
life is darkness when it is devoid of possessions and desires, and all possessions and desires are blind if they are not accompanied by knowledge. and knowledge is empty if not followed the lesson, and every lesson will be in vain if not accompanied by love
(calorie gibran)
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after meeting Kenzo, nancy looked even more moody, not knowing what Kenzo had told her.
"you have no why-why beb. asked anita worried about nancy's attitude.
"i'm fine, Anita smiled even though her heart was stripping
"so what's your next plan? ask anita.
"tomorrow discussed, I want to rest first, said nancy standing up leaving Anita to her room.
anita just dumbfounded to see the departure of nancy (lo strong beb, I'm sure you can get through this all. I promise will help you. inner anita)
staying in the room made nancy remember what Kenzo said. (why I felt unhappy after receiving this money. even now I have not been able to forgive my mother because she left me.If I could have chosen, I chose not to be born rather than live my life without my mother. now I do the same thing as mama.is not I as evil as mama.even worse, I sell my own child.O dear god what should I do now? how do I face tomorrow? .....
do I just want this child to feel how bitter and sad life without parents.I don't want him to hate me for leaving him.
it seemed like the right decision was arborsi. I didn't have to worry about anything anymore, I could go to college and move on with life well.it was a crazy idea that nancy thought.
very early in the morning nancy had woken up she met anita.said, "beb friendin I'm a doctor yuk." take nancy to anita
anita is confused to see nancy's attitude "didn't she look sad last night.what happened? ask Anita in her heart.
"want to the doctor? " ask anita
"actually from last night I've decided to do arborsi, I think that's the right decision said nancy.
"huh...!!! arborsi, you are crazy.it is the same if you kill your own child. no matter how desperate you are never arborsi. I never agree. shouted anita, anita was very upset with nancy's decision. "
"so how should I? giving birth to this child continues to hand her over to kenzo. It's just as evil, I sold my own child. I can't do that, you know my life story right. I don't want this kid to feel what I've been through all this time.Nancy was really frustrated and rubbed his face rough.
"if you don't want to love the child to Kenzo, you can take care of him. Give birth and take care of him, I promise I will help you. said Anita while holding tightly nancy's hand.
"what about my college? what if my family knows? hiks. hiks. nancy's.
"beb, college can be any time.you can apply for leave during your pregnancy.your family is easy let me take care. Anita tried to calm nancy.
"hiks.. hiks.. is not as simple as what you think.agree or disagree I still do arborsi.
"yes, as soon as yes and I'm sorry I've been so angry with you. nancy hugged anita hicks. thank you for always helping me cry nancy in anita's arms.
"yes, no need to hesitate if you need my help, said Anita.
after about four days of asking here and there, anita finally found a village midwife who was willing to do arborsi against nancy.
on that night, when anita and nancy relax watch their favorite Korean movie anita said to nancy, "beb, I've found a village midwife who wants to do arborsi.
"uh. seriously? whereabouts?ask nancy with passion.
"there is a place on the edge of the city that is a bit far from here, said Anita sadly.
"when are we going there? I want it immediately.
"i've called his midwife, tomorrow morning we're there. (beb, what's wrong with you, I'm not familiar with you, you're not the nancy I used to know. tomorrow you will do the arborsi just as you killed your own child. do you not feel sad or afraid said anita in your heart.) are you sure you will do arborsi? ask Anita to nancy. have you thought carefully about this decision? ask anita again.
"i've thought carefully really, gosong instead. ha. ha. ha relax aja beb you kok tense.I want arborsi aja relaxed.
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the next morning, Nancy and Anita were getting ready to meet the village midwife.
anita is feeling uneasy," I have to do something, I have to kabarin kenzo. Hopefully kenzo can stop nancy.
after many times contact kenzo, but there is no response.anita began to be frustrated confused how to.
"vino, yes vino kan secretary kenzo I have to contact him. said anita with enthusiasm. but have not had time to contact vino. "tok. tokk. tokk.
"are you ready yet? nancy shouted behind the door.
"yes, just wait a minute in front of reply anita. (*aduuh serious how I call vino. if found out nancy can be very angry with him, he said, inner anita) sms aja yes hopefully she read a message from me.
📤 vino
vin, here I am anita. I ask you to please tell kenzo that nancy will do arborsi this afternoon in the village midwife.the address is jl. gg rt 20 no 089. I've called kenzo but not responded maybe he's busy. I ask you to say yes*.
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