The Love Wounds Please
28.Repairing relationships
"i'm serious sil, do you want to be a wife and mother for me and ara?"ask ega again.
please pensive he does not know what to answer, on one side please want to try to open his heart to ega but on the other hand he is not sure of his feelings and also ega.
please fear that the feelings of ega have changed and no longer love her as before, please have disappointed and hurt ega and also the fig of their daughter.
"i can't answer the ga, if I fix everything first yes, let me fix my relationship with ara, I want to be closer to her after she can accept and forgive me,I'll answer your question"
"well.gimana if we try to date so you can try to get closer to both, how?"
"kok maksa anyway, maybe you don't have another girlfriend candidate what?"
"there were some, but they were all eliminated once facing the main jury, noah jelma you super nyebelin, his selective taking ampe makes me so ga lust again to continue I'm looking for a mother connect for him"his complaint that several times failed to get a partner because of the rejection of his daughter.
"good dong, meaning just want his mother is not a connecting mother" continued the precepts that somehow feel happy because ara always rejects women introduced by ega the father.
"already ah, you go home there it's night, I'm sorry ara sleeping gtu comfortable"
"yes, I go home first yes here where hp you, he must save each contact"ega reached out his hand to ask hp please return and enter his contact.
ega also started his car engine and left the house with a feeling of relief and happiness of course.
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until at home ega brought ara in his sling so cool the adults with his affairs forced ara to participate in it, his,until the tiny little fig had to fall asleep still using his school uniform.
after laying the fig in his room ega continued his steps towards his private room, Saar was about to go to the mandu room heard the sound of incoming messages on his phone.
lazily ega reached into his cellphone in his pants pocket and opened a message from the unknown number.
💌 08*******
[save yes, here I am]
💌ega
[ok, what else are you?]
💌silas
[just had a shower, is this going to dinner together mamah, are you alone?]
💌ega
[new to enter bathroom 😁]
💌silas
💌ega
[yes well baby, good rest too yes]
💌silas
[h...kok?🤔]
💌ega
[not what?itung itung exercise so that halal fitting will not be awkward again.😁]
💌silas
[iiisssttt.kamu this, it's good night good rest also yes father rega prayoga handoyo.]
💌ega
[good night and good rest also nasila putri gunawan.]
they also chuckle at the same time even in different places, when they feel amused by their own sudden behavior such as unstable ABG in puberty.
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The day changed ara day so liked its closeness with the right precept of true attention, gentle and also loving.
her face always radiates happiness and cheerfulness, her smile is sweet and she always feels beautiful at her cute face.
it did not feel like a month had passed from the unfolding of the story behind the events of that night.
but please still reluctant to tell ara about who he really is.Sila felt a great fear of rejection of the fig so ara know if sila is the mother who used to reject his presence.
even please with his heart let ara live without being able to feel the essence of him.
"is it not ready yet?"ask ega at please when they have lunch together at a restaurant not far from the ega office.
"please give me a little more time yes, I am still not ready and can not accept the rejection later ga" she said please express her fear.
"ara is not going to reject you please, she misses you a lot"ega tried to convince the precepts who look worried.
"well, this weekend how about we go on vacation to the beach, where I'll try to talk to ara, so she'll hate me too much"
"believe me, our son is a smart child he's not going to hate his mother, maybe he'll prance until jumping so happy jump her"ega gave support to the precepts that always look gamang when asked to meet the child with the status of biological mother is not a teacher or adoptive mother.
ega also agreed to the advice that please propose, but rushed to contact the senses of the assistant to prepare everything that will be needed when ega and his small family on vacation later.
