
Alzam could not close his eyes to remember Abraham's words, as if his father's words were ringing in Alzam's head. During his three-year graduation, Alzam confined himself to a room. There was no intention of Alzam to continue his studies.
It is not that Alzam does not want to, it's just that his fear of people and crowds triggers a sense of insight in him. The memories of his 11-year-old days revolved around his brain like a roller coaster as if he had never left.
The man let out a long sigh as to whether he should open the sheet for his life but Alzam was confused as to how. That fear still haunts Dalma.
As Alzam was thinking, there was a knock on the door from Alzam's room.
"come in" said Alzam.
When the door opened it revealed Kenzo, carrying a piece of paper in his hand. Alzam saw it was confused. Kenzo drops his butt next to Alzam giving Alzam a browser containing a description of the campus where Kenzo attended college.
"Lecture is here! I'll accompany you, if anyone bothers you tell me," Kenzo said as he ruffled Alzam's hair, out of nowhere. For 10 years, Kenzo dared to shuffle his hair or touch Alzam. Although Alzam's face is now turned into a head because of Kenzo's actions.
"That's the last one! Don't ever touch me again!," said Alzam so coldly.His face was completely flat as a sidewalk. When the last time the man smiled, Kenzo had never seen him.
"Never be afraid to start everything! No word too late! Eliminate the thought that haunts you slowly! I know it's hard but everything can start with you, Alzam!" obviously Kenzo glanced towards his cousin.
"Make people's scorn motivates you" Kenzo added.
hearing Kenzo's explanation, Alzam only went silent. No stau said to be ejected from his mouth.
"Didn't you feel weird being around me?, Don't you feel Smell with my body?," asked Alzam staring at his cousin.
Pounding Alzam's question, Kenzo was really happy. Finally, Alzam could talk to him.
"I don't feel weird being next to you! anyway I love the smell of your body!," Kenzo replied as he blinked his eyes at Alzam.
Seeing Kenzo do that, Alzam turned around. It was in Alzam's stomach wanting to spit out his stomach contents. Alzam just lacked his confidence. But still Alzam was just a normal man in general.
"i'm still normal!," said Alzam. Hearing the words of Alzam Kenzo chuckled, though Alzam's answer was as flat as a robot but at least Alzam responded.
The night was getting late Kenzo said goodbye to sleep, Alzam just nodded and told Kenzo not to forget to close the door of his room back I came out later. When his cousin's departure, Alzam read the browser that brought Kenzo In the depths of Alzam's heart the most deeply wanted to study like this.
But can he do something like this. Almost 10 years Alzam has been accustomed to himself and the trauma will be gone?.
"Can I do it! I don't trust myself" said Alzam.
That night Alzam was swept away in his mind.The man was very much in a dilemma, between choosing to follow his way of thinking or choosing Abraham's request. If you want to tell the truth, Alzam really wants to be like a normal person in general. Slowly but surely Alzam finally fell asleep in his sleep, entering into a very beautiful dreamland.
"Alzam here! Alzam!" a woman's voice called out to Alzam. Alzam could not see his face, only that he suddenly pulled Alzam's hand while laughing. When the woman turned around, Alzam could not see the woman's face.
"who are you!" murmured Alzam.
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The sun was a little embarrassed to show itself this morning, even though the beams of light were still slightly radiating. the beam of light seidkit into the mirror of the glass window of Alzam because last night finally the sun can hit the face of Alzam again in the day.
The man was disturbed, opened his eyes.Brown eyes, sharp nose and thin red lips look very beautiful at this time. If only the willaita who saw Alzam wake up again like this would have directly devoured Alzam.
Alzam rubbed his face and looked at the nightstand there was a decker clock that still showed at half-seven in the morning. With a step gontai Alzam went into the bathroom to perform his morning ritual before doing any activity, even if it was only in the room.
Alzam does not store glass or mirrors even in the bathroom. There's only one reason for Alzam to do that. Alzam was so disgusted to see himself that Alzam never reflected or took pictures on his cellphone.
If you look at the contents of Alzam's phone only contains his favorite anime images that he often watched in his spare time.
Alzam's middle stomach was not friendly, the man was wearing a t-shirt with pants limited to the knee walked out of the room to the dining table that had been occupied by Abraham and Kenzo.
Abraham looked at his son, Alzam's face the same as usual no change happened. At the dinner table, no one spoke, all immersed in his own thoughts.
Alzam opened his voice and called Abraham.
"dad!" call Alzam.
"yes dear!," replied Abraham eagerly.
"Is Alzam worthy to continue Alzam's studies?," asked Alzam, looking at Abraham with sorrow.
"Very well deserved, son! you are well worth your studies! I know you're Alzam's smart! I'm sure if you go to college you'll have many friends" Java Abraham excitedly.
Hearing the words of Alzam's father just smiled bitterly. The man thought that what Abraham said was only to make Alzam calm but that Alzam was not as good as Abraham had said.
"I'm not like that dad! I know Dad was just to calm me down, right" Alzam said, putting his breakfast on the table.
"No Alzam uncle told me the truth and I felt you were going to college" Kenzo continued.
Hearing Alzam's last night and his father's request. Alzam opened his mind a little bit, but it was a bit complicated, but it looks like Alzam has to do it.
"I will continue my studies at Kenzo College! But I want my face to be covered with a mask! I just don't want to look weird" Alzam explained.
Happy, well Abraham was very happy to hear the words of Alzam. for 10 years finally Alzam said things like this.at least the struggle of Abraham and Kenzo to bear fruit.
"really Alzam! Me and Uncle are gonna sign you up for my college!" exclaim Kenzo happy.
Alzam saw Abraham's happy face a little to make Alzam's heart touched. But in Alzam's mind the fear still haunts him.
"Can you really forget it?,"....
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