The Love That Shouldn't

Conveniences

Early story ...

I met her, right after I finished my final divorce hearing with my ex-husband, we met at a radio station in our town.

at first we just look at each other, without a word to say hello to each other, then he sings at the show, and waw I was as if drugged by the music and the sound of the melodic, and, from there I began to admire him, 'oh god, who he is' (my words in heart ) .

the next day, I was at home just relaxing in front of the television, before long the ringing sound of mobile phone messages reads, I open 1 message from a new number that I do not know, I open 1 message from a new number that I do not know,

"assalamualaikum" (contents the message)

I also immediately returned it

"waalaikumsalam, sorry who's this with ?

"it's aldi, you're rara, right ?

"yes, oh where is this al ? (i replied back to the short message)

"aldi, who yesterday sang on the radio"

As soon as I was shocked and in disbelief, the man I admired yesterday could tell my phone number.

restless, seneng, it feels mixed at that time,

and that's where I started and she got to know each other ,

after a few days of texting each other, getting to know each other , it feels comfortable, aldi seems to make me excited again to live a life that previously broke someone 😭.

somehow also aldi very attentive and almost every time can make me smile happy.

The next day I came back to the show at one of the radio stations, and was shocked as well, when I got there I saw a woman sitting next to Aldi with her arms around her shoulders.

I was not just silent, I asked his friend aldi at that time, call it a password, I asked him,

"hey san, who is that woman ? how did I see this show ? (my word on password)

"oh. that's his wife aldi, and that's his son aldi " (password)

Surprised not to play, it turns out that the man I admire, who loves me attention all this time, has had children and a wife.

" yes, forget " (my words in heart)

Before long my phone rang, after I saw there was 1 incoming message from aldi, I did not directly read it, but I immediately saw him, he said, who was looking down by playing his fingers on the mobile phone screen,

I was more curious, what message he sent , with great disappointment I opened the message,

"you're beautiful today, and wait I'll explain later" (contents aldi's message)

I immediately left, without replying to the message, because I was afraid his wife knew.

the next night, he called me several times, I deliberately did not pick him up, but the curiosity was getting stronger, what he would explain and he talked about, I finally picked up his phone, he said,

"ra ? (take him on the phone)

"yes, what is aldi ? why do you call me again, don't you already have a wife ?

"honestly, I already have a wife but I can't lie, the beginning we met, the beginning we looked at each other, it felt like the heart was pounding, as it would be, as it would be, I'm feeling in love for the first time 'I've never felt this before 'even my wife, please give me a chance to convince my heart 'that this is true love" (answer aldi )

"i'm disappointed, when I'm amazed at you, comfortable with you but it turns out, I misplaced the heart ,

I don't know what else to do, maybe I feel the same way, but it's very unlikely, yes I gave 1 chance to convince each other " (my word was back on the phone, and I turned it off immediately ) .

When comfort changes everything, the thing I was doubting, now I'm going to fight.