
After returning home from the party, Zelea went into her room, which had many paintings of Zeon's face on the walls of the room.
Whenever even Zelea longed for Zeon to look at Zeon's face, it was not uncommon for Zelea to kiss the painting with tears.
Zelea cried again tonight, bowing to the floor with one hand rubbing Zeon's face in the painting.
"We meet again" he murmured. Keep looking at Zeon's face painting. "So actually I wanted to slap into your arms, but I was afraid I'd open up an old wound again." Zelea recalls memories of the past.
"How are you and others ... Mas Radit also Nofal ... You're happy, aren't you?" And her tears are getting bigger.
"And I assure you that this was our first and last meeting ... Sorry I had to avoid you ... Hix hicks ... Sorry."
Now Zelea was more unstoppable again her tears that came out, her chest was increasingly tight, like being squeezed by a big stone.
For five years I have harbored this feeling of longing for you, without daring to tell you, I can only talk to the world that I miss you, I miss you, and just so you know that I was so happy when I met you, something that was impossible after five years apart.
And just so you know, I'd love to hold you, but this leg feels heavy to run towards you, and that makes me hold back because whenever we can never unite, inner Zelea.
Zelea still continued to wipe the face painting Zeon, which Zelea made herself, his work to fill the saturation.
Sometimes Zelea felt like she saw the figure of Zeon in her painting, as if it was not a mere image.
That is why Zelea always smiles when she wakes up, because there is a beautiful smile Zeon in the painting that welcomes her.
"I'm probably crazy to think of a living painting as his person."
Once Zelea often self-actualized, but in the depths of her heart she also felt a burning feeling a feeling that was said to be excessive.
It's just that looking at the picture has been able to make him happy and slightly reduce the pain of separation.
"I can't replace you with another ... And I don't want to replace you with anyone else" she said, now Zelea has stopped crying.
Replaced a serious facial expression but his eyes stared full into destruction.
"But I will be happy if you are happy, let me be quite an admirer of your love from a distance."
Zelea continued to rub the painting, until she suddenly heard a knock on the door of her room.
"Lake in."
Not long after calling for an order, there appeared a person who had just opened the door of the room.
"You haven't slept?"
Rendi's question immediately made Zelea wipe the puddle in her eyes, and set her face to look fine, then behind the body staring at Rendi.
"Hey, of course I haven't slept, it's going to sleep, too" he said with a fluffy smile.
Rendi returned a small smile and did not ask any more questions.
His heart was so pinched when he saw that on the wall of Zelea's room there was a painting of someone and that person was no stranger to him.
When he had just entered, seeing Zelea sitting on the floor close to the painting, imagining that Zelea had just done so made Rendi's heart have no hope.
And now Rendi was more curious and the feeling that prompted him to want to know.
"Is the man you love Zeon Alexa? Zele." Rendi was timid when she asked, actually her heart did not want Zelea to answer yes, but it seemed like her wishful thinking was wrong, because Zelea nodded quickly.
And considering that the man was currently in A country, his heart believed that sooner or later, Zeon would definitely take Zelea from his home.
The house that had been Zelea for five years.
Zelea rubbed her tears violently while looking at Rendi. "Do you want to help me?"
Rendi immediately wavered as she had just daydreamed, and Zelea's question had just startled her.
Zelea just whispered something in Rendi's ear, which immediately made the look of the face more pale Rendi could not have Zelea.
"If you go to sleep at night, I'm out."
Zelea immediately closed the door of her room after Rendi came out.
Zelea let out a long sigh while leaning her back against the door.
Now his memory recalls the events of five years ago, the first day he stepped foot in country A.
Without knowing the purpose of the direction to go, because Radit really punishes him, go without giving any money at all.
But luckily there was someone who offered to work at home, looking after an elderly grandfather.
And from then on, Zelea worked at the old man's house to become a nun, and it turned out that the old man was Rendi's grandfather.
During Zelea's care for the old man, he often met Rendi, because Rendi often came to the house to visit his grandfather.
Not infrequently also Rendi invites Zelea and her grandfather to take a walk every day off, and as it continues as long as Zelea becomes the sister of her grandfather.
Until the third year, that is even three years she became a grandfather's sister died, and after the death of the grandfather Zelea knew the good intentions of Rendi towards him all this time.
It turns out that Rendi put her heart to him, Rendi held him back to go far away, Rendi invited him to stay at her house.
At that time Zelea refused, because she did not want to cause slander, what else in Rendi's house there were of course both parents Rendi.
But it turns out that Rendi continues to persuade him, instead of giving reasons that Zelea works at his home.
To return to work in the office is no longer interested, and because it does not have a new place to live, while working at home is okay, he thought.
Intentions were only for a few months, but it turned out that Rendi's father and mother were kind, treating her like a child of their own.
And finally made him survive until now, because Rendi did not allow himself to go from his house.
Rendi once said she would let herself out of her house just for one reason.
"You have someone you love, that's why you rejected my love, when he comes to pick you up, I'll let you go."
So said Rendi at the time.
And now Zelea did not know whether to be happy or sad, and whether Zeon would come here to pick her up. Although the arrival of Zeon in A country is an unexpected thing for him because previously he really did not know each other.
Zelea smiled bitterly.
"I leave it to this destiny" he murmured softly.