The Marriage Is Not Beautiful

Episode 105: Funeral

"You read this letter again, don't you, I just want to say that I love you. I am so thankful that you are by my side, my dear. May you always know how much I love you. We often fight because of small problems. I'm sorry, I love big trouble and make you tired, and have to accept all the scolding from my mom."

"But you must never forget that, among the multitude of men, you are still the only one I love the most."

"On me cheating on Lia, it's all just lies. Actually I lied to you, to keep you away from me, and quickly divorced me. I don't want you to stay in my hell. So that's why I act cheating with Lia, so you are jealous and quickly divorce me dear. Actually, the one in my heart is, only you. At any time, it will never be replaced. Even if I die later, I'll still remember you dear."

"It's not easy for us to get to this point, it's not easy for us to understand each other. Everything took a long process, until we finally decided to separate from each other. I am so happy that you are by my side, who have accompanied my bitter past."

"I am so grateful to you for all the memories you have given me. Healthy always for you dear, and may you get a better man than me. I've written you're the best in my life."

"Greetings Evano." The letter was written by Evano.

"Darling, why didn't you tell me from the beginning. If you're doing this for me, why don't you tell me about your pain. Why are you leaving me so soon. Why are you so evil with me. You're evil." The crying broke back Ayana, while hugging the paper written by Evano.

"Evano wake up Evano. I'll talk to you again, but you wake up baby. You wake up, it's impossible, it's impossible." Shouted Ayana still did not expect that Evano would die at the wrong time.

The nurse came, and immediately calmed Ayana who was crying profusely, and trembling.

"Let me take my sister to sit outside my sister. Don't be sad anymore, brother, this is all over. We have to be sincere." The nurse said, calming Ayana down quietly.

Outside the hospital, Ayana kept shedding her tears nonstop. And he bit his finger. "Why are you going to leave me soon, my dear. I still love you, I really love you dear. I don't want you to leave me this fast." Said Ayana who was still trembling in fear.

"I have to accept all of this. That I should really take Evano and mom." Ayana said while holding her hair.

That night was the saddest night for Ayana. Because it was a very bitter night for Ayana.

The next morning, the day of Evano and her mother-in-law's funeral arrives. And all of them were at the funeral. "You are patient, baby. This is all fate almighty." Her mother's words calmed Ayana who was still crying, until her eyes were swollen.

"Yes Ayana, you have to accept all this. It's all god's will." Said Jae who was already at the funeral, with Cuky.

"Bapi, why is it that Kayra lives so soon. Kan papi promised, if papi wants to continue to be on the side of Kayra and mama. Why did papi lie to us." Kayra said crying.

"Patience dear, you do not cry. You must be strong, like your mama." Jae said, holding Kayra and calming her down.

After the funeral, everyone starts to travel, and only the rest of Ayana, Jae, her mother, Cuky and Kayra.

"Let's go home Ayana, so you can win yourself at home." Said Jae.

"Okay ma, then Kayra went home first ma. If there is anything, just call us mama. Mama don't be sad anymore." Kayra hugged her tightly, and they immediately left Ayana alone at the funeral.

After all has gone, and the rest of Ayana. "Honey, I hope you're calm there, baby. Do not daydream often, and many thoughts. Because it's happier up there, than it's down here."

"I will never marry again, and you are the only one in my heart. I love you, baby." Ayana smiled, and immediately stood up, holding a white flower bucket. He immediately placed it, on top of Evano's funeral, and immediately left the cemetery, in a state of still crying.

12 Years passed. Kayra is 19 years old, and Ayana still chooses to be widowed. Because his heart will still belong to Evano.

They went on a pilgrimage to Evano's tomb. Arriving," hello papa, we came to see the state of papa now. What about papa now. Papa must be happy there. We are happy here too, Dad. Kayra's grown up, and Kayra can pay for your life well." Curious Kayra immediately squatted with Ayana.

"Right, baby, we're happy here. And you know Jae, now Jae already has a new family. And they're so happy now." Curse Ayana too, while stroking the tombstone.

Ayana also recalled 5 years ago, where Ayana was brought to eat together by Jae. It was past Evano's death, and Ayana had already tried iklhas with everything.

They enjoy their own food. "What do you think the food is?." Jae asked while chewing his food.

"It's pretty good, but it's better for my cooking anyway. Haha." Ayana laughed softly.

"Of course dong, your cooking has no match anyway." Jae laughed too.

After eating, Ayana cleans her dirty lips. And looked directly at Jae's face. "Oh yes Jae, what are you going to tell me. Until you take me to dinner like this?." Ask directly.

"Actually, there's one thing I have to tell you. Actually, all this time, I liked you. Since the first time we met, I really loved you Ayana. I want you to be the best person for my life. I want you to accept Cuky as your son too. And we live together. Are you married to me." Jae said seriously, and immediately pulled out the ring in front of Ayana.

Ayana smiled faintly, and closed the ring box again. "Sorry Jae, I can't accept this proposal. Because I want to be alone, and focus on my son. I want to focus on raising my son, and making him a successful person. I have no intention of getting married and owning a home anymore. I'm happy with my loneliness." Answer Ayana politely.

"Well, if you refuse it. But we can still be friends?." Jae asked, smiling again.

"Of course, with the limits of friends. You're gapapa." Answer at once ask.

"I'm sorry, then let's go home now." Jae replied smiling again.

Back to now. "I'm grateful to be reunited with a man as good as you are Evano. I hope you'll stay happy there." Ayana kissed the tombstone, and immediately sprinkled a beautiful flower, with Kayra.

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