The Love of the Helper

Who will dock with?

...Whose heart is anchored to whom?...

...Complicated love makes bitter...

...Why does not the heart express...

...The love he wanted...

...Why is it so hard to say?...

...Stay where it should be...

...Do not get the wrong stay...

...The heart will not be happy...

...If he doesn't walk in his path...

Whose heart is actually anchored to? It is difficult to determine true love. As Tira is currently experiencing. The painful tomorrow that Tira will be going through, will be the saddest day of her life.

Tonight, all preparations are done. Rangga and Keyza are leaving tomorrow. Rangga has informed Davian of his departure. Davian was very regretful, but Rangga's decision was unanimous and Rangga had called his assistant who was in Switzerland to clean his big house there.

Tira could only be silent. Tonight, he was enveloped in a deep sense of guilt. It seemed, seeing the face of Keyza who was sleeping, made him very sad, imagine how hurt the heart of this little child, if you know it turned out Keyza was lied to.

Rangga lied to Keyza. Rangga did tell Tira to come clean up her clothes too, because Tira asked Davian to return to be a baby sitter for Davian's child later. However, Rangga lied to Keyza, saying that Tira would also come, because he had cleaned his clothes as well.

Tira can't do anything. He could only ponder his sadness at this moment. He was also confused by his own feelings. Somehow she felt for Rangga. On the one hand, there are things that make Tira interested in Rangga, but Tira can not be sure what the feeling is. And also, lately there is a secretary Dika who disturbs his shadow and thoughts.

Can you cancel his departure? I can't bear Keyza crying because of me. What am I supposed to do now? Why am I so in a dilemma? Mister? What are you doing sir? Can we talk for a second? I want, there's no ugliness between us. I hope that even if I can't persuade you, I can still have a good relationship with him. Is he asleep? Should I go to her room? Inner Tira.

Tira came out of Keyza's room, and he immediately took a look in the room, who knew Rangga was still not asleep. However, the room seemed empty. Apparently, Rangga was asleep. Tira also walked to Rangga's room, but his room was closed. It seems, it is true that Mr. Rangga has slept. He must be resting, because tomorrow morning he will fly to Switzerland. Oh my God, why am I so sad? Mumbled Tira.

Tira turned her body around, she decided to go back to her room and sleep with Keyza. However, as Tira was about to leave, Tira heard a shout from inside Rangga's room.

"Aarrgghhhhhhhh." Rangga's voice was heard.

Tira was shocked. What happened to his master? He immediately turned around and headed back to Rangga's room. Tira resigned, he tried to open Rangga's room, fortunately the door to his room was not locked. Tira felt this was very presumptuous, but Tira was shocked to hear Rangga shout.

Rangga was sitting at his desk. He looked at Tira. Rangga smirked with flushed eyes, the effects of alcohol had taken hold of him. Tira was a little afraid, because he knew people who were drunk often do things beyond human reason.

Oh my God, you're drunk. I didn't think, in his house, he kept booze. I'm afraid, I'm afraid something will happen if the consciousness disappears, I'd better go to sleep and lock my room right now. Inner Tira.

Tira was about to leave, but Rangga immediately stood up from his seat and passed towards Tira. Rangga immediately held Tira's hand. DEG, Tira is really scared. He imagined what was happening right now to him. He often read the novels of a master who fucked his men because he was drunk, and Tira was very afraid at this time, he was afraid that something scary happened to him.

Help me, oh God. I'm so scared right now. Help me, help me. I don't want my fate to be as tragic as the novels I've always read. Help me out of this crazy thing. Astagfirullah, Mr. Rangga. Tira muttered in his heart.

Tira forcibly pulled his hand, but Rangga gripped it firmly, until Rangga forcibly pulled Tira's hand, and Tira's body was on Rangga's chest. Rangga quickly hugged Tira, making Tira very frightened and imagined the novels he had read.

Tira's eyes widened in shock, his heart pounding incoherently, he was very afraid, he thrashed but his body was too small to be able to fight Rangga. Rangga kept hugging him tightly. What a disgusting thing to have to cuddle with a drunk man like this.

"Aarrgghh, Sir! Release me! Or I'll report you!" Tira.

His small body was held warm by Rangga. Rangga closed his eyes, he felt warm all over his body due to his embrace of Tira. He did not heed the words of Tira who thrashed asking Rangga to release himself. Rangga kept hugging him. Between conscious and not, he has also dissolved in the effects of alcohol which he has been gulping alone since.

"Brengsw! Release no! Aarrggghh." Tira continues to thrash.

Rangga slowly let go of his embrace. Rangga stuck his thumb out at Tira's mouth, a sign that Tira should be quiet. Rangga clasped Tira's hand and invited Tira to sit on his bed. Tira refused, but Rangga's hand was very difficult to remove. Tira sat down on the bed with force.

"Master, don't fuck around! I will not hesitate to report Mr. Rangga's depravity to me!" tira threatened Rangga.

With half-closed eyes, Rangga smiled, "You don't have to waste your energy like that. I won't do what you're afraid of."

"Then, what do you mean, sir? Why are you forcing me this way?" tira.

Rangga smiled, "I just want to hug you one last time, I will let you off with a smile. I'm sorry I hugged you without permission, but this is a farewell hug. I'm not gonna tarnish you. I know, you're not for me, you love Dika, don't you? Your body will not stain, your body belongs only to the man you love. I know my limits, the same thing I did to Arini, just to scare you. To that end, I only asked for permission to embrace you, to embrace your warm body which I will always miss when I have been away with you. Thank you for filling my days with your joy and happiness, forgive my outrageous ambitions and obsessions for you,"

BRUUUGGGHHHH, Rangga's body fell on his soft mattress. Rangga was pat, he could not be awakened. Tira tries to touch Rangga's cheek, it turns out that Rangga's consciousness disappeared, he has dissolved in the effects of alcohol on his body.

Tira who heard Rangga's words, could not help but cry. Again, the tears fell unstoppably. Just this time, he felt that Rangga was sincere to him, the sincerity expressed when Rangga was in an unconscious condition. Doesn't everyone who is drunk always tell the truth?

While crying, he confirmed Rangga's sleeping position, and enveloped the man with his thick blanket. Somehow, the raging feeling, and the undetermined heart where it goes, will be anchored to the real ready?

*Connected*