
In the morning in a room saw all the items scattered, pillows and bolsters that were scattered everywhere,figura that was attached to the wall was no longer in place.Sedangakan Ratna who has the room itself looks down with a seat that is bent on the floor, his eyes depict a black circle below him indicating that he did not sleep overnight plus traces of water flowing on his cheeks indicating he was falling.
"Why is the world unfair to me! I just want something why it's so hard to get! I want to be happy! I want my life to be good!" shouted Ratna, while breaking the fitting of the flower.
"The world is too cruel! I've been miserable since my father died! This is not fair! " Ratna started throwing things near her, from last night she was like she was possessed by something until a door that was forcefully opened was heard filling the room.
"Ratna! What are you doing! " Wulan came over to Ratna, she looked surprised by the mess.
"Even you make me suffer! " suddenly Ratna spoke making Wulan frown in confusion.
"What are you talking about! I'm just-"
"You! Why change, instead of being evil and cunning is so much fun!" Ratna stared intently at Wulan as her hand held the small knife she had taken from the drawer and made Wulan's initial intention to rebuke Ratna because the photo problem was gone, he only found out last night from Algae so he was intending to come to Ratna this morning. But now the atmosphere is different, what's with Ratna?
"I who lack attention from my family must seek my own happiness! But the world has made me suffer!" Ratna approached making Wulan gulp her saliva hard.
"Ratna calm down, you can talk slowly we discuss together and solve the problem together. " Wulan began to tremble, Ratna getting closer with the knife which further eroded the distance between them.
"Can you believe me, I helped you this time too, surely the Heru family came to you right! How you got beat up by that fucking Sisil! Huh! Even I got word last night you made them calm, it's all your fault! Why don't you make a revolt! Why you're a loser, you need to take responsibility! You were miserable because of them! The child you bear must be Heru's son, what's wrong with you, huh! " Ratna screamed and her breathing blew away she looked very messy.
"Stop! " Wulan did not lose loudly shouting.
"I won't stop! I don't want to be like you later, I'll get what should be mine, well it's true I just need to kill that Sisil! " Ratna brandished the knife Wulan's heart became trembling, her gaze looked empty.Wulan did not expect the behavior of her father, who was once just a spoiled girl, and always spreading a smile is now like a demon who intends to kill humans.
"Ratna listen to me, please look! I really care about you, I understand what you want! "Wulan grabbed Ratna's hand and stroked her gently, trying to calm down.
"Your mother is busy at work so don't feel like you don't care about her, she works for you and now I will also accompany you, "the soul of a teacher once mastered Wulan, like calming a child crying and then coaxing him.
"It's like you're really my family now! " Ratna turned around
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"Mistaken target! " Ratna raised her eyebrows next door.
"Stop all this Ratna, wake up! " said Wulan then boldly pulled out the knife.
"You should know that the boy is not Heru's son, I was too obsessed with him the way I did to get him, but he's not my destiny no matter how he won't be mine. So can I talk to you as your family? " slowly Wulan approached Ratna as she folded the knife and put it in her jacket pocket.
Ratna slowly lowered her head and sat down quietly on the bed, Wulan who saw it felt grateful.
"Happy and sad it all depends on ourselves, to be taken where our lives are all in each of us. It is an impactful environment, but we must have confidence. You feel humiliated, you feel isolated, you feel unloved try to think more deeply you're still breathing it's the love of God only you're blinded by the environment," Wulan glanced at Ratna who was still lowered, she grabbed both of her hands.
"You're right, don't be like me! I also agree, but that is not the way because it will make you feel a deep sense of sadness and insecurity. We live only need to take care of ourselves, do not let others in affect, strengthen your heart! Accepting fate and circumstances will feel light if we are confident and ignore the environment, it is up to people to scorn us for anything! Remember that they can only insult, without being able to correct themselves. "wulan's words successfully made Ratna turn and frown.
"You're advising me! How's you! " Ratna smiled mockingly, whereas Wulan could only exhale.
"Finding solutions to problems is better than people who have experienced them, so he can know which to do which to avoid and can distinguish what is best for him." Ratna was complaining a little because of the pain in her shoulder.
"You said you cared about me! " Ratna snorted in annoyance.
"I've been through a lot of bad things in my life, don't you know? I talk at length like that just want to open your heart so that it is not the same as me, it can be said to care, right? Try to stop looking for something you don't need to know, it will make you much calmer.Before it's too late I'll tell you, you know, Everyone can be at peace with his injuries but not everyone can recover from his trauma! Don't make yourself fall deeper. Happiness can be felt if we like in the face of this life, not even everyone considers wealth a symbol of happiness! " Wulan turned around and stepped her feet leaving Ratna who was looking down.
"You're not alone, you're close to God and you'll realize there's still someone who loves you! I'm going to do nothing to harm myself, if you'd like you could drop by my contract! " wulan said before completely leaving the room.
Wulan was so relieved now, life so painful it used to be a valuable lesson for her, that a middle-aged woman stared pushyly behind the exit.
"Wulans! " the familiar voice filled Wulan's hearing, she turned her head.
"Mother! "