
At dawn a beautiful girl named Ifky awoke from her sleep. Ifky who was now sitting in her bed immediately moved from her bed. He looked at himself in front of a large mirror. Perhaps most people stare at themselves because of their physical appearance, but in contrast to Ifky who always looks at himself and speaks in the depths of his heart about his life story that is different from others. Not just living but in all things, it is actually different. He was different not because he had miraculous powers, not because he was stupid, not because of what we think but because the two words that become nails in his heart that are difficult to let go of are SUFFERING and LONELINESS.
"Sister, can mom come in? How come you haven't left your room later in school, "someone who may be from childhood always sees Ifky and is always called mama, knocking on the door.
"Ifky will be out soon!"Ifky replied in a tone that indicated that nothing had happened.
"Yes, mama just take a bath first take care of your sister yes, do not be made cry," Mother Ifky left the room after talking at the door.
Ifky came out of his room and saw his younger brother, 5-year-old Fari. Ifky who saw Fari who was still asleep immediately continued his activities. Ifky immediately did what had to be done from preparing breakfast, cleaning the house, and preparing the preparations. When finished he took all the gadgets to charge. He took his phone and opened a digital reading app to entertain himself.
After his mother finished bathing, Ifky immediately entered the bathroom. A few minutes later Ifky finished from the bathroom, after which he went into his room. As he was wearing the elegant red alma mater, it hurt in Ifky's heart and mind just because he remembered one word of Cramedia. Ifky himself does not know why every remembering the word he felt nothing was right.
"Ifky, you're still a long time? It's 6:15 when you're late for school. Fast breakfast!"his mother also broke Ifky's heart.
"Yes ma!"yelled Ifky who instinctively went straight to the dining table. He saw his mother's fried rice and a glass of his favorite warm chocolate.
"Mommy will be home late because there is an office meeting. You're the same Fari who got along!"mama said accompanied by preparing the needs of the house every day.
"Yes,"Ifky answered only one word that might be spelled out short, dense, and clear.
After breakfast jam Ifky immediately leave school with an online ojek, because both parents are busy looking for money. His mother who had to travel the distance of the office which took 1.5 hours and had to drive his sister who was still kindergarten. And his father who works out of town.
Ifky walks through the school corridor to the secret garden behind the school. Although the park is not as beautiful as the park in general but enough for a quiet park, wind and there is a pool that has a quiet life, and only green grass scattered.

After Ifky arrived at the park he sat by the pool to see his face painted by the clarity of the water.
"It's a good step if I'm not different, if it's different make me very different" Ifky said meaninglessly.
He looked at the pool and felt the wind that made his heart calm. But a few moments
then he saw someone who saw himself, not because of his appearance but he did not believe that the garden that had been like a dead garden was visited by someone other than himself.
Name:Ifky Diandra Princess
T. T. L: 15 December 2005
Position:young person***hara