
MEANING OF SINCERITY
On that cold night kinoy could only stare at the dense, starless sky in front of the porch of the house, his mind glaring away in a direction that was somewhere to go, the desire to be angry with his father who went to marry another woman but he could not do, he said, while the money given by Selli yesterday stayed the remaining half because it was used for daily needs by the mother. Now Kinoy can only hope to win that competition and hopefully there will be a way out of this receivable problem. Selli also came to visit to accompany the sadness that was being experienced by the kinoy family, seen he opened the front fence of the house. "selli..?" said kinoy. "yes. why else would you go outside alone..?" ask selli. "ga what. want to find the wind, in the sultry, you yourself why the night here..?" kinoy asked back. "gw.., want to see you aja." replied Selli with a sweet smile. Kinoy can only be silent and look back at the night sky. "if you want to share a story, I want to be a loyal listener" said Selli hope kinoy want to tell about his complaints. "hmmm...it's useless to sell. I'm telling you the same story, the problem is only money.that's all, there's nothing else." replied Kinoy who sighed. "if I may know..., how much do you have to pay..?" ask Selli. "not much, only seven million for the arrears of three months that have not been paid, if it is repaid all about thirty million more" replied kinoy. "ohh.." said Selli was surprised to hear it and immediately held both hands kinoy not to think about it too seriously. "gw sure.., all must be there is a way as long as we try." selli said while looking meaningfully at kinoy. "yes, hopefully, because my hope is now only one, there is no way other than to go ahead and win the competition" said kinoy. "I will help you as much as I can, because I really want to see you succeed, but even if you do not win, you do not win, I will continue to exist for you and encourage you to something that becomes your goal." hope Selli. "why so far you care about me..?" ask kinoy. "because lo means to make me." replied Selli. "only you know the current condition of gw, and I will keep my promise to lo." said kinoy. "what promise..?" ask Selli. "later you also know yourself.wait a minute." replied kinoy. "but I don't want to be late in the wait." said Selli. "hehe. we'll find out the answer is okay.." answer kinoy steady.
A cold night with hope and the cradle of a dream is indeed very mentally testing this feeling and not infrequently also drain the contents of the head in a hug. "you...? why are you so tough...? if I hadn't heard it back then.. ,? maybe I'll never know what you feel" said Selli in his heart who hugged the body of kinoy. "gw know lo love is the same as me." said Selli, said, kinoy just smiled and did not answer.
Night that has passed and changed during the day, Activities as usual done by Rangga and Kinoy as a motor vehicle repairman in the workshop owned by bang Johan, the income is not much but enough for the daily costs, and the, understandably the name bachelor has not been so thinking about the condition of the kitchen in his home, in contrast to the kinoy he had to share with his mother and two twin sisters. Rangga who does not know the complaints of his best friend is just as ordinary as in general. "noy...?, call dodi when here to gather..?" ask rangga. "there is no quota bro.., they are in college on Thursday." replied kinoy. "yes I just want a discussion for the final game later." said rangga. "just calm, they also know.most afternoon also here." replied kinoy. workshop that was quiet slowly began to crowded land, began to crowded, one by one, consumers began to arrive to repair their vehicles, Rangga and Kinoy had to work to take care of it. On Thursday it looks like it will be a tiring day for rangga and kinoy until it does not feel the time is already at four o'clock in the afternoon. "beres also bro.." said kinoy. "yes. I want to go to the house first want to take a shower." answered rangga with clothes that were straws. "yes. I waited for dodi first in the workshop, afraid he came here." replied kinoy.
Soon after, Dodi and her lover Tan nio tien arrived. "noy..?" said dodi while resting his motorbike. "eh lo dod, I happen to want to go home first daftar, want to take a shower first change clothes." said kinoy. "yes I've been waiting for" answered dodi. after that Selli and Ana also arrived at the workshop. "kinoy where..?" ask Selli. "shower her first." answered dodi. "Tien..? anter gw to warung yuk..?" ask Selli. "let's go buy some candy." replied Tien. Bang Johan who saw the motor dodi. "this CBR 250RR ..?" ask bang johan. "iya bang." "mantep also yes.. at most what range is this..?" ask bang johan want to know the price of his buy. "formerly. time babeh I bought.., about 60 million if it's not wrong." replied dodi. "yes it must be more or less so rationohnya." said bang johan while checking and seeing the condition of the HONDA's sport motor vehicle. "if the date is yes, depending on the pilot hehe." said dodi. "iya.. but why also fight racing." replied bang johan. "hehe, yes, well this is just for style aja bang hehe. happened to bring girlfriend.kan cool so his hehe.." said dodi. "emang bener.., why the race try..? want to get what..?" answer bang johan. "hehe. if the pull problem is yes definitely kenceng, this bike is certainly 250cc fast, but it is only bad if the race hehe." said dodi. "it is better to obey traffic just do not violate, that's enough. "said bang johan. "hehe. yes bang is the main, that's the main thing, luxury motorbike also if wrong in the eyes of the law is certainly not going to win." replied Dodi.
A careful preparation is very necessary in determining the next step, at least if it misses will not get a significant loss. As usual Rangga as the captain of the team gave as much direction as possible about the prediction of the game of the opponent. Ana who always amazed Rangga when talking, Dodi who was friendly with Tien and Selli who focused his attention on kinoy seemed enthusiastic listening to the advice of the captain Rangga. "we are together and ready for anything, everything can happen outside of discourse. And the most important thing is to prepare our mental.!." said Rangga firmly.
It did not feel like the night was too fast again, when we had just gathered together, Kinoy who was still struggling with his problems but Selli always came to accompany giving spiritual encouragement to kinoy. "lo tau ga..? it's been one week I've always looked up at the sky at night." asked Kinoy to Selli. "ga... What's in the dark sky..?" Selli tanya. "the ceiling of the night describes me at this time, and I am sure that the thick tonight will surely pass quickly as time goes by, there will be opportunities where I enjoy true happiness." said kinoy. "yes, I like your optimistic nature, never give up.. because I want something that you promise to make me, and I'm sure whatever it is, it must be something beautiful for me." hope Selli on the promise of kinoy.
In life that is felt, like or sad, when disappointed by anything, it must still have the nature of optimism because with that belief we can get out of disappointment.