The Lovely One's

Chapter 19: The Feelings

Starla opened her eyes that felt heavy, her eyes twitching trying to focus.

"Uh," he softly cried.

Luna who was beside him, "You're awake, La?"

Starla looked slowly. "Luna... ?"

Luna nodded. "How are you feeling?" tanyanya.

"Like being hit by a horse" Starla said, holding her head. "Where is this?"

"Health room, you fainted earlier" said Luna. "Sir Ao brought you here."

Starla woke up from her sleep. "Sir Aozora!?" he exclaimed, before going back to sleep because his body was still weak. "Don't you joke... Luna." he said; at a time like this, he teased her.

"I'm not kidding, he brought you here" said Luna. "You don't remember anything before you fainted, La?" he asked while pouring water into the glass.

Starla wakes up helped by Luna. "Your...?" before fainting? He took the glass that Luna offered and drank it. "I.." he tried to remember what happened. "Ah, yes you're right there's Aozora's sister."

"Sir Ao really wants to be with you but can't because he's a man, doesn't have a blood relationship with you, so I'm the one waiting for you" Luna said.

Starla was touched to hear him, remembering he had yelled while chatting with Aozora. "How long have I been unconscious?"

"The exercise is not important. You want me to call Susi's mother? Let's get medicine or get checked again?" ask Luna.

Starla just realized in the room there was no one but her and Luna. "Where is Susi going?"

"There's business for a moment he said," said Luna.

"Then let's go to class" Starla said.

"Why?" luna asked confusedly.

"I don't want to be asked why I passed out, Luna," Starla said. "I don't want anyone to know about my health."

"Oh," Luna recalled. "I'll help you stand up, then" she puts Starla's hand on her shoulder, helps her stand up and puts on her shoes.

"I'm fine," Starla distanced herself. "Let's go back."

"Yes" said Luna. "Although it's better here."

Starla's eyes narrowed. "You just want to skip studying, right?"

Luna was innocent; found out. "His name is also a business person,"

"Usaha truant," Starla quipped.

***

Starla exhaled.

Maybe staying asleep in the health room is right.

"You want me to buy you some chicken porridge?" ask Luna.

Starla yawns small. "I'm not hungry" he said slowly, although the disease had disappeared, the feeling began in his stomach was still a little felt.

"Yes, you really need chicken porridge and warm water" Luna said after watching Starla's face for a long time.

"What's? Didn't you hear what I said?" ask Starla.

"Your face is pale, you need to eat because you refused to wait for Ms. Susi to examine." Luna advises. "I don't accept your protests."

Starla wanted to talk but, swallowed up again, there was no point in arguing with Luna; it was true that she needed to, her body was still limp until now. "As far as you are." he said resignedly, he put together his chair and Luna continued to sleep curled up there.

"Come on, Ge." said Luna.

"I'll take the money for a while" said Gea, still looking for twenty thousand in her bag.

Luna rolled her eyeballs; it was strange to see Gea was not as neat as usual.

Gaea found his money among his books. "Come,"

They also left.

The atmosphere of the classroom began to quiet, Starla could close her eyes and prepare to sleep.

Pleasing that his friends cared so much about his health, he felt he meant something to them.

"Starla!"

Starla's eyes opened wide hearing a scream right near her ears, she woke up from her sleep. "Iqbal?" he could not believe that the one who woke him up was Iqbal. "What else are you doing, huh?"

"Someone is looking for you up front, La," Iqbal said. "New boy." without waiting for an answer, he immediately went out to eat.

Starla herself froze in place.

New kid?

Starla's eyes were fixed on the door of her class, a young man leaning there with his hands in his pants pocket. "Sir Aozora?"

"It seems like the rumors hit you and the upperclassman is right huh. La." said Ayu who had been silently watching.

"Eh? What gossip?" starla asked; she had indeed heard if there was any gossip between her and Aozora however, she had not deepened into what the gossip was.

"If you guys are dating," said Ayu without any burden at all. "Pity of Thunder."

Starla was shocked to hear it. "I'm not dating Aozora. You don't believe the gossip, Yu."

"Times?" Ayu did not believe it at all. "He carried you like the Princess to the health room without caring for the crowd, coming home together as well, so I guess you guys are dating" he explained.

Starla patted her forehead; how can it help someone in the romantic category? He fainted, not conscious. "Yes, but we didn't," even though he wanted to say yes.

"Eh? Really?" ayu's eyes twinkled, this time believing. "Then match me with him, La. Send my regards to Kak Ao~"

Starla tries to hold back her jealousy. "I'll try."—or not.

"Really!?" Ayu is so excited. "Thank you, La."

Starla got up from her seat. "Yes, yes," he answered accordingly; he was a little nervous about meeting Aozora considering that the young man saw her pitiful self. He was so embarrassed that even when he said hello, he did not look Aozora in the eye. "What's up, brother?"

Aozora stopped leaning against the door, "I just want to see how you are" he said.

"I'm fine" said Starla, still unwilling to look at Aozora. "Thank you for helping me too, brother. Thank you so much." he tried to shorten their conversation, immediately went back into his class but was held back by Aozora, he bit his lip. "What else is it, brother?"

"I brought food for you" said Aozora.

"Eh?" finally Starla looked at Aozora, she was surprised to see a box of supplies in the young man's hands. "For me?"

Aozora nodded. "You need a lot of vitamins because it was," he tried to be as smooth as possible. "We can eat together if we want."—ia pulled out a packet of bread.

Starla raised her eyebrows. "Aren't you sure Sister's lunch wasn't switched?"

Aozora nodded. "Yes, I like to have lunch with bread" he said scratching the back of his neck nervously. "And the strawberry-flavored ultra milk." he coughed afterwards; it felt like he wanted to disappear when he said: strawberries.

Starla laughs.

Aozora's a terrible liar.

"Not your class?"

Starla grinned little. "If you like to be teased by my friend, I'm fine eating in class~?"

"We eat in the gazebo only," said Aozora without further ado walking to where the gazebo was.

Starla laughed, thank God Aozora did not like being mobbed by women like playboys if she did, she was sure to be exposed to high blood because she had to see Aozora seduced by many girls here. He approached, opening the Aozora lunchbox for him, "Here's your lunch menu, sister?"

"Ya—" Aozora realized had been framed, she hurriedly added. "I mean. Yeah it's your menu. I bought it in the supermarket."

"There is no supermarket that sells food boxes this complete, sister" Starla said, teasingly.

"No one!?" Aozora was surprised to hear that. "I mean, of course," he exhaled his indiscretions. "But it's on my doorstep."

Starla can actually still flirt again but undo it because it is quite satisfied to see the behavior of 'guilty' Aozora, "I eat ya~"

Aozora glanced at the bread in her hand. "Yes, itadakimasu..."

Starla doesn't feel good to see Aozora eating only bread and milk, "Sister, we can split it in half."

"No," Aozora answered briefly, biting the bread in her hand.

"I'm fine, I think it's mostly" said Starla, and later she got chicken porridge from Luna and Gea.

"Just eat Starla-san" said Aozora. "Or do you want me to shut you up?"

Starla shock.

Didn't he hear wrong? Aozora threatened? Aozora's?

This is really new.

Starla dropped her spoon.

'What's dividing the food given by them that goes into being disrespectful, huh?' Starla wondered in her heart.

Not wanting to anger Aozora, Starla ended up eating in silence not daring to ask at all or look at the young man until she did not notice Aozora's faint smile.

"You like to draw, huh?" aozora asked after they finished eating.

"I don't" said Starla nervously.

"I saw a lot of pictures behind your book" said Aozora.

"Oh!"

It must have been Aozora who picked up her falling belongings as she frantically searched for medicine in the bag.

"Yes, I love drawing" Starla admitted.

"Have you thought of becoming a Mangaka?" ask Aozora.

"Yes" said Starla. "But it's no use, here it's difficult to be Mangaka."

Aozora thought, "Here aren't many comic magazine companies?"

Starla shook her head in disappointment. "There's no such thing, but I'm still not sure of my abilities."

"We don't know before we try, do we?" said Aozora softly. "Don't be too hard on yourself, Starla-san."

"I.." Hard on himself? Might as well.

"I envy you." Aozora acknowledges.

Starla's eyes widened. "Dear?"

Aozora nodded. "You've got goals in the future but I haven't found my destination at all, I do like to visit other countries, but yes just like not the destination."

"Many of my friends don't know what they want yet" Starla said.

"People like me don't have eternal freedom" Aozora said. "Maybe I'm just going to pass on my father, become an Investor."

"Investors?"

What does it mean that people like Aozora have little freedom? Did that young man also have a problem with his Parents?

Aozora nodded. "I honestly started it but I still use my father's name because I was fifteen years old."

"Fifteen years... have played stock... ?" and Aozora is still confused about the purpose of life? Starla did not understand the way the young man thought.

Why is it that every time he talks seriously with Aozora, he feels like he's talking to the doctor? What is the effect of the stock business?

"Have your body been better?" Aozora changed the subject.

Starla nodded, her nausea was gone, maybe true said Luna do not spoil the body.

"Thank God, you have to take medicine too, right?" aozora asked, glancing at the food Starla had eaten but there was no medicine there.

Starla shook her head, "I wasn't checked, I'm fine, which I'm experiencing isn't an ordinary illness."

"I know," said Aozora bowed sadly.

"Don't know?"

"There is a possibility that you are panic or excessive anxiety, can be seen from your symptoms earlier" said Aozora. "Although it can't be concluded that easily."

Aozora's guess isn't entirely wrong, but she suffers from PTSD instead of panic or excessive anxiety, "So don't seem to know about it, do you?"

Aozora exhaled slowly, "Because my sister has it too,"

"I'm..." Starla was at a loss for her words, really not expecting this. "I'm sorry, brother." I'm sorry.

Surely Aozora remembered her sister when she saw her relapse this morning.

"What's wrong, he's happy,"

"Thank God," Starla breathed a sigh of relief. He could not imagine how difficult Aozora's sister was to deal with him because he felt it too, it took him a year more he could be himself again, thanks to the support of his family and his friends here made him vigorously fight against him.

It was difficult however, Starla was able to get through it.

Fortunately, Aozora's sister is okay, although mental illness can sometimes recur like that earlier.

After a long pause, Aozora stood up. "I'm back in class, Starla-san."

"Oh, all right," said Starla.

Aozora waved, stepping off across the field with both hands in her pants.

Starla feels something strange about Aozora, perhaps her sister's sensitive topic to the young man, but she still feels a little bad.

Note :

PTSD is a mental illness in which the sufferer has a traumatic event that he or she does not want to remember

Starla is bullied, so just look at Lala, she became her keinget first, yes like that later will be clearer about this...