The Marriage I Didn't Want

Note (New novel)

This is my second novel about a woman who lost her memory of claiming the man who was hit was her fiance. (Because the man was esmeralda's first love)

She's a woman who loves flowers because her beauty aura makes ashraf bound to have them.

Esmeralda \~

Section 10

Ashraf's memory

Ashraf pushed alda's body until she fell down.

Do not know why the feeling of ashraf suddenly pushing the body makes alda become embarrassed. Ashraf quickly pulled alda's arm until alda's face bowed limp over the treatment that ashraf did.

" i'm sorry, I was reflexing," his words were filled with regret. His heart beats fast like it pumps fast.

Another thing with alda who felt powerless body he shook apparently he held the shame for the rejection that ashraf did.

It's not the first thing to kiss but ashraf won't tarnish inside his own house because of the hot kiss*n that ashraf won't be washed away for too long.

Oh now the ashraf's breath is so heavy he's taking it out over and over. The gust was felt by a very warm gust. It can make you scared.

" i'm sorry I kissed you so forcefully, I'm sorry ashraf I promised I wouldn't do it again" said alda, looking down in shame. His face was really embarrassed. Alda sat down and he stood up and ran to the wound and headed for his room.

" what is she doing, why is she becoming this woman, is she not a good woman either," inner ashraf.

He rubbed his face violently. Apparently ashraf had not forgotten about the recent heat incident. He felt his body was different than usual. The swish of blood on his flowing body added to his bristling feathers.

Esmeralda's pretty face decorated her sleep until she fell asleep.

Morning greet wake esmeralda. He started cooking for Keano.

His wavy hair made Ashraf's heart shake. Yes, ashraf's stealing eyes with esmeralda. He sipped a drink on the dining table. Apparently the view was stopped he eliminated the beautiful face esmeralda able to pulsate the heart ashraf.

He wanted to steal a glance too long. Ashraf left Esmeralda who was busy cooking.

Alda stopped ashraf from leaving the house too soon. He called ashraf with a soft voice typical of esmeralda.

" asher, ashraf,,"

" ashraf, wait,,"

She turned one lunchbox to ashraf, smilingly decorating it on her face. Now ashraf blushed to see alda's dazzling face.

" thank you," replied coldly ashraf. Because he really can't see Esmeralda's beautiful face he's hiding his beating heart.

Alda smiled at Ashraf's back that just left.

Somehow the ashraf was so cold this late last made alda think hard so she felt dizzy in her head at this time.

Alda sat on the dining table. He drank water. His head feels heavy now. The shadow of the black shadow haunted his mind.

what happened to him was like losing something that left his soul empty.

Alda touched his forehead repeatedly the black shadow came.

***

The ariana cemetery. Ashraf stood staring at the flower he was about to give to the final resting place of Ariana.

" i did hit her wrong making her lose her memory, but do I deserve to be happy. For what I've done to make a woman lose her life because of that, I close my heart tightly to whoever wants to be with me, I'm as if cursing myself until the moment it happens again I hit a woman, I'll take responsibility for what I did, I don't want it to happen again,," heavy ashraf breath. He remembered what happened he had been through.

7 Years ago he was with a woman in the car. The woman was ashraf's childhood friend. The man considers her as a friend but in the end the feeling of ashraf does love her ta want their friendship destroyed ashraf mengguyikan his feelings.

In the car, Ashraf avoided a woman who was running after another woman, then the car bated the steering wheel until hit by a tree trunk.

The smoke in the car evaporated, the ashraf that opened the window and was saved by a woman was finally able to get out of the car.

But the ill-fated woman's childhood gas poisoning ashraf Co. while in the woman's car can be saved. making ashraf remembered every memory that made him very tortured all the time. Because Ashraf was unconscious, he could not keep the woman he loved until she was gone for a long time.

What else 7 years ago when it happened. Ashraf's childhood woman expresses fitting love at the age of 24. Ashraf and Ariana name the woman, They express each other's feelings when graduating from college. The memory was embedded in Ashraf's innermost heart.

Ariana their ashraf childhood friends love each other, they express their feelings at the moment of fate.

" i'm sorry ariana, I'll be responsible for marrying the girl I hit, not forgetting you, but I don't want to be the irresponsible man I did to you," said Lirih ashraf, sprinkling flowers at Ariana's funeral.

" my 7 years of solitude lamented all my deeds, but do I deserve ariana's happiness," inner ashraf. He gave a flower and left the tomb.

****

Alda held her head she remembered the incident when she met the man of her first love. Alda's head heavily aching the moment the shadow of the man came. When the man's body is helpless his handsome face is able to make esmeralda remembered all the time.

Inwardly, "god, I ask him to be my soul mate," said Esmeralda while helping the man he looked for a cell phone in the man's pocket to call an ambulance.

Who is that man.....?

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