
After returning home from the clinic, Saskia took the time to stop by her father's house. There he complained about all the complaints he felt.
"Why did you suddenly change your mind and want to get pregnant?" ask Saskia's father.
The woman was silent, but in the end she was honest that the reason was because she did not like to see Mahar's excessive attention to Rani, then ignored her.
"You have begun to love him." said the father.
"No dad. I'm still at my main goal!" answer Saskia.
"You're getting jealous, which means you're starting to love her. I'm afraid you'll get hurt." Saskia's father advised his daughter.
"But it's actually easier to drain Mahar's treasure if I have children like Rani did." Saskia tried to kink, because in the past who suggested to KB was his father with the aim that his daughter did not suffer more.
"That's it, you need to calm your mind. You're just eating jealous, don't be rash to take a step." said Saskia's father.
"But, there is one bitter fact that I accept father. I can't get pregnant, and that's because of the contraceptive pill you're suggesting." said Saskia with glassy eyes.
"So you blame dad? I just don't want to see you suffer more." said the father.
The fifty-five-year-old man was determined to hear the accusations given by his daughter. He could not deny because what Saskia said was true. Saskia's father lamented her own stupidity, but regret would not change her circumstances.
After having a chance to argue, Saskia went home without saying many words. Now the relationship between the child and the father is a little stretched. Saskia came home with a troubled heart and mind, now she will walk as her heart says. Because all this time, the steps he took over the control of the father.
Arriving at home, Saskia went into the room and shed her tears there. The one thing she regretted the most was losing her chance of getting pregnant. If indeed his household with the Mahar will not last long, then what about the new household that he might pass later without the presence of offspring?
Saskia's eyes closed after a while she cried. His heart and soul were tired from the grudges and ambitions that were in his heart and soul. If only he could surrender to accept the fate as Rani received, there might still be hope of happiness that he will receive. However, the rice had become porridge. All cannot be repeated.
The pain felt by Saskia is inversely proportional to what Rani feels. Now in his growing gestational age, he is getting more and more affection from Mahar. It again sparked anger in Saskia's heart. When he started to change his mind, he didn't get a chance.
"If my sacrifice can't lead me to happiness, then she can't be happy because it's not fair."
That perception stirred up ill will in Saskia's mind to crush Mahar's hopes of desiring descent.
"Look at what I'm gonna do to you. If I'm not happy, then you can't be happy either!"