
(fidelia Pov)
After trying hard, I finally survived the illegal action. I am currently trying to figure out how I can survive in this great city.
Currently I do not hold any identity other than one copy of my ID card, it was accidentally tucked in the wallet that I carry at this time.
As the color of a foreign country I should have held an identity card in the form of a passport as proof of my legal status in this country. However, it's okay for me not to have that at all. The point is that at this moment I have to try my best so that I can survive in this country and I will think of a way to return to my home country.
Fortunately, when I escaped from that horrible camp, there was a mother who was kind and felt sorry for me, she felt very sorry to see me who was very messed up at that moment. The clothes I was wearing were already very shabby, dirty and messy. My face was very pale because I was almost dehydrated and very hungry. My feet don't wear shoes anymore either. The shoes I was wearing at the time were deliberately not worn so they wouldn't hear my footsteps when I came out of the building.
I'm really grateful thanks to that mother that I can be like this right now. I was taken to his house and took good care of me in my fainting state.
my body feels heavy, my head is so dizzy my body also feels hot. Her name was Sherly Givane. Sherly's mother painstakingly took care of me for two days. I was actually astonished and asked in my heart why she was so kind to me. I want to ask you why, but now is not the right time.
Sherly's mother was also focused on taking care of me back then, she hasn't asked me about my mess. After I recovered and returned fit he just asked about my situation at that time. I started to get full again. I didn't feel my tears coming back so hard. I was horrified and horrified to remember what I had been through.
I told him the details of who I was and what happened to me. Ms. Sherly seemed silent and thought for a moment, from the look on her face I knew she was happy to think of something.
I am determined to report them to the authorities' offices so that they are all arrested and punished for the cruel deeds they have committed. But the mother rubbed my shoulder gently and said,
"Forget what happened, because we don't have the strength to fight them" Sherly's mother explained, making me disagree with the mother's expression.
"Mom but they are so cruel, they have absolutely no sense of humanity, they have to be punished. Many of my friends are still there ma'am" I said in a soft and poignant voice. I also showed a face that disagreed with the mother's words.
"Daughter, I know what's in your heart. You want to save your other friends, but you won't be able to fight them. We are very weak now. If you do that maybe you will also be arrested today. They must have had a big network. The proof is that you from a very distant country can get into their trap"
ms. Sherly said with a sad face,
I know he is also sad about my friend's situation.
I don't say anything about Sherly's mother anymore, I'm back in silence and feeling sad. I don't know what to do right now.
That's right Sherly's mom said, I don't have any power at all. Most likely I will be arrested, because they must have cooperated with the police and other parties.
I can only give up and hope that my friend can survive. Ms. Sherly let me sit alone in her front yard. He knew I needed time alone right now.
This mother's house is simple but very comfortable. The room has two rooms
one kitchen is small and neat, the middle space is not too big but in an attractive layout with shades of purple and the front yard is not too big too but I like the shape. Almost the entire side of the courtyard was overgrown with many flowers.
At the place I was sitting right now was the mini garden that the mother had deliberately created. There is a set of chairs and tables made of wood and on top of it there are already roses full of flowers blooming arranged so that it can be a shelter. I really enjoyed the simple beauty in front of me.
The atmosphere at the moment is very comfortable
so that I can sit relaxed while calming down from the hustle and bustle I have gone through. An hour I've been sitting pensively in Sherly's mini-park, it's past lunchtime but I haven't eaten either.
I've been at this mom's house for 1 week but I've never been anywhere. I just stayed inside the house and in the courtyard of this simple house.
I heard the approaching footsteps, I turned my head and saw Sherly's mother approaching me.
"Son let's eat, it's past lunchtime" said the mother, smiling at me.
"Mom can you ask me please, son? ", asked the mother, I saw her face showing that she wished I wanted to.
"Mommy asked you to go buy food to the restaurant in front of you, I want to eat Ratatouille" Sherly's mother continued
"Sorry mom, I don't know the food you mentioned, how are we?", I replied with a faint smile. I did want to calm my mind by seeing for a moment how things are outside.
We rushed together, I didn't change any clothes. I was just wearing the clothes I was wearing. If Sherly's mom still goes into the house, grab her and put on her jacket and also close the door.
The distance of the mother's house to the restaurant is indeed close, the distance is only about 3 km. We did not ride a vehicle but walk, it did not take long only 10 minutes we had reached the location.
I was really amazed to see this great restaurant. This is the first time I saw a restaurant, and also immediately saw a western restaurant that serves special European food.
let alone the usual European resto restaurant I've never seen before. Understandably I live in a small village and our family is a simple family.
I immediately felt happy, I dismissed my big smile. The mother who saw my reaction was also happy and smiled, too,
"You're happy son" the mother asked excitedly.
"Yes ma'am I'm so happy, it's my first time to a restaurant" I answered honestly with a smile and scratched my non-itchy head.
We walked back to get inside,
but like being struck by lightning, I saw a familiar figure to me. My body suddenly shook violently looking at who was in front of it. I looked at the cashier table of a man who was on the mutilation scene at the time. I don't know who he was, but most importantly he was one of those at the scene of the horrific incident at the time.
"Mom I'm out for a second huh" I said to Sherly's mother because I saw the man was walking towards us.
"What's up, son? ", ask Sherly's mom again.
Without answering the mother I walked quickly to the outside of the restaurant. I saw him walking out too. I hid behind a silver car parked near me standing up at this moment.
I don't know whose car it is, the important thing is that I can hide from the man's eyes. But just as I was swearing behind the car, I saw him moving towards the car I was hiding in right now.
I was about to leave but could not, on the right side of the car there was another car, behind the car was also deadlocked because it directly borders the border wall. There was no other way I was forced to walk out of my hiding place. He was surprised by my presence. The blueberry juice he was holding instantly spilled onto his shirt.
I repeatedly apologized, but he didn't say anything. He looks angry and angry at me. He asked me with his loud voice to be silent. He was seen getting into the car where I was hiding. I realized that the car was his own car. Why is it like this?
I also find it funny and wonder, why should I be afraid?, after all he does not know me. We had never met four eyes at all, at that time I was the only one who saw it from behind my closet, whereas he had never seen me at all. At that time he came to the camp after we arrived about 30 minutes, even then when it was just until I went straight into hiding.
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