
To you : Az-Zahra Shakila—my beloved little sister.
How are you, Ra?
When this letter reaches your hands, it means that we are already in a different realm. I'm sorry, Ra. I'm too much of a loser for not having the courage to say everything in person when I can still breathe.
Ra, I love you, even very much. To me, you are more than just the little sister I care about. But you are more than anything. In fact, you are half my breath. But, time seems to wake me up if we'll never be a match, Ra.
I made a big mistake that made me very sorry. I have desecrated my love for you. I fucked a woman the night unknowingly. That's not the only thing that makes me hate myself. But because of the devil's actions, I must have a deadly disease.
Sick, I'm sick, Ra. When all the beautiful things that I have shaken with you must be destroyed. In fact, I had to learn to erase my feelings for you. I love you more than myself, Ra.
As time goes on, I am sure that you can still live happily with someone who is currently beside you. I'm sure that man can take very good care of you. In fact, I can see love from the look in his eyes at you.
Ra, I beg you. Please let me go and promise to live happily. And I will always pray for your happiness from up there. Open your heart to others, and find the true love of someone.
I love you, Ra.
Sorry I had to go.
Marked
Yudhas.
Zahra's tears flowed profusely when she had just finished reading the writing. He had tried to wipe, but the clear liquid still forced out.
"Yudha got AIDS for making love to a woman the other night. I'm sure you know that AIDS can never be cured. Death is the only way. But I salute you, I didn't think Yudha loved you very much. He was willing to sacrifice his life to protect you."
"Master, you already know everything, but why didn't you tell me?" asked Zahra between her sobs.
"I am simply following Yudha's orders. Now you know everything. I hope you can be sincere with Yudha's departure."
"Go, Master. I'm on my own and don't ever come near me again. Honestly, I am disappointed with you guys who have been hiding everything from me" Zahra said.
Arga was about to refuse, but seeing Zahra's pleading gaze, made Arga choose to leave and gave the girl time to calm down. After Arga's departure, Zahra's body fell to the floor and cried sobbing. Really, Zahra no longer knows how to go through all this. Everything felt so heavy for him.
Loss and a fact that can break Zahra's heart into a meltdown without remaining.
"Zae .. We're still here."
"Don't be sad anymore, and please let go of Mas Yudha, Zae."
"It must be strong, Zae."
"And we'll never leave you alone."
Zahra's cry grew louder. He did not expect to have such an amazing friend like them. The hugs of the four of them tightened.
"Eh don't be tight. Pity my baby candidates later," said Rasya. They also regained consciousness and loosened the embrace.
"Gue forgot that there was a baby boils there," continued Zety. Make them all laugh including Zahra.
"Yes, dong. Even boils, but these are super quality boils." Rasya patted the chest a proud sign.
"Good, Ringworm!" Zety and Margaretha shook their heads, while Zahra smiled broadly.
He was happy to have a friend who could treat his heart. The four of them moved into the room and talked a lot.
•••
Don't be sad, Zae.
There are still three little friends who will make your life colorful.
If you are sad, it is heavy.
Othor won't be strong 😭😭
Good morning guys, guys,
Ciee who early in the morning already crying continues to laugh 😅
Greetings from Othor Kalem Phenomenal 😘😘
is anyone waiting for a baby boils? 😅