
At night, Vita is reading Jinwoo's diary in a room that Jinwoo usually occupies in the halmonie house after three days of protracted grief after Jinwoo died. Vita dare to open. He took a breath before opening and started reading Jinwoo's daily.
The thing. 1
Today the weather was warm, hyung came to take me for a walk to the playground, he also often drove me to school from kindergarten to elementary school since our parents were busy with business and politics.
But the warmth that I always went through disappeared when I was a teenager sitting on my 2nd grade SMU. Every day I just hear their fights in the room. Eomma often fusses about business and heirs. Making hyung sick so he went to night somewhere and went home always drunk. I always felt sorry for him.
The thing. 2
Two months we never met, once met hyung clashed with eomma and appa. I could only sit behind the door. It turns out that hyung came to ask for blessing to two parents, but they were not condoned. And na’asnya hyung take action that our parents threaten is to break the relationship. Then hyung goes out and takes his girlfriend away from Kang's family. Eomma screamed and Appa went to the room.
The thing. 3
After two weeks of hyung's departure, eomma began to pay attention to my form of education and school grades. Especially when the family meeting eomma and appa who used to praise hyung at this time he always praised me, it all makes me happy.
The thing. 4
The pitch-night when I came home suddenly eomma came scolding me and threw down the paper. I was just silent but after I heard the eomma scolding in the last one saying, “how can you continue your family business, over time the company belongs to your cousin”, it surprised me. Because all this time I thought their attention was a parent's concern. But instead he just wanted me to seize the company that Kang's grandfather director had been building to make money for them. I just realized why hyung rebelled. It is sad for us to be born in a rich family but we cannot choose to be born from any family because of all the will of God.
The thing. 5
The days I've been through since hyung disappeared feel alive in hell
The dim light was replaced with darkness.
Every time I was pressured with the emphasis from them sometimes I slashed my arm to relieve the pain I could not touch.
The thing. 6
I came back from America after graduating from college, director Kang's entire extended family congratulated me with a happy smile and a happy speech but all I saw was a false back not with Park Shin's mother's halmonie. He congratulated me sincerely not full of falsehoods. He is what he is like a hyung who has been living with halmonie after being crossed off the family card.
Vita shed unstoppable tears as she read the contents of Jinwoo's heart poured out in the diary. “Oppa! Hhuhuhhuh”, said Vita
The thing. 7
I got an invitation to go to Indonesia for an official trip and attend the wedding ceremony of her friends Robert and Lee Sooji.
At the wedding I met a unique girl who was too bar-bar. When I first saw it, it made me notice. Moreover, he went forward singing Korean romantic songs, making me fester.
The thing. 8
After I finished driving a car with a traffic jam full of people running. But I ignored it and went on and then suddenly a girl got hit by my car. Then I went down and was surprised to see the girl back on the street with an injured leg and left arm.
When the police arrived the girl tried to get up. But it fell back and I had to help it with the limping path.
I was driving the car, the girl was babbling as we had become acquainted with the Korean language eloquently. He also told me funny things that made me laugh and first hit the girl on the head, I knew.
The thing. 8
The second day I met her in a tomboyish style but still looking beautiful. He yelled unhappily at one of the shopping malls,”Oppa!”, I inspired him.
He's an angel giving a shred of light in my heart. I'm happy my day is filled girls have a free and silly personality. When I was down he taught me to drive a moge madly in the middle of the night. He also invited me to play boxing, sangar, basketball, and everything to eliminate the boredom. He was an angel to me despite his bar-bar style.
The thing. 9
When I was at home or in the office I always vidcall with him various kinds of jokes. I feel like dark days are replaced by white light.
The thing. 10
I came and kept coming back to see him. He always asks for a sling like a child. Sometimes I see him as a naughty teenager fighting or racing. The pain that was in his physique, he never pointed at the groaning of his mouth. As if it was normal for him
The thing. 11
The light began to dim back when eomma arbitrarily forced a match for me. I feel like I'm living with justice, when Eomma finds out that I'm in a relationship with a girl of bad status.
My head feels broken. I feel depressed as hyung feels.
Every day I get scolded for boring tirades. Adults are complicated if**a matter of property, throne, power. They will sacrifice anything to reach the top even if the child is in pain.
The thing. 12
Destruction was felt when I relented to abandon him. I'm all for two selfish adults. Yet they were never satisfied so the demons influenced me to leave the cruel world of adult selfishness. I kept running even though I fell, I didn't care. My heart says to abandon all the worldly stifling.
On the day I was going to have a wedding that's when I left.
After reading Jinwoo's outpouring of heart, Vita cried incessantly. The pain felt by Jinwoo was stinging in the recesses of Vita.
Likewise felt by people closest to Jinwoo, especially halmonie who blamed himself.
After tired of crying alone in the room Vita opened the window looking for wind to breathe oxygen. Vita sat down by listening to Ailee's kpop song goblin soundtrack that she had sung with Jinwoo while she was alive. Vita hummed while imagining a moment with Jinwoo when playing or walking alone even while riding a windmill while laughing together.