The Marriage of an Old Friend
chapter 35. painful parting
"i'll give you fifteen minutes to talk" said Dara, looking the other way.
"sorry, I'm sorry for you." said Rendi, his heart immediately melos when the virgin does not want to look at her. the girl who has been inhabiting the heart, the heart, his smile that filled the days of Rendi now he could not see anymore.dara seemed to move away, making a large wall so that Rendi could not get close to him.
"Ra, I'm really sorry. I was completely unintentional. I didn't have the slightest intention to betray you. back then I was depressed Ra, I was distressed by my papa's request. you know for yourself how my papa nature is. I intend to calm myself so dead-end my mind, and all that just happened. I was even surprised when the morning was already in the room of one of the hotels with regina." explained Rendi, she hoped that with her explanation this could make the virgin forgive her a little.
"yes, maybe I can believe your explanation, but everything is different now ren. everything will not feel the same as before. broken glass glass will not return to how it was, even though it is as good as the glue used to reassemble it, it will look cracks everywhere, and it describes our current relationship." dara replied, she spoke by trying to hold back her tears did not come down. Deep down in her deepest heart, dara also regretted this incident happened in her relationship.
"we start all over again." bargained Rendi. "we forget all these events and string them together again.
dara shook her head violently. "but unfortunately I can't. I can't be selfish like that. happy on top of other people's suffering. there is an innocent child who will live a life without a father if we start everything back.I do not have the heart, I am not that bad.I until now was in the position of that child ren. how can I let others feel what I feel now. live life without a father." dara glared far away, the life that he went through with his mother had gone through many steep rocks along the way.it is impossible for the virgin to be as evil as it was to let another child become a victim of adult selfishness.
"we can take care of her with Ra. I also can't let my son be cared for by regina who works as a psk." Rendi looked frustrated.A lot of thoughts and burdens that he now bear.
"regina how? I see she loves her daughter very much. Although her work is bad, but she is still a mother. surely she does not want her daughter in foster care by her mother continued.after all if I take care of her, if I take care of her, and when I have children of my own later, I'm not sure I'll be able to be fair and look at them with the same compassionate gaze.I can't deny that, I can't deny that, I will always remember your betrayal every time I see your daughter's face." Dara explained, letting out everything in her heart as Rendi offered her to take care of her daughter and regina.
"so in essence you don't want to come back to me?" ask Rendi.
dara shook her head. "sorry, I can't."
Rendi breathed heavily, not feeling her tears flowing down without excuse. she was very sorry all her.if she did not come to the club, he did not come, if she doesn't accept regina's offer to drink alcohol, all if it's flying in her head. If time could be turned back, he would change everything without exception.
now there is no more opportunity that Rendi has, dara has chosen the decision. stick with her stance not to return to her. somehow currently Rendi can not force virgin again, but, his energy was already drained out. Many problems he faced but losing virgin is the thing he least wanted during life.
dara rubbed her cheeks, cursing the tears that came out with a sassy wet cheek.
"ren, our relationship is over, but life will go on. let's get up, I'm not completely at peace yet but I'll keep trying. maybe this is the best destiny God has given us." wendy reached out to Rendi who was sitting in frustration.
dara volunteered, hugging Rendi for the last time she could feel the body shaking the man who was inside her arms. Rendi reciprocates the virgin embrace, she tightens her embrace. hugging the virgin for the last time. After this, Rendi will try the advice of the virgin. began to reconcile and accept with the destiny that has been outlined by God.
want to continue to force but Rendi is not able to. she also realizes this all happened because of her own mistakes.she will begin to solve her problems one by one. he no longer cared about his father's tantrums when he found out about this matter.
the two people let each other out the burden that happened in their relationship. separation has become the best way.this time there is no rejection, the two have agreed to separate. choose to stray their memories on one side of the heart.
"after this, I pray that you may find your own happiness, as you always say to me. Happiness is not necessary for us to seek from others.create our own happiness, so that when the person is lost we will not be destroyed bye-bye Rendi." said Dara in between his sobs.
Rendi increasingly tightened her hands to hear the words of the virgin.The two people hugged each other for the last time.after this the two of her will step in different directions, there is no hand coupling as usual. there is no mutual encouragement when you have a problem. all will now be passed alone, as hard as what the problem is they both can not join each other again.
some of the people who were also in the park looked at them with sad eyes.more or less they heard a little talk of Rendi and Reigha.
sometimes fate is painful, but God must also have prepared the best in front there.
dara walked to the side of the road, looking for a taxi who knows there is still an hour. Fifteen-minute conversation turns into an hour.
from the left, stopped the silver car that he knew very well.The car stopped right in front of the virgin.
the window opened slowly.Dika appeared with a smile as warm as the moon tonight.
"let's go in" he said, opening the door for the virgin from inside the car.
dara immediately got into the car without asking much.her feelings are still mellow and uncomfortable..
