes of Jack, before the eyes were always shining sharp and shiny. But now, those eyes look like the sky is cloudy. He was worried, not usually his friend like that.

"You okay?" ask Luke then.

"I? Fine" Jack replied and turned his eyes back to the original object. Luke sighed, Jack was never honest with what he felt, but he was clearly lying.

"You're no good, ****head" said Darren, who inexplicably started drifting. It seems he was curious and worried about his rival and best friend. The owner turned his head, Darren had already raised the corner of his lips preparing to challenge but he was so down when Jack looked at him with the same gaze as the one

it was thrown at Luke.

"really?" jack asked and again shifted his eyes.

Mugi also asked Emma the same question. Which is always answered by not knowing. Mugi was so confused, there was no way Jack could change in just a matter of days. Suddenly Brian comes with Nick, and the amber boy approaches Emma. He gave the girl a milk box.

"Drink" said Brian and Emma turned her head. He looked at the young man with a grateful look and a slight thin hue adorned his cheek, which Brian thought was very charming.

All eyes bulged and the faces of the entire class instantly blushed instantly. The couple is indeed very romantic and harmonious, they pay attention to each other. But that's minus Jack. His chest rumbled, his blood seemed to be triggered towards the crown, his breathing began to hunt. Without him realizing Darren glanced at him. But not for long, Jack turned his face away. He began to fight with his own mind.

"What am I doing? why do I feel like this?" ask Jack to himself.

"I shouldn't have seen it, I shouldn't have. Because, seeing him staring at Brian somehow hurts" continued Jack.

"But I have a right to do so (see). Because he's Emm" Jack said later.

During class hours, Jack's eyes never escaped Emma. He didn't even notice the lesson at all. At the sight of Emma who was seriously studying, somehow slowly his lips were attracted and he returned to smiling. Without Jack knowing, Darren sees him. The raven youth frowned, he did not expect that his best friend could smile and it was sincere. Even that smile she admitted was never shown to Chloe. He was astonished and confused by it.

The wind blew through the window, blowing and greeting the entire student in the classroom 1-5. The wind also did not forget to say hello to Emma, to make the girl's hair waving like a silk curtain, soft and beautiful. Emma propped her hair to her ears, how shocked was Jack to see her, what a beautiful sight?

It stays that way, Emma Michelle's charm virus is completely insane! Can make himself drift away instantly. Once again, a memory entered his head.

~Flashback ~

Little Jack was playing chess with Emma in the park. Emma plays while reading a book. Worse, Emma had already taken 7 of the pieces and without turning her head in the slightest. His hands moved but his eyes remained focused on the book he was reading. Jack broke out in a cold sweat thinking of a tactic to crush Emma. But with her cunning, Emma instead did . . .

CHECKERS

Jack shock. He lost a landslide. Staring at the expressionless Emma responding to her victory, her eyes remained focused on the book. Jack was angry. Who exactly is Emma? until he was that smart? all she knew was that Emma was Emm. His friend, his best friend, is a valuable person to him besides his parents and family. Someone who is able to fill his boring days, someone he always misses his smile, and someone who always . . .

Frustratingly.

How not? every time he played, every time he challenged the little girl, he would always lose. In fact, he always got his scolding because he forgot to look for it when they played hide and seek. But, when he touches the girl's hand, he will always be downcast and embarrassed. Makes his little heart beat. It's frustrating, isn't it?

"Hey, Emm. Can you close your book?" pinta Jack in a resentful tone.

"In a moment, Jack" Emma replied.

"You win. Aren't you happy? Are you intentionally or what? I'm spinning my brain, but you don't turn your head and casually check" Jack explained.

"So the point is you want me to see you think hard, and I'll compliment you with 'oh how cool' is that?" emma asked casually regardless of her friend who was already very emotional.

"WHAT? I'M COOL, EMMA. JUDGING FROM THE EYES AND ACROSS THE OCEAN, I WAS COOL PLUS HANDSOME. YOU DIDN'T SEE? HUH UH?" jack said excitedly, he was really provoked by anger.

There's no answer. Emma just shut up and stay focused. Jack snarls and grabs the book Emma read.

"What do you actually read anyway?" jack said and read the book, how surprised he saw the strange writing there. He tilted his head and began to spell, he stammered. Seeing that, Emma chuckled.

"A cool person is when he can read and know what he is reading" Emma said.

"A . . . Ap-what? I can read it. The title of the book is o-n-e par-ti-son two sai-des "spell Jack stammeringly, then a drop of cold sweat trickles down his forehead.

"You mean one partition two sides" Emma said.

Knowing that the spelling is wrong, he grinned, between embarrassment, shock that he coolly slipped a beautiful word into Alien language. Suddenly Emma laughed, she looked up at Jack's funny expression. In my heart, Jack cursed. He should not have challenged Emma Michelle, because he lost again and ended up humiliated like this.

"Hahaha, you like to read books huh, Emm" Jack said.

"Hmm, that's it, Jack" Emma replied in between her laughter.

"Stop it, Emm, I'm embarrassed" Jack said later and managed to make Emma stop laughing. He realized he shouldn't laugh at Jack, what kind of friend laughs at his friend just for misspelling a word?

In the end, Emma decided to teach Jack to read Latin letters. Since then every time they play, Emma will always take time to teach even if only briefly. And whenever Emma with a serious face taught her, Jack secretly smiled. She thinks Emma is very charming in serious fashion.

~ Flashback End ~

"Even Emm's serious face is as dazzling as ever" Jack said in his heart.

"DDAD? What the hell am I thinking? No, I only remember the past" Jack continued.

The bell rings, lunch hour. Brian and Mugi took Emma to the cafeteria, saw that Jack rushed to his feet and took his friends to the cafeteria. As Jack and his friends walk down the corridor, suddenly a voice interrupts him. The voice that he usually misses so much, somehow now feels a little different, as bland as possible. Usually, his heart would be pounding and happy to hear it but somehow he felt disturbed. Jack stopped walking, he looked. Chloe approached him with a box of supplies that of course he would eat with his fiancee.

"Jack, I brought a lot, would you like to have lunch together?" ask Chloe expectantly.

Jack just looked at her flat. Very flat, even expressionless.

"Sorry, Chlo, I want to eat with them in the cafeteria, maybe next time" Jack replies and passes, Luke and Darren excuse me and go follow Jack. Soon they followed her best friend, but Darren turned to look at Chloe's sad expression. How come Chloe's a good girl, and it's not like Jack hasn't turned Chloe down all this time? Darren doesn't really know Jack's way of thinking, but one thing that's for sure and can make Jack change is because of one person. Who else if not Emma Michelle, the girl he hated so much but without her knowing it he began to fall in love with her.

While the abandoned are downcast sadly. He wondered why Jack would take care of him. Wasn't the engagement already organized, and the person who most wanted to do it from the start was Jack. The young man who had been upset because his engagement had been pushed back. And, that young man had also promised that he would never leave her, but this time . . .

"Jack, what's wrong with you? I know you weren't really looking at me. Because your heart and mind are not here" Chloe muttered sadly. When he slumped like that, someone patted him on the shoulder. It was Cheryl.

"Calm down, Chlo. Jack had a lot of thoughts. Perhaps the events on the show still depressed him. Trust her" Cheryl said calmly.

"I'm used to being ignored, so I don't think Jack is anything, Chlo" Cheryl said in her heart.

The school cafeteria is a bit far from the main building. Brian sat down with Nick, Mugi and Emma of course. As long as they eat, Emma doesn't actually eat, she feels no lust. He kept thinking about Jack's gentle treatment of him yesterday. When Jack's attention approached him, the moment where Jack's smile broke. It really made him feel sad for a moment. All night he braced himself not to be lulled, but his heart and body were opposite. The more he tried to forget it, the more he remembered it. Even when he stares at Jack's cynics, his little heart can't stand it and refuses to do so.

"Em, your food will cry later because you're just stirring it up" Mugi said.

"Are you sick, Emma?" ask Brian.

Emma realized, she shook her head and started scooping her food. But he had not yet put it in his mouth, a voice startling him.

"Yo, youguys. Can I join in? It's very crowded here apparently" asked Jack with innocent or rather with his stupid grin that he had learned from nowhere. All the dumbass is no exception Brian. He wanted to say no, but he should not be selfish because the cafeteria is crowded and the only place left is their place, which usually fits 8 people.

"Please" replied Brian successfully made Nick glare at him, he gave a code whether his cousin was crazy and just ignored by the owner. Jack, Luke and Darren sit down, and Jack sits next to Emma. Whether he was intentional or not, obviously it made Emma drop food on her spoon and a little spice from the food splashed about her school suit. Emma silence.

"Be careful, your clothes can get dirty, Emm" Jack commented in a tinge of concern. Then with his indifference he ate his food without caring about all pairs of eyes minus Emma was certainly looking at him squared shock.

{What is not wrong?}

{A Jack attention on Emma?}

{The world will surely be near doomsday.}

"Emm?" Mugi repeated Jack's call, he frowned and slightly tilted his tiny head.

"I wonder why you haven't called Emma right all this time. Is it just me, or are you intentional?" ask Mugi to Jack.

"True, why did I just realize it" Darren said, Luke, Nick in his heart simultaneously.

Brian just looked at Jack, of course he was also curious. Whether or not his conjecture was true, it was hard to guess. Better to hear it from the person directly. Feeling stared at, Jack looked up his head, his mouth full of food. The food then swallowed it immediately.

"So, I've called him that a long time ago" replied Jack, indeed from the first time he met Emma even until now he never mentioned his name correctly. But, cursed was his tongue, because the next question left him dead.

"Have you? You knew Emma, you know Emma?" ask Brian.

A drop of sweat runs down Jack's forehead, he curses himself to the point of letting go.

"Of course, who doesn't know him. He's a famous idol" said Jack.

Suddenly Emma stood up. He just left all his friends. Mugi yells at her and eats her food greedily to run out soon after, catching up with Emma. Now, there are only five young men with different manes. Brian breathed and ate his food.

"If you hadn't come here, he might still be sitting quietly" Brian said.

"If you hadn't let me, maybe I wouldn't have joined either" Jack replied back to eating his meal. The two raised their heads, and threw death gazes at each other. Luke creeps and hides behind Darren's arm.

******

In a company. Michelle Corp was more precisely, a middle-aged and moustached man was seriously sitting at his desk. In front of him was a stack of documents to be read and signed, his head was about to break. He began to sweat cold and pale. A bottle of medicine in his desk drawer and ate two pills. Then he drank a glass of water. He wiped away the sweat dripping on his wrinkled forehead. The door opened, Daniel came in with another pile of files. Note, Daniel is Michelle's butler and Sebastian's secretary. Because he feels Daniel can be trusted and his work is also very good.

"Sir, you look tired. Wouldn't it be better today was enough. You better go home and rest. Or should I call the doctor?" said Daniel.

"No, there's no need. It's only one o'clock anyway. I can still work" Sebastian replied.

"Sir, don't you want to tell your daughter?" ask Daniel then.

"He hates me so much, how would he react if he found out? Maybe he'll swear at me" Sebastian replied with a light laugh.

"Miss is not such a child sir, if mister explains everything and apologizes I am sure he will forgive you" Daniel advised.

"Emma, I've hurt her. I had curbed him and hurt him even because I was afraid that time, I threw him out without a penny" Sebastian said with a wistful eye.

"You may be wrong, but as a father fearing losing his daughter is natural" Daniel responded.

"Currently, I didn't even hesitate to hit him. Am I still worthy of being called father?" ask Sebastian with a grin.

"It was your fault in the past, you better fix it before it's too late. Remember, Michelle Corp only has a single heir, Emma" Daniel said.

Sebastian laughed lightly at it. She knows that Michelle needs Emma now, but things are different. He knew for sure his daughter would not want to be invited home after what happened. He also believes that if an apology will be free, it is already very cruel. Even when he had set his heart and mind, seeing Emma who was afraid of him made him feel humiliated. Is Sebastian Michelle insulted by his own daughter?

But deep down, Sebastian really misses Emma. His little daughter, who always looked at him with her sapphire round eyes, reminded him of Lyla. But, no matter how different Emma was, she was stubborn. Every time Sebastian orders this it and organizes all of Emma's activities. He tried to make his daughter a duplicate of his wife, his attitude, all had to be the same. Because Emma is Lyla's daughter, she must be able to and must be like her mother. That charge that's holding Emma back, she's not even allowed to meet people carelessly. Until when he entered Junior High School, he was desperate to apply to an ordinary school because he was tired of home schooling which caused him not to have a single friend. As a result, Sebastian was furious but his anger was muted by Emma who said she would do whatever the father asked.

Given all that, I taste. Sebastian held his aching chest with his left hand. He repeatedly apologizes in his heart to Lyla who can not take care of Emma well.he saw the clock that has begun to show at 02.00 PM. He put down his pen and file while sighing.

"Daniel, do you have time? Take me to Chorea Academy" Sebastian said, and it was confirmed by Daniel.

******

The long bell of the last lesson hour mark is already ringing. Mr. James finished his studies in grades 1-5. He took the package book he loaned to his student and arranged it on the table.

"One of you please return this to the library" ordered Mr. James. But no one responded, not even Brian. The question is, why is no one responding?

Because all the students are copying full notes. Mr. James is a hobby of giving a lot of notes. But, among them there is one that is finished, especially if not Emma. Seeing the busyness of her friend, Emma stood up and headed to the front of the class. He offered to return the book.

"Emma, you're so nice. But it's heavy, it's very difficult to carry it alone" Mr. James. Right after he finished his words . . .

"I'm going to help him" said Jack, who was behind Emma. Emma looked, she was astonished.

"Since when?" inner Emma.

In the end Emma and Jack bring a stack of history books to the library. All the way to the library, they were silent. Although the lips do not speak, the eyes can do it. At least that is what Jack is now doing. occasionally he glances at Emma who looks ordinary just carrying a stack of books that are arguably quite heavy for the size of a girl.

Library, deserted. No guards, just a note there saying

They put the book on the trolly and started looking for the shelf where the history books were stored. In silence, they began to compile the books back into the shelves. The shame for Emma because the shelf is high enough, to make her have to tiptoe to organize the books. Jack just glanced at him with misgivings, between fear of being caught he stole a look and fear that until Emma slipped and fell. The afternoon sun began to shine on the window, the wind blew the curtain, now the face of Emma was illuminated by the sun. Jack was amazed, he pegged. His heart was racing, his blood seemed to be pumped into the face, and a red hue ran through his face. It remains that way until.

Emma slipped the last book with great difficulty, because the shelves were already full. He tipped his foot more but had not managed to slip the book.His hands had started to hurt and his legs had been trembling, and slowly he could slip the book.but suddenly his tiptoes missed, his body was shaken, and his body was shaken, he almost fell but clung to a book he had not yet managed to pin. His eyes widened, realizing that his body would be stranded with books that had been released from his shelf. Emma closed her eyes, ready to hit the floor and be rewarded with a hail of books. But . . .

TAP

BRAK BRAK BRAK BRAK

Didn't hurt. Slowly he opened his eyes, how surprised he was to see that he was now in Jack's arms.

"Jack?" call Emma in your heart.

The young man clutched his body and head, protecting him from the thick books that would rain on him. Emma was wide-eyed, she did not expect Jack to help her and let her own body be showered with books. Jack only grimaced as he closed his eyes, holding back the dizzy feeling from the painful rain. After feeling nothing fall on his head, Jack opened his eyes, he turned his gaze down, looking at the blond unraveling girl he was holding. Emma raised her head, their eyes met. As if exposed to magic, they were silent a thousand languages, even the walls were silent. The clock kept turning, his voice echoed to every corner of the library as if smiling looking at the two people who were turbulent with their minds and minds.

"Is this Emm's face?" ask Jack in your heart.

"Is this Jack's hand? warm, my ego refused to let him touch me. But my body said something else. Her emerald eyes somehow made me feel sick. This was not her hateful and angry gaze, but rather a childish innocent gaze. And I don't know why I feel like I miss him?" ask Emma in my heart.

"I never realized it before, Emm was an adult.he looked beautiful, her forehead, her nose, her lips, her cheeks were slightly blushing . ." Jack said in his heart.

Deg deg deg

Both hearts sounded. They swerved and broke away. Emma felt very awkward and chose to leave Jack just like that.

Jack again silently pecked, he held his chest. There was a feeling of joy and flowering there. Did he just praise Emma? he had never praised Chloe to such an extent before. But Jack's mood is certainly not as beautiful, behind the flowers that are blooming in his heart, created a cloudy sky. Suddenly, Chloe's words ring in her head and Emma's words follow.

Love and hate are thin things.

Ihate you.

"I can't even tell the two apart. Do I still hate him or have fallen in love with him" Jack murmured.

"This heartbeat is even the same as when I hate it. So how am I gonna make sure?" jack continued sadly.

Emma swore in his heart. He walked to class to pick up his bag and joined the club. He was really upset with himself, Jack really confused him. What exactly does he want? Why is it that after he has committed all the crimes against her now he is being nice to her? Emma grinned remembering it. He brushed aside what had just happened in his brain and re-enforced himself.

"Everything's FAKE!" emma said in her heart.

******

Club Taekwondo.

Earlene is absent today because there is interest. The club is lazy. Emma came to open the door loudly, of course everyone was surprised. Jason, who was relaxing with his two friends while drinking canned juice, was surprised to spray it. All pairs of eyes saw her, Emma was in a bad mood. The girl entered the dressing room and changed her uniform, something that had never happened as long as she followed the club. Because Emma will always wear a uniform when she competes with anyone. Emma came out and her eyes glazed sharply.

"I'm strong! I'm not going to get entangled with your play, King of Drama" Emma said in her heart. Now he is back in anger.

Suddenly Darren flinched. Emma pointed it right at her nose. Since when was the girl in front of him? Darren was confused, he tilted his head.

"Look, I'll clear my mind. And I'll make sure I don't get lulled by you!" objurgation Emma.

Darren's still loading. Not one hundred percent he was loading, Emma pulled his arm and slammed his body. All eyes are perfectly rounded until they come off. Darren's wide-eyed, really sick. Emma didn't mess around, she just figured out why Lewin was scared of Emma right now, because she was the second Earlene. With great difficulty he woke up.

"Emma, what the hell are you doing?" asked Darren in annoyance.

"Why? I was just clearing my heart and mind" Emma replied inwardly.

"If you're mad at me just tell me, don't help me just like I was. Sick" Darren lamented.

"I've never been mad at you, Darren" Emma replied inwardly.

Emma pulled Darren's arm and slammed him again. Then he overcame the young man and locked his feet. Darren yells, Emma's lockdown is incredible, it's unfortunate Darren's fate.

While at the Basketball Club, Brian was absent on the grounds there was interest. So the club is training without the chairman. Jack certainly knows Brian's hidden intentions, he knows that Brian is avoiding him. Jack doesn't mind it, because he realizes he deserves it after what he did to the girl who had a place in Brian's heart. Deathly Brian? Inexplicably, Jack felt like his chest was squeezed. On the sidelines of his training, he even laughed lightly and tasteless.

The club ended, Emma had changed back into her uniform and was about to go home. Suddenly the door of the club opened, a caramel-haired young man appeared a little messy. He was wearing a basketball costume and carrying his backpack. Without caring about the astonished members of the taekwondo club, he breezed in and approached Emma. Emma's eyes were rounded, not expecting the young man to come to her. He had never even imagined it before. Though he had just evaporated his emotions and forgot about today's events, but at will the young man continued to come and come like a ghost.

"Come, let's go home" Jack grabbed Emma's right wrist.

{Kita?}

{Go back?}

The members of the club shock instead of playing, a famous Jack William does not like to be close to other girls besides Chloe take Emma home? Lewin, who had previously beaten Darren, loosened his hand and caused Darren to fall. Of course the one who was dropped issued his oath of absorbency.

"What are you doing?" ask Emma in my heart. He tried to release the hand of Jack, but not released even the hand held it tightly.

"You're crazy?" banged Emma in heart.

Jack is undaunted, he will not back down. Not before he understood all this was the immediate withdrawal of Emma without heeding the girl's refusal, they left the clubroom. Emma thrashed, she even threatened Jack but certainly would not be heard by the young man. Enough is enough, Emma stopped her steps and threw Jack's hand as hard as she could. Jack turned around, looked at the girl who was now looking at him full of anger and frustration even her eyes were already teary. At dusk this afternoon, in this corridor, he was again struck by a thousand Volt electric shock. Emma looked at him sharply, as if her gaze could punch a hole in Jack's head right now. The same look as that night, the night Emma first spoke. Immediately Emma wrote something on the note, but not yet finished she finished writing, Jack's voice stopped her actions.

"Why? Why didn't you talk after that? At least you can berate me" Jack said with a bowed face.

"Should I do it? Can you hear it?" ask Emma in my heart.

"I know you hate me now, but let me get it straight. I, do not hate you" said Jack later, now his face has turned red. Wanting to feel like he was banging his head against the wall right now, he did not even understand what he was feeling. The word no hate is a taboo word that comes out of his mouth, because his words now contradict what he did to the girl all this time.

"Don't hate me you said? Throwing me in the barn, chiding me, torturing me, hurting my heart, you say that because you don't hate me? Don't lash your tongue, King of Drama" Emma replied in her heart.

"I'm a demon, Emm. But that doesn't mean I don't have feelings, because I . ." Jack said, holding his chest. His heart was already triggered, his heartbeat beating erratically.

Jack hasn't finished his words yet, Emma's been through it. He left Jack alone, he didn't even care what Jack would say. Emma wonders. Why just now? Why is he showing that face now? why didn't he show it when he was still asking for his mercy? Why was it that when he hated him the young man came to him, stretched out his hand and shook his heart. Wh why? Emma was crying, she kept walking. Jack didn't stay silent, it's too early to say give up. It's only been two days, he vowed to give up more time to chase after the girl and make sure everything. Emma walked so fast and walked out of the school gate. He accidentally hit someone, a middle-aged man. Emma turned her head, how surprised she was to see who was now in front of her.

"Dad?" ask Emma.

"Emma?" call the father and extend his hand to touch Emma's hand, but Emma brushes over.

"Don't touch me!" scream Emma in the heart.

Sebastian could see the tears left in the corner of his daughter's eyes. Emma must have cried, Sebastian's heart ached. Even until now his daughter still suffers, what kind of father he is who let his daughter like that . . .

"Emma, I'm sorry" Sebastian said suddenly.

"I'm sorry dad said? Don't lie. I'm not the old Emma anymore, so all my words will not reach my heart that has been broken thanks to you" Emma replied in her heart.

"Dad won't force you to forgive dad, but can you ask for one thing, Emma?" ask the father.

"Will you ask me to come home, torture me, and then put me in a coma and sleep for as long as possible?" asked Emma with a sigh. His eyes glinted at the father. Sebastian jumped in shock, since when did his daughter have such a look?

"Can you still be my daughter?" pinta Sebastian's.

Emma smiled cynically. He grinned and looked at his father. How ridiculous, why now his father bravely in the name of father and son? When did his father learn this? in the past, when Emma was struggling to be released from a prison called the hospital, her father seemed to care for her hearing. Even when he was drugged and closed his eyes, he saw his father just standing up without saying a word. So now, was it still appropriate for him to call this middle-aged man in front of him a father? Not yet had Emma answered in the heart of her father's request, someone was against her. Cut the distance between him and his father.

"Stay away from Emm" said Jack who came suddenly.

Sebastian's eyes were wide. He was surprised by the appearance of a caramelized young man. Sebastian's memory is spinning, he remembers that the boy came to his house. Waiting for his daughter who he was locked up at home. A very close child to Emma. Sebastian was dying, he was speechless. All this time he was grateful because since the accident Emma had partial amnesia and did not remember the child in front of her. Because if Emma remembers, maybe Emma will hate her more or come back and not forgive herself.

Emma looked at Jack's back with an angry look, and wondered. Why else? He did not want to linger near his father and Jack. Without them knowing, Emma stepped away, without saying goodbye and without permission.

"Emma?" call Sebastian.

"Never approach Emm again or I'll act" Jack threatened and followed Emma.

Without them noticing, Lewin and Darren saw everything. How shocked they were, while Darren frowned. He let go of Lewin's hand that was wiping him. And miraculously, Darren is healed and can walk perfectly. Darren follows Jack and walks past Emma's now-subdued father

empty eye view.

Emma walked quickly. Jack yelled at her and asked her to stop. But Emma cared about her hearing. Don't joke, don't brag, don't pretend. That's what Emma thinks now. Everyone looked at them and whispered. Must be a fight between lovers. Just hearing that really makes Emma sick. Sure enough, he never and never would have dreamed and expected a man like Jack to be his lover.

"Emm, stop!" shouting Jack.

"Stop calling me that!" emma answered in her heart.

"Emm, please stop!" Shouted Jack again.

"Don't call me by that name!" emma answered again in her heart.

They passed through the shopping complex, where the streets were very crowded. Lots of people and vehicles passing by. He lost Emma, Jack panicked. He looked around trying to catch the blonde girl. With great difficulty he broke through the pedestrians, sweat dripping down his temple. Suddenly he caught the blonde mane he was looking for, he immediately called out the girl's name.

"Gee!" call Jack, while the called one does not look at all.

With lightning fast Jack ran and did not care about the swearing of the pedestrians who swore at him for breaking through without saying any apology at all. He saw Emma who continued walking and was about to cross the road, and he was still trying to cross the road, he sped up his run. Emma's already panicking, her breathing's up and down. The traffic lights are not red, while Jack is getting closer. Only a few meters away, Emma saw the street and crossed. Jack's heart was racing as the girl desperately crossed the crowded street. The pedestrians shouted at him, all eyes looking at them.

"Emm, stop! Kumohoh stop! You didn't hear me!" shouted Jack who was now standing on the side of the road, where Emma stood again.

From far away, a car was speeding, Jack was terrified. The car was headed towards Emma. The car got closer and the driver was shocked, seeing a student who walked leisurely without heeding himself would be hit by a car. The sound of the tires squeaking and . . .

"EMMA MICHELLE STOP!" shouting Jack.

BRAKKK

Just as he shouted Emma's name and for the first time correctly mentioned the girl's name, the speeding car hit Emma. Emma drooped with her eyes open, a drop of blood dripping on her temples. Jack's heart felt like it was going to be dislodged at this moment as well, did not feel his eyes watering and the liquid dripped down his cheeks. Jack was silent, his body felt numb and stiff at this moment as well, making his tears flow more and more. But it was unexpected that Emma stood up. He stood up like nothing had happened.

"Based on a crazy girl!" the driver yelled at Emma.

"Don't kill yourself in my car!" yell at the driver again.

Emma continued on her path without looking back even a little. He even ignored his scuffed knees and elbows and bleeding temples. Although Jack?

Jack is laughing. He laughed with tears that incessantly drenched his cheeks. Everyone looked at him strangely.

"You guys see? He is fine" Jack said in a hoarse voice in his tears and laughter. However, his body suddenly went limp and he lost strength. He sits on the street. Suddenly a baritone voice interrupted him.

"Hoi, Jack. What are you doing? are you out of your mind?" ask Darren who's been standing right behind Jack.

Jack turned his head to look at Darren. How surprised Darren saw Jack's current state.Jack's costume was even wet with sweat and his face was tangled. Plus his friend was shedding tears while laughing. Not only that, now Jack's body is also shaking violently.

"Yes, I'm crazy, Darren" Jack replied.

******

On a riverbank, Jack and Darren are. The sun is drowning. Stifling afternoon atmosphere for Jack. Even this time, the wind did not want to blow just to enliven the atmosphere. No one dared to start a conversation. Jack just bowed while staring at the water ripples that seemed to mock him. His eyes. Unable to bear it, Darren finally started the conversation. He asked his friend what had happened. Jack did not want to talk. Furious, Darren clutches Jack's shirt.

"What's going on, you know I'm not stupid enough to not realize what just happened between you and Emma!" darren Bengpak.

Jack turned his face away, he was bowed making his face covered by bangs.

"Answer! You idiot! Are you out of your mind?" shouted Darren.

"Yes, I'm crazy, Darren" Jack replied.

"I'm crazy to be haunted by all these feelings" Jack said later. Darren's hand squeezed, releasing his grip from Jack's shirt. Jack sat down before Darren, he sighed for a moment. Maybe it's time he told me, who knows after this his burden is reduced or he got a little answer to his uncertain feelings.

"I hate Emm" Jack said.

"I know" said Darren ketus.

"I hate him not without reason. I was like that because of his actions too.I just replied to him" Jack said starting the story, Darren was stunned he sharpened his ears.

"He, he betrayed me. All I've done to him is wind then for him. And, in the rain that hit Allison, I waited. I waited for days and even nights. I kept waiting hoping he would come, but after he came, he asked me to leave. After I asked again, you know what I got? He threw. He didn't even care about my shaking body and my eyes that were already moving at that moment" Jack told in a raucous voice.

"Since then I hated him. When mom said we were going to live together, I was so angry. Until my revenge darkens my heart, I hurt it. Heart, mind, even physical. I thought I wouldn't shake when I did it, but deep down I wanted to keep him but my ego refused. I swore I would never forgive him for betraying me and selfishly forgot all he had done. But . ." Jack said stifled, his eyes beginning to tear up.

"But . ." There was no feeling the clear liquid had filled his eyes and dripped back down his cheeks. Darren gasped, he couldn't believe what he was hearing.

Ihate you.

Again the spell was again ringing in Jack's head and this time the word intimidated very loudly. He held his head.

"He hates me" Jack said, then he sobbed and pulled his body. He hugged his knees and hid his face that was very inappropriate for his friends and rivals to see. He felt relieved because he had told a story, but on one side of his chest again felt tight and sick.

"I don't know why Emma would do that to you. But I disagree with you who immediately hated it without investigating first. And, after what you did to her, I'm not surprised she hates you" Darren said.

"But that's not what you want?" ask Darren. There was no answer, Jack just sobbed unwilling to answer more. He also doesn't know what the appropriate answer to Darren's question is.

"Don't tell me you . ." said Darren somewhat doubtfully.

"Fell in love with her?" guess Darren.

Behind his stuffing, Jack's eyes were rounded. He did not expect to see Darren's next question. Of love? Is that so crazy that he fell in love with the girl he hated? Jack thought a little, he recalled his attitude these two days. When he was helping the girl in the garden, when he was following her, when he looked at the pretty face of the girl in the library, as he held her, as he clasped her hand, as he chased after her, when she . . .crying saw the girl get hit by a car. Jack hit his chest, he hoped it wasn't true, he couldn't possibly fall in love. She loves Chloe, only Chloe wants to be with her. However, why does her tongue feel bitter when it comes to the word love for Chloe? Why is there no sense of thumping when you think of Chloe? But when she thought of Emma, her heart was pounding and her heart ached at the same time. So, is Darren right? No. gabe. He has to make sure of it himself.

******

Emma was tired of walking and sitting in front of the minimarket. He saw his knees blistering, he also wiped the blood on his temple. It was Jack who shouted his name. NAME. Emma's chest feels tight, she tries to take as much oxygen supply as possible but free, her chest remains tight even more so. Squeezing shirt.

"sick! Please don't say my name" Emma said in her heart.

Someone came out of the minimarket while sipping a canned drink, that someone was also still wearing a uniform. He turned to see a blond girl who was very familiar. Seeing the wound on the girl's knee, he dropped his drink and immediately approached and crouched down in front of her.

"You okay? Emma?" ask Brian.

"Brian?" call Emma.

"Why are there times like this Brian is always there? At a time when I was so depressed because of you, he was always there to give me back and comfort me?" ask Emma.

"Jack, if you had been like this, I probably wouldn't have hated you" Emma continued.

"But the rice has become porridge, time cannot be turned back. Everything has happened, you did and you also reap the rewards. You planted a thorn so it's not wrong that you got the prick" Emma continued later.

Brian went back to the minimarket and bought red medicine and plaster. Then he went back to where Emma was and treated the girl's wounds. He asked how the girl had gotten her wound but her tongue was twisted. Emma's sad look as if telling her to shut up. Finally Brian just silence and suppress the pain that runs through his inner niche. Why is Emma always hurt? When she turned around for a while, the girl would always end up injured with teary eyes. He regretted that he should not have avoided Jack and left Emma alone nearby. Brian just bit his lower lip while continuing to treat Emma's wound.

******

Since then, Jack has been moving away from Chloe. She never returned a phone call or message from her boyfriend. He even always refused to eat lunch together, not only that, he also never raised his eyes just to look at Chloe. Miris. Chloe is heartbroken, always crying alone in the back garden where Jack often sits or sleeps. But now, the young man always followed Emma. Anywhere and anytime. And what made him sick more was that when he asked if Jack loved him, the young man always answered.

"I love you, Chlo" replied Jack.

Yes, he did declare his love. Not with his eyes, mind and heart. Those eyes won't look at him and his mind isn't here. Or maybe her heart has gone to a place Chloe couldn't possibly reach now. That heart may have gone to chase and hit Emma Michelle's heart. The girl Jack always touted as the girl he hated so much, the girl he did not consider and even considered a parasite. Butwhat? Chloe sobs. So where does Jack promise not to leave?

It's been about 2 weeks Jack has been following Emma wherever she goes. Jack followed Emma to the toilet and waited outside. Seeing the change in Jack's attitude of course everyone was surprised not the reed braids, where did the haughty Jack go? Now the young man was nothing more than one

True stalker. Cheryl shuddered to the horror of seeing it.

Not just at school, at home. Lady Azzury fainted to the point of seeing her son's behavior change drastically. Jack follows Emma into the kitchen, living room, library, garden. Even waiting for Emma to take a nap by sitting in front of the girl's bedroom door. She also gave food to Emma's plate when the girl ate. Until Nathalie says where Emma is, there's Jack.

3 Weeks passed. As for Emma, she was hotly followed. He hates Jack so much, this time there is no other taste than hate. He got rid of his dilemma in no time. He also tries to hide so Jack doesn't find him. But unfortunately for him, somehow at school when he hid under a tree in the field Jack was already there. When he went to the roof to calm himself down from Stalker Jack, the young man had already casually slept there. When he was about to eat alone behind the stairs, Jack was already there with

clean up the place. Emma always tries to escape but Jack always finds her. He cursed his fate, is this world narrow? Or is Jack paranormal to know where and where he is? Until . . .

"Emm, wait for me. Can we talk for a second? you've been avoiding me for 3 weeks. Can't you just give me a little time?" pinta Jack walks with Emma along the corridor of the 2nd floor. All just shaking their heads, a sign of pity on Jack who is ignored or indeed not considered? Suddenly Chloe stopped him. Jack raised his head.

"Little? What's up?" ask Jack innocent.

"Jack I want to talk" said Chloe.

"Sorry, Chlo, please come on later. I need to" said Jack and was leaving. Chloe's next words stopped her.

"Need to go after Emma Michelle?" point to Chloe being on target. Jack looked up, he was down, not trying to avoid. Chloe's eyes glazed over, which she knew her Jack would always dodge and scream no, but the young man chose silence which meant yes. Chloe bit her lower lip.

"You said you loved me, right?" ask Chloe again.

"Yes, I love you" Jack replied without looking at Chloe, this time the same as before. When he said that it felt like he was giving the silver girl false hope.

"You changed, Jack" said Chloe.

"I haven't changed. I'm like this" Jack replied.

"You said you loved me, but I know you're lying right now. It doesn't matter if you lie to me but can't you not lie to yourself?" chloe asked later, she said in a hoarse voice as it held back the crying.

"What are you talking about, if you mean Emm. I don't know, I can't answer. I don't even know if I'm lying or not" Jack replied honestly.

Chloe's crying broke. They're a spectacle, Jack's not trying to calm Chloe down. Without them knowing, Emma sees it all, she's not really gone. Jack is confused, it has been 3 weeks he followed Emma but has not yet got an answer. But when Chloe told me she was lying, she thought again

is it really like that. All the words of Chloe who says Hate and Love are different thin, then the words of Darren who said he fell in love, also at this time. When Chloe called it lying to yourself, and changed. Unconscious of his mind, a voice interrupted him.

"Em" called Mugi from behind Emma, and she ran over to her friend with two cans of juice.

Only then did Jack realize that Emma had not left, he turned his head and found Emma standing not far from him. His eyes could not be read, Jack was wide. For 3 weeks this girl looked at him hatefully, but why is it different now? Without caring for Chloe who is still crying, Jack approaches Emma. Emma was about to run away but the burly hand did not let her.

"I said I wanted to talk" said Jack, Emma turned her head and looked back at him hatefully, Jack flinched. He bit his lips and strengthened his mind to talk, he did not care if all the students were looking at him like a melodrama.

"Should you look at me like that?" jack asked in a heavy voice.

"What does it look like?" challenge Emma.

"You know, it hurts" Jack continued.

"ill? Which hurts more than what you've done to me?" ask Emma.

"I'm sorry, Emm" said Jack.

All eyes wide. Did Jack William apologize? Tell me this isn't true. Even Emma was too wide made, someone please wake her up. Slap or say this is a dream. But Jack's tight grip made him realize that this was not a dream.

"I'm not asking you to forgive me because I'm not forgiven. But at least can't you avoid me?" jack's words began to raise his tone.

"NO" Emma replied definitely, her eyes getting sharper and intimidating.

"DON'T YOU KNOW, YOU'RE MAKING ME ALMOST CRAZY?" snapped Jack, all surprised but minus Emma of course.

"I keep thinking about you, everything I've done to you up to this moment. You made me a real stalker. You keep ignoring me and you're not even giving me a chance to talk. I admit I'm cruel, but can't you just look at me a little? I've been trying my best to make you want to see me now. Butwhat? You keep dodging and looking at me like that, why huh?" yelled Jack, he broke all his emotions.

Suddenly . . .

"I'm not asking you to think of me and I'm not telling you to follow me either. And it's useless, whatever you do I'll never see you, because my eyes are closed now, for me you're just a shadow" Emma said flatly but cynically answering Jack's words.

DUMBFOUNDED

Everyone was shocked to hear Emma's words. Their ears are not wrong, right? Emma talk? EMMA TALK? how shocked they are. Hasn't Emma been out of business all this time? there were even rumors that said the girl had not spoken for 2.5 years. But why is he talking now? While Jack did not heed Emma's words, this time his patience was exhausted.

"You don't even make me sleep, I keep convincing myself that I hate you but how hard I try I can't do it, your shadow is always at my every step. You're like an incurable disease that comes and comes again somehow I throw you out" Jack cried again.

"Then just throw it away and remove it, right?" scream Emma.

"If I can do it then I've done it" Jack replied.

"Then why didn't you ask me to scram?" challenge Emma.

"SELFISH BASICS!" scream Emma.

"I AM SELFISH! SO STOP BEING STUBBORN!" Jack won't lose.

"CAN'T YOU REFLECT, SIR? YOU'RE THE STUBBORN ONE! YOU FOLLOWED ME AND MADE ME SULTRY! YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT HOW I FEEL ABOUT YOU!" yell Emma again.

"I WOULDN'T BE LIKE THIS IF YOU DIDN'T AVOID ME!" shouting Jack.

"MY HUMAN RIGHT I WANT TO AVOID OR NOT" Emma REPLIED.

"MY HUMAN RIGHT ALSO WANTS TO FOLLOW YOU OR NOT" Jack replied scrolling Emma's words.

Emma's face flushed red, how dare Jack humiliate her. he bit his lower lip.

"CLOSED YOUR MOUTH!" snapped Emma.

"You're the one who should have kept your mouth shut" said Jack flat and pulled Emma's hand.

"Ap .-"

Jack silenced Emma with his lips. Emma's eyes are perfectly rounded. Jack kissed her in front of everyone. He nodded, beating Jack's chest. Emma's heart was racing, her face was heating up, she was trying to wake herself up, but Jack's soft lips froze her and seemed to dispel her common sense and all her stubbornness. Chloe looked at him, he drowned and sat on the floor.

"Even though I said to stop, my heart kept going towards you unable to even rest for a moment, this became a burden that I was hard to control, Why can't I even throw you away? What the hell happened to me?" jack said in his heart.

"I reached out and looked with my eyes, but no matter how many times I called your name, you always stayed away from me. I've gone mad because of all this. Can't you see me? Can't you realize how frustrated I am?" jack said in his heart.