The Married Married Man
Chapter 49
"Mm,, but... (Julian stopped her words when she saw Amel who nodded her mark agreed to come with Arya,
Julian could only shut up and smiled bitterly as he saw Arya taking Amel to the parking lot and into her car, after being in the car, Amel just kept quiet and said nothing, Arya can see the expression of Amel's face that looks unfriendly but as much as possible he controls himself so as not to get carried away...
"Speak, I don't have much time" said Amel with a slightly taut tone
Arya took a breath and exhaled slowly before starting the conversation....
"Amel, I just hope you can forgive me and give me one more chance, I beg you to listen to my explanation,... (Arya paused her speech for a moment to see Amel's reaction)
Arya dared to grab Amel's hand and hold it, but Amel just kept quiet as if allowing Arya to do it....
"Amel, actually three years ago I didn't mean to say anything that I shouldn't have said, I know that you left after hearing all the conversations between me and Nisa, me,,, I, you know,,, I couldn't control my emotions when I found out the truth that Nisa was in such a terrible pain, (A moment Arya closed her eyes as a grain of clear liquid slowly flowed down her cheeks while remembering the events of three years ago )
"I, I admit that I was in love with you, I just didn't realize it, and after you left, I didn't know what happened to me anymore, until Nisa breathed her last, not her I accompanied her, I was busy with my own business, I was not a good man, indeed, I'm just a greedy bastard who wants to have it all, I say I love Nisa but it hurts more when I know you're leaving me,,,,, Hiks,,,, me, I, I realized that I didn't deserve your forgiveness, I let my ego rule me, and now I can only accept the fact that I've lost it all"
Arya poured out all her heart before Amel with her tears that finally spilled
Amel looked compassionately at the man before him, without realizing Amel also shed his tears
"Mas, enough,,,!!!! I know it's not all your fault, I'm the most selfish here, I go without hearing your explanation first, I go as if I'm the one who feels the most pain, I know you love Mbak Nisa, I shouldn't be jealous of her because she has your love, I'm the most selfish and greedy, I want to have you and also your heart, she said, though I know, thanks to the compassion of the mother Nisa who made me able to marry you, actually I know that Mbak Nisa is very sick, very sick, I know from the beginning I lived in your house, but Nisa told me everything, she tried to persuade me to marry you until I finally agreed to the deal"
Arya was silent to hear the actual words of Amel, until she finally regained consciousness....
"Mas, I'm sorry, sorry because I'm being dishonest with you, all this time I've been trying to escape trouble, but in the end destiny made me return to the point of the road that I should have been on" Amel said softly with his head lowered and tears unraveled
Arya clasped Amel's hand tighter and carried her into his embrace, Amel did not refuse and put herself in Arya's arms....
"Amel, I just wish we could start all over again, we would live together and raise our son, let the past remain the past, let's get back together and start all over again" Arya said with confidence
"Mas, why don't you scold me, why don't you hate me, why after everything I've done, you're asking me to come back with you" asked Amel
"Amel, you're wrong, I'm wrong, we both made mistakes in the past, and forgiveness is the only way to peace, in the future we can be better, it is enough to make the mistakes of the past a lesson, the most important thing now is that we both fix them "
Amel looked up at Arya's face and tried to find a lie there, but all he found was sincerity...
Without thinking twice, Amel smiled and nodded in agreement to Arya's request...
the two of them embrace each other tightly and channel all the affection that was delayed so far....
After a while, Arya broke her embrace from Amel and looked her eyes deeply
"But I seem to have forgotten something...??? arya asked spontaneously which made Amel confused
"What...??? ask Amel
"Where is Julian...??? ask arya
"Ka Juki...???
"OOO, so call her ka Juki" Arya said with a visibly irritated look
Amel smiled when he found out the truth, that her husband was jealous. "Hemmm, I called her Juki because her name is Julian Kiandra and it's a name made by Rey" Amel explained with a smile
"Rey....??? ask Arya who does not know the name of her son
"Umm, Reyhan amera" said Amel briefly
Suddenly Arya smiled and carried Amel back into her arms, "So our son Reyhan amera's name,,, ??? ask Arya again
"Yes, and another one, the amera is a combination of the names Amel and Arya" said Amel who increasingly made Arya excited.
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