The Love of the Ship Captain

chapter 16 sorrow part 2

Chapter 16 TCKK

Nadia no longer asked Alvin, because he already knew that they would go to his house, when the car stopped Nadia was down followed by Alvin.

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When Nadia got off the car her heart stopped beating, a sight that was very difficult to decipher.

There is this appa..?

The question came to his mind, with a yellow flag fluttering in the courtyard of the house and a man dressed in white passing in and out of his house plus the many bouquets of flowers along the way to his house.

Nadia read word for word written on the wreath, even she read it over and over again. Make sure he doesn't misunderstand.

For a while Nadia was quite difficult to interpret the words written on the board, her brain was quite difficult to think.

“According to my sorrow”lirih nadia with a small voice barely audible even his brain as if to stop working to define the grieving sjaa not able anymore. For the next few minutes Nadia closed her eyes hoping that when she opened it all just the wind then even she hoped for just a dream.

When he opened his eyes nothing changed. Means this isn't the last wind or a dream, it's really happening.

“Mamah”guman Nadia when she saw her full name written so clearly on the wreath.

“Lo strong nad, mamah Lisa already ngk there with us”ucap Alvin standing next to Nadia.

“We don't have the wrong house, right..?if it's wrong please under me from here I don't want here”lirih Nadia.

“Ngk nad, we have no wrong house, this is Lo's house, do not ever think this is just a dream nad”ucap Alvin trying to strengthen Nadia.

“Ngk!! It's a lie, isn't it,?my mother in Manado Al, my mother has not returned home Nadia very slowly, even so the pelanya is not heard at all.

“Let's go in, just wait Lo aja again, because soon mamah will be buried”ucap Alvin holds Nadia's shoulder to help Nadia berbaln.

No

Nadia is currently limp, even to step sjaa he can not, his bones like separated from his body.

Slowly with the help of Alvin Nadia has arrived in the living room, where Lisa's corpse is layered, just waiting for Nadia alone Lisa will soon be buried.

“Mah”lirih Nadia while opening the white fabric of Nadia's face cover.

“Al is not mamah right.?”lirih Nadia with trembling hands even to lift the white cloth was not able to.

“Can nad, I beg”ucap Alvin.

Now Alvin can only strengthen Nadia again and again.

Yes Nadia is strong.

Nadia will be strong, she can face all this, she tried so that the water her eyes did not come out even though her eyes were already glazed.

In front of the corpse of his mother Nadia was just silent, even to cry she was not able to.

“sorry miss, madam Lisa's corpse will be buried” soon

“Mah ternya Nadia iyh”ucap Nadia while kissing Lisa's forehead for the last time.

And very clearly Alvin heard the sentence coming out of Nadia's mouth, whether his heart said it did not like the sentence coming out of Nadia's mouth.

About fifteen finally Alvin and Nadia arrived at the public cemetery, a very wide sepulcher where only the people were in the tomb.

Alvin remained standing next to Nadia, although they often argue but now Alvin's job is to strengthen Nadia as husband, moreover, Madam Nadia Alvin has considered as a second mamah for him even though he only met a few times.

While Bram and Rania just quietly followed all forms of funeral, Bram did not say much as well as Rania.

All the mourners have gone home and Alvin and Nadia's family live there.

Nadia rubbed Lisa's vortex, where her name was clearly written there.

"why..?"

Only that sentence came out of Nadia's mouth, a simple question that probably had no answer.

“Mah why..?why so fast..?why didn't mama tell Nadia if she wanted to go..?if mamah says at least Nadia joined mamah”ucap Nadia sad.

“you can't talk like this, son, there is a way, all humans make sure to go back to their creator too, sincerely dear, pray to him, pray to him, make mamah happy there with Nadia smiling always here”ucap mrs ayu strengthen Nadia, she knows what it's like to live with loved ones.

Make her happy by smiling here..?

It's not ridiculous.

With the current condition of whether Nadia can still smile, mamah Lisa is one reason why Nadia stay at home, mama Lisa is one of the reasons Nadia continues her life and education.

Then now that the figure of his reason for holding on has gone away from him, he won't even see the beautiful smile that has always been painted on Lisa's face, even though two years ago Bram hurt Lisa, but Lisa still carved that smile when she was with Nadia.

“Mah Nadia should gapain now..?only mama reasons Nadia to compete and survive so far, even Nadia has no purpose to live mah”lirih Nadia.

“mah, please Nadia, pick up nadia mah, wait for Nadia”lirih Nadia.

"Nadia please mah, pick up Nadia now. Nadia is unable to live without direction from mamah, Nadia does not know what she wants to do. Nadia wants to join mamah"tangis Nadia broke while holding tightly lisa's grave.

“Lo ngk can talk like that nad, mamah will be saddened to hear your words, Lo reason to keep fighting there is still nad”ucap Alvin sucked nadia head on his shoulder.

"there's Al, there's no reason I'm making a living again, all of it's ruined" Nadia said on the sidelines of her cries.

"why al..?what am I wrong..?why did fate play me this instant.?bokap I cheated, my friend betrayed me and now my mother is taken by God. less anything else Al, why not all I was taken so that everything is perfect" said Nadia weakened.

“we go home soon, Lo must rest”ucap Alvin help nadia stand up.

“If one day I die, I want to be buried here, beside mamah”ucap Nadia while showing empty land beside Lisa's grave, which is only twelve times twelve meters in size only.

Is Nadia crazy..?have been browning the graveyard from now on..?alvin really hates Nadia's words right now.

"stop talking silly Nadia" snapped Alvin staring intently at Nadia.

"gue tau Lo is again destroyed, but you can not talk like that, remember Nadia talk is prayer" said Alvin pressed every word.

“You can not talk like that shang, your life is still long dear, we are still there for nadia, you can tap mamah like mamah Lisa”ucap mrs ayu pull Nadia into her arms.

If usually people would cry but not with Nadia, her heart did cry but her eyes refused to cry.

When in the car Nadia just stay still, staring straight ahead with a blank look, do not forget a flat face like a plywood.

He was confused what to look like, sick, sad, disappointed, angry fused into one, wanted to feel he shouted but to open his mouth sjaa he could not.

Nadia helped Alvin down from the car, led the girl into his room, Nadia walked like an undead.

“Lo rest, I want to talk to Delon duruh”ucap Alvin while helping Nadia lie on the mattress.

After making sure Nadia breaks Alvin out of the room and searches for Delon's whereabouts.

“Bavaimna..?whether there is a suspicious”ucap Alvin, he concluded that the accident experienced by Mamah Lisa there is an element of deliberate.

“Looks sir, from the info that I dpaatkan car brakes that can be used mistress Lisa blong, whereas one day before the incident just his car in the service periodical”ucap Delon.

“I guessed”guman Alvin.

“Then the driver who brought the car where..?why I did not see or hear the news”ucap Alvin

“Personal driver Lisa died taped master, and has been sent to her hometown”ucap Delon.

“Investigate who interfered with the accident, try only the two of us who know about this, let them consider this a pure accident.

“Okay sir, then excuse me when Delon resigns.

In the living room it turns out that his papa mama is gathering with Bram and Rania, inevitably Alvin joined them.

“Al, where Nadia nak”ucap mistress ayu.

“Nadia in mah's room, rest”ucap Alvin cold and gaze towards Rania.

“Ohh well, you should stay here ten bebrpa the next day, then you move to the apartment”ucap mr. vino.

“Good reward, then Alvin excuse me to room Nadia duluh”ucap Alvin at a glance he is still staring at Rania.

While Rania only looked down while tightly grasping Bram's hand.

Bram and Vino do not communicate much, either vino less srek with Bram who is so steadfast to betray his wife with his own daughter's best friend, especially since the death of Lisa Bram there is no show of sadness in the slightest.

Likewise with Ayu, even he was not interested in looking at Rania even though the easy woman was his iron now, for him only Lisa and Bram were made as Nadia's biological parents.