
Hm...All right, this is awkward. Jun did not answer correctly, since just oh, use the rope maybe. Think how many times it is not possible to use a rope! Is it clear that you can use a pulley? There are no tools either.
But come to think of it, is this really back at this guy's house? Good deh, no need to look around and midfielders are not clear. I cleared my throat for a moment. The awkwardness is still very pronounced.
"J-Juna is really into the music band tomorrow?" I was too clumsy to start a conversation.
"Hm? Wanna come?" Juna answered without hesitation. Oh, it turns out I'm the only one who feels awkward.
I nodded quickly. If this is the case I don't bother to answer.
"Go yourself," Juna did not take his eyes off. I'm pasting.
"No want! Don't know the way, don't know where, no one's looking after, no friend," I'm looking for a variety of reasons to be able to persuade him to come along.
Don't know the way? I am direction blind. Although it has been passed many times will also forget.
"Hard for yourself! Who cares?" Juna scorned me. I just clucked, it turns out Juna's mind is still not in line with mine.
"Brother-" I'm looking for an excuse again. "Don't nod us brothers," Firmly Juna glanced at me sharply.
"Keep what?" I asked innocently still fixedly staring at his face from the side.
"Think yourself!" Juna stepped on the gas to make the speed of the car faster.
Hmm, not a brother? Is that dirty until you don't want to be considered brother? My face looks bent to look at the window.
DRT-S
Suddenly my heart shook. The name listed was very rarely contacted me. Levi's sister, my brother.
"H-hello?" The effect of about 3 years of not meeting your own brother so strange and awkward.
*"Ran, game back home! Mother-" *
I'm kicep, I can't speak anymore. My feet are shaking violently. Good, just yesterday was left already not really there?
"Ju-kak Juna's. Back and forth now," I can't think of calling Juna using the word sister at a time like this. Juna looked at me confused.
"Why?" Juna still asked.
"Let me die ******!" Juna was stunned to hear my snaps.
I vibrate. This is not a side of me. Why am I so angry? Why am I yelling at Juna? Something's wrong, this isn't me.
Juna looked at me empathically. At that time, he knew what I felt. He knew it from the beginning. Adolescence is hard to drive.
My house is full of lonely downstream, many people who visit my house wearing all black clothes. I immediately ran into the house followed by Juna, who had been trying to calm me down. The entire extended family gathered together, Me and Juna were taken aback. The school uniform we wear is not an obstacle.
I still have a lot wrong with him, I haven't tasted mother's cooking for the last time, I haven't been a good kid, I-I'll be flanked again with Dad if mom doesn't exist? I'm afraid, I've been crying. Can't imagine how once the mother's affection that I'd never properly reciprocated, the memory of her revolved like a spinning vidio paper.
"Zeva Rani," Call my grandmother to call her. I'm afraid ma'am. I had to stand up and approach my grandmother.
"Don't pretend no more!" grandma said with great emphasis, and clasped my hand firmly. Although the pain is not how much I try to show a sick expression, otherwise the grandmother will not be satisfied and continue to squeeze me. He forced me to enter my room which was not far enough.
"Rani, do you know who you are?" I nodded innocently at the question. My room is no longer what it used to be. This is not my room.
"You're the last child, and you're the bearer. You know what you brought?" Grandma asked again with a contemptuous look. I let myself stand while Grandma was sitting in my bed?
"Sial-That's what you brought. And Yuna's death was because of you! Want to act up again?" Grandma's explanation I can't understand a hundred percent yet. My mother's death was caused by me? How come?
"W-what? Grandma, it's not me who killed mom!" I honestly don't want to lose. Honestly, I hate them. Hate it.
"That's you Rena! Don't deny it anymore, the evidence is clear." Grandma said looking at me.
"What evidence?" I've shed tears.
"You see this? It's you who cleaned it up. No one's supposed to clean up after you're gone. Ought to. But you came back and made your mother sick a few days ago. Is that how you, my grandson, killed his own mother??!!" Obviously Grandma really confused me. I just gaped in disbelief. That's really not me.
"Really? But I'm sure it wasn't me" Grandma silently pointed to the small CCTV attached beside the cupboard. CCTV was deliberately tucked in without telling me. Isn't this outrageous?! Installing CCTV in his own child's room.
"Everything has been recorded, explained Rani. Don't cry over your stupidity anymore. Go, don't show your nose to this family. And don't cry in front of Yuna who you killed yourself," My grandmother sternly left me slumped by the bed.
No, not me. I don't feel like doing it. I'm not here, I'm just sleeping... Yeah, I'm just sleeping. Even though I slept and moved my place it was not clear from where. I sobbed in my room. Neatly styling my old self. This is something weird.
"Perse-Let's go home," get someone from behind. My two brothers don't care about me anymore. Then who brought me home? Going home? Whither? I laughed bitterly. Laughing at my own hallucinations. No one's taking a fool like you Ran! Someone is talking inside me. I often monologue under all circumstances.
"Wait how much longer? Can chicken fly?" Knock someone from behind. I looked scared when there was no one.
A juna?
"Recommunication. Not at home to see the cry," Juna said again. That cold handsome face was like an angel picking me up. I can't believe this. I used to be very anti with a touch let alone a hug other than a warm hug from my mother. But I reflexively hugged Juna who was saying that. A tall body that reaches 180 centimeters is not an obstacle for me to be able to hug his chest.
"H-hey, loose. Stiffness," My embrace was very tight and was greeted with my sobs that would not stop. I don't know who to lean on anymore. But behind me was Juna who was always waiting for me.
"I-I'm afraid," Good, I don't want to look weak at all. Now changed and looks very weak in front of a brother who included my co-star during my childhood.
"Let's go back," I took off the hug slowly. He took my hand and pulled me out of the house. No matter what the gazes of the people we pass by because of the striking white ash uniform as well.
At first I saw my mother lying lifeless. It is heartbreaking to know that the cause of his death is me.
".........."
Steven was speechless. It was a confusing start but this all started to clear up after the band's music was over.