
Since that dark event Jose did not dare to hold any women including his own mother, for three years Jose sat on the bench of Junior High School.
Ms. Diniya also suffered severe shock due to the event there was an innocent fetus growing in her stomach.
At first it was very difficult to accept the fact that having a baby but not having a husband, almost all of his time was spent just by staying in the room alone.
Aunty Tanti always entertains and accompanies at all times and gives the spirit to fight.
"Let's go. Don't keep going like this, Jose's been traumatized so much, you're like this.what's the future of your son" Aunt Tanti advised.
"What about Jose now?" ask mom Diniya.
"Just like you, just daydreaming and being alone every day, don't you feel sorry for Jose?".
"I have to how?".
"Arise.ayo...for the children"
Seconds by seconds, minutes, hours and the next day passed by Bu Diniya with a heavy, from the talk of neighbors friends and business relations to look one eye at the fetus in his womb.
Without the support of the parents of Bu Diniya who incidentally a widow without marriage officially made the condition of Bu Diniya worse.
Ms. Diniya only had the support of her little friend Aunt Tanti and her husband Om Rio and little Ardi who was one year younger than Jose, It was Om Rio who ran the property company during Bu Diniya in his difficult time.
With the passage of time Ms. Diniya received the baby growing in her womb, after 9 months the little girl was born into the world with the name Yosi Kurniawan.
Yosi grew up quickly, his eyes were clear, his hair straight, his cheeks red and lashy lashes and became a cheerful and coquettish child.
Diniya's mother always watched her little daughter grow up, caring for her with abundant affection, often hugging her in front of Jose, hoping Jose could accept Yosi's presence.
Unlike Ms. Diniya who could love little Yosi, Jose only saw his mother and sister from a distance for 3 years and sat on the bench of Junior High School. Only his best friends Ridwan and Ardi always understand what is happening and in Jose's mind.
Jose, Ridwan and Ardi were in the same class and school as Junior High School, so it was hard to be happy that they were together, Ridwan lives next door to Jose's house while Ardi and his parents have lived in one house with Jose ever since.
The three friends always learn together, if anyone does not understand about the lesson always complete the task together.
Jose, who likes maths the most, often teaches if his two friends are having trouble.
"Bro...I don't understand the lesson of chapter ten try teaching for a moment?" pinta Ridwan's.
"Bab what's bro?" said Jose
"Root form, why is it so hard to feel".
"Here I teach..this is actually easy".
Jose explained carefully and easily understood by Ridwan.
"Waaah thank you, it turns out easy if you explain, you are my teacher"
after returning home from school, Jose and Ardi were educated in business by Ardi's parents in a property company. Since then Jose knows the business is helped by people who are reliable in their fields.
When children his age are fun to play and know the love of monkeys, not with Jose, he often stay at his company office, without wanting to know the opposite sex.
Jose is more comfortable living in the company than meeting his mother and little brother, Jose's trauma since the events always appeared when there was close proximity to women, cold sweat will come out without control.
Ms. Diniya had brought Jose to a psychiatrist but there was no progress also for three years.more severe fi*al tool Jose also like numbness never wake up at all after the event occurred.
Fortunately, Jose was already in circumcision before the incident occurred, when in khitan Jose sat in 4th grade Elementary School, when it was exhausted of circumcision actually Jose's development was the same as his age.
But after the events that befell Mother Early it makes Jose like a long slumber of libido and interest in the opposite sex.
Only Ms. Diniya, Ridwan and Ardi's family knew about Jose's situation, when sitting in 3rd grade Junior High there was a girl who dared to openly say she liked Jose and shot him to want to be his girlfriend.
The beautiful and rich and most popular girl in her school, Atika Mariyani, shoots Jose on the school terrace.
"Jose.... Do you want to be my girlfriend?" said Tika while giving chocolate to Tika.
Not that accepting the girl Jose instead pushed her harshly.
"Ouch ...my head...".
Jose fainted instantly after his hand touched the girl.
Ardi and Ridwan run up to Jose who collapsed on the floor of the school terrace, on his bopong to the UKS room.
From then on Tika shunned Jose and never glanced at Jose in the slightest, only that she still did not understand what really happened to Jose why he fainted after he declared his love.
The trauma continued to haunt him, until Jose grew up, the events of the night were very imprinted on his heart.
Jose was also looking for information about the man who had a birthmark behind his left ear.
Jose never told his mother if all this time Jose was looking for people who had traumatized him until now.
But until now there has been no bright spot regarding the person, Jose is almost desperate if it hits the person's problem.
At that time a woman was the one Jose had to avoid, only to see her, but not to touch her at all.
There is a Heart that is not willing if he is willing to hold the skin of a woman, such as fear of hurting her, like there is a limit that he cannot penetrate with the palm of his hand.
His hands will shake violently, cold sweat pouring profusely if approaching women, especially if near his mother and sister are beautiful and cheerful.
While at home, often Jose just locked himself in the room, if the time to eat his mother called him Jose would come out.
Communication Jose and Mother Diniya usual like children and parents, just not holding each other, or just hugging his son, mother Diniya not so brave approach jose, fearing the trauma of Jose getting worse.
Ibu Diniya just resigned about the important state of Jose he did not get along wrong, had friends to tell stories, or school well without any problems.