The Love that Chose
CHAPTER X Reality
After I told them all about brother Dzikra. I felt a little relieved and they gave me direction and support so that the azzahra wouldn't hurt anyone.
“I just feel comfortable when with brother Dzikra” sahut azzahra to his best friend.
“then how are you related to Athariz” said Inayah suspiciously.
“aku and she are still fine” replied azzahra full of certainty
“I will not forbid you to be friends or be with anyone, but I only tell you” said Inayah who was very serious looking at Azzahra.
“if you find the advantages of a young man then you are amazed at him and you compare him with others then you will be confused to choose him, for example on the one hand you find the advantages of youth A, and you find the advantages of youth A, and youth B he does not have it, but remember on the other hand you will find the advantages of youth B that is not owned by youth A, and will be added by Nissa..”ucap Inayah excitedly and smiled at Nissa.
“and remember also this you will not find a perfect human being because every human being is created to have advantages and disadvantages of each if you encounter its shortcomings then complete but if you find the advantages then suppose it's a bonus from the creator”. Nissa's cheerful and sweet smile on Azzahra who was just silent.
“subhanallah be very wise to say you” sahut azzahra who was amazed at his two friends and he returned his smile.
“now the decision is yours, it is up to you, but do not forget your struggles and memories for the sake of a young man you just met” Inyah added to Azzahra.
“and if you let Athariz go, then me and thisa will try to get close to him” the joke of Nissa looking at Inayah and the strangeness holding back laughter.
“agreed” replied Inayah with a smile, and made the azzahra feel sad.
At 17.00 WIB we also headed home to each other. But while on the streets of Azzahra still think about what his friends say.
“what should I do” inner azzahra that is still focused on the road and its motor vehicles.
Azzahra arrived home shortly after and headed straight for his room. Suddenly someone knocked on our door she was my mother. Indeed, since I became friends with Dzikra he often went home, drove me home, took a walk etc. It's also what made my mother dislike him plus the dzikra of a very modern and famous man for his bad behavior. Then she came in and sat down next to me and said
“does you have a relationship with Dzikra” said my mother asked and stared at the azzahra.
“honestly, I don't like and willing if you are with him” said again and looked at the azzahra that was just silent.
Azzahra just kept quiet and looked at my mother. In my heart I cried to have hurt my mother with the presence of Sister Dzikra all this time in my life that I did not realize. Then mom came out of my room and I just returned with a smile.
“I will pray Istikharah asking for guidance on Allah swt” inner azzahra who is confident in the decision of the creator.
** Istikharah Salat is a sunnah prayer that is done to ask for God's guidance by those who are among several choices and feel hesitant to choose or when will decide something.
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