The Love That Shouldn't Have

The Love That Shouldn't Have
episode 4. love tragedy



after replying to messages from him I focused on doing my job as usual making all reports and checking incoming emails from the headquarters.


"Nia, please print our report is not this well "said Mr. Bambang to me,


" well sir !! ", (later put it on my desk) "ok "my answer short while playing the mouse in my hand.


the hour of rest had arrived - the time for the employees and other women to go out for lunch, as usual I went to Naya's place, spent lunch with kak toni, but upon arrival there, I'm a little disappointed that Tony's not there.


"nay, where's brother toni ? " just ask her


"Dy's busy and GK can stop by here"


"ohh so, "my answer with a little gloom.


"oh y this know my friend first name Arman Dy brother one of his office friends kak toni "Naya introduced a friend to me.then we told a little story and asked about Toni to him, he said, then came one word thrown on his lips without him realizing that Toni was officially dating me,.


"sister Arman ? brother toni is actually a person who the hell, has a girlfriend yet ? " take Naya's eye on her because Dy is curious about Toni. Toni's a little closed person, and he's not the kind of person who likes to tell other people about his personal problems, even if it's me who's his girlfriend now.


"Dy pane kotabima, Dy is married and has a daughter, his wife is a district man here, but I don't know exactly which village, why...?" deggg it was like being struck by lightning in the middle of a hole, GK clouded GK rain, it felt like my heart was crumbling and broken. I felt deceived and lied to, as soon as my hatred for Toni appeared by itself. without excuse to Naya and brother Arman I immediately went from there.


arriving in my work space, I cried as sad as possible to spill everything.Emotion and disappointed me to him.


but I am grateful to know everything from the beginning, at least I know how to end all this without having to hurt another woman.


then I took the phone in my bag, I sent a short message to my best friend Naya. I told Naya never to meet me with brother toni again, and I deleted the number on my phone.


I was really disappointed for now, feeling humiliated and lied to. I basically hated kak toni and really broke my relationship with him without telling and asking for an explanation , because to me everything is clear and there is nothing to talk about or ask him. For me for now brother toni is just a con man, a traitor, who is never satisfied with one woman.


because I was too disappointed I chose to be absent from the office and chose a leave permit for 2 days to calm my mind.


I was really devastated for now. I finally arrived in front of my house. I parked my motor just like that and went straight into the room, regardless of the mother who was greeting me at the door.


maybe because of seeing my situation, my mother became worried and chased after me.but I had already locked myself in the room first.


"tok tok tok !!! Nia what's the matter dear . are you sick ? " my mother said in front of the door


" GK what's buk I'm just tired and need a rest "


"don't worry mom, baby!! "


" GK buk.i just need a wifehat.i want to sleep.jgn bother me again"


" well baby then, if there's anything to call mommy well, "


"well buk!!" . After my mother left I ruffled all my beds overflowing all my emotions with the rest of the room,


suddenly there was a sound of a cellphone in my work bag.I grabbed the blue sailing container, I saw a new number was busy calling for me to answer, but you I just let it go, I just let it go, because I was sure that the one who called me was brother toni, so I deliberately let the TLP keep ringing .


after I was satisfied to vent my emotions, I wrote the lyrics, and I saw that there were several incoming messages, I read one of them, I read one,


(Nia dear !! where are you ? why go home so fast ? are you sick ? ) message 1


order 2 "Nia km why ?? GK answer SMS and TLP KK km angry ? )


message three "dear ma'afin KK, KK really GK intend to make you sick or lie to you , KK can explain everything please answer TLP KK ) bertubi tubi message and TLP entered on my phone, maybe Naya has told what happened last afternoon, maybe Naya has told me what happened, but I still want to be alone without being disturbed, I am not ready to accept reality so I still choose to be quiet and ignore the message and TLP from him.


continue episode 5 yah sist/gan .. admin tired and rest first😀