The Love of the Ballerina

Can't accept reality

Do not think the expulsion of Rendy made him give up, the man was sitting on the front bench of the room Ara stay. 

He sat contemplating all the words that came out of his girl's mouth.Even he still heard the heart-wrenching cry of his little lover. 

"Sorry.sorry" she then rubbed her face rough. 

Soon someone was patting his shoulder, making him look up. 

"Drink om" said the man who was none other than the twin brother of his lover.Rendy also received the mineral water and gulped it.

Rafa sits next to Rendy. 

Silent.

"Excuse the attitude of Ara was yes om" said Rafa with a straight look forward.

Rendy. "I was wrong, couldn't keep Ara"he was sad.

Rafa exhaled a rough breath. "It's not time to blame each other, I'm guilty here too.Because I'm his brother who's supposed to take care of him." said Rafa also felt guilty. 

Rendy could only lean her body against the wall. 

"What about Raf?"ask Rendy.

"Alhamdulillah he has calmed down" said Rafa "But, maybe he can not walk anymore.Because, the wound on his ankle is quite severe" continued Rafa make the body stiffened Rendy.

Degh's!

He immediately looked at Rafa, making sure Rafa's words were only a lie.But there was no lie.The young man was serious with his words.

Unable to be held back, Rendy's tears flowed profusely.He imagined how devastated the lover was because of this reality.

"Huhuhu..huhuhu..Yes Lord"tangis Rendy, covered her face using both palms. 

Rafa patted his shoulder softly, trying to calm down the battered Rendy. 

"All my fault, my fault, my dear God" Rendy cried. 

"Okay, it's all God's destiny.. Please om strong, I'm afraid Ara is getting worse if we all sad before him" said Rafa.But not only Rendy who was hit but himself, mami and Daddy were hit with Ara's situation like this. 

Rendy did not respond to Rafa's words, she still cried over the misfortune that happened to her lover. 

Shortly after, the sound of the footsteps of several people was heard making Rafa turn to the direction of the voice.

"Om, auntie" she said, then stood up from her seat.He saw Aunt Ines and her Husband coming in waves after hearing the misfortune that happened to their favorite nephew.

"Rafa"call his aunt and immediately embrace his nephew. "Patience to my brother" continued Aunt Ines crying in Rafa's arms.He did not expect painful events like this to happen again to his sister's family, more precisely to his nephew.

"Yes aunty, it's the destiny of god for our family."sahut Rafa,making Aunt Ines back shed her tears.This nephew does have a more mature attitude and can always hide his feelings.Om Willy also patted his nephew's back gently with his wife, trying to give strength to the nephew.

Suddenly the tail of Om Willy's eyes found a male figure that was covering his face.Sheep crying sounds soft and can still be heard by the three.

"Who is Raf?"asked Om Willy curious.If judging from his appearance, the man could not be the same age as his two nephews.

Rafa unravels his embrace with the aunt, she turns to look at Rendy who is still hit with her aunt Ines.

"He's Ara's lover" Rafa's words made the two old men stare fixedly at Rendy. "Let him first Om, Tan. We enter first"hereinafter because he did not want to make Rendy embarrassed by his circumstances if introduced to his family in a bad situation like this. 

The two old men just nodded in agreement and walked into the room where Ara and Mami were. 

...…….....

Mami's cry broke as her brother entered the room, she ran over to Ines and hugged her second brother tightly.

"Hiks..hiks..mbak,why did all this happen to my family.hiks.why should Ara,why don't I just hiks..hiks…"mami continued to cry with her rags in the arms of her brother.Really she was very hit but had to look strong at the same time.This is really stifling.

Finally the two adult women cry together with hugging each other.Sedang Rafa who is still embraced by Om Willy is behind the two women.And Ara is still at peace in his sleep,because of the effect of tranquilizers given by the doctor earlier.

...…...

After a while the two women calm down, mami invites her brother closer so that he can see the condition of his daughter.

"Oh my God, dear aunt. "saying aunt Ines with quivering lips held back her crying.The swollen eyes due to Ara's crying were still printed clearly there, the hands of Aunt Ines stretched out to tidy the niece's hair.

While the mother is calmer, sitting next to the bankar by holding the hand of the princess. 

"Tomorrow my mother came, you same Rafa can rest now.. Let me take care of Ara" said Ines to Mami Rain.

"I gapapa mbak"sahut mami "Kakak you rest aja, tomorrow school right.."continue mami told the son to rest. 

"I'm not going to school mih, I'm a mommy here" Rafa said.

"Sister…" 

"Mih, I'm the only one who can mami andalin.. I'm the only guy, let me be useful to our family as a substitute for papi"sela Rafa.

"Thank you, sister"Mami Rain was moved to see her son who was so looking after the sister even willing permission not to enter school.Padah she was an exemplary student at school.

"It's Rafa's job to look after mommy with Ara mih. Mami don't have to say thank you to me"said Rafa hugged Mami Rain and reciprocated hugs by mami Rain.Tante Ines was moved to see the affection shown by his sister's family.

Suddenly, my mother remembered something.

"Is the chef still in front of you?"mami asked Rafa to make Aunt Ines look at his sister.

Rafa nodded.

"His father, surely he was distressed by the words of Ara"soo mami made Aunt Ines frown.He was curious about the man.

"Who is Rain? Right said Rafa, she's Ara's boyfriend?"ask aunt Ines to mommy. 

Mami Rain nodded.

Aunt Ines fell silent, did not want to continue this conversation.Because he knew his nephew also experienced a failure of romance and damaged by his own cousin.

"So you're dear"the inner aunt Ines again stroked the niece's hair.

...….....

A week passed, Ara who was intensively treated by a private doctor sent by daddy Eagle was finally able to return home.

The sound of the spin of the wheelchair he used was loud in his ears, Rafa faithfully became a substitute for his legs that were no longer useful. 

"Welcome back to my sister's house" said Rafa when stopped in the middle of the house.He hugged the sister's shoulder with affection.Supporting the top of the sister's head.

Ara's eyes glazed over, her lips curled with trembling.

"Wanna go to the room?"ask Rafa.

Ara shook her head, imagining how she went up to the second floor made her heart sad again.

Mami Rain, who was not far from her two daughters' sons, approached them, crouching before Ara. 

"I'm sorry mommy is dear" said the mother looking at the princess.

Ara shook her head by pulling her lips back up.

"Ara sincerely mih, mami is not wrong" said Ara.

Mami forced her lips to smile with a nod, she knew that at this time her daughter was lying.Ara seemed to have a long time ago, she saw herself in her daughter.There was a deep sadness and a sense of severe trauma there.

But the princess always refused to go to therapy with a psychiatrist.

Mami hugged her daughter's body, repeatedly landing a kiss of compassion and gratitude still with the jewel of her heart.

Prok.prok… 

"Let's yuk sad, welcome beautiful granddaughter" the voice of the old woman who still sounded flat, even though she was 70 years old.Young soul still attached to her mother.

Both of them turned to the old woman who walked slowly towards them.Mami also got up and smiled kindly to see her favorite Jenab mother. 

"What do grandchildren want to eat?"asked the mother who stood next to the grandson's wheelchair.His hand was held by Ara's hand. 

Ara looked at the old woman and smiled "Ara does not want to eat, you want to relax on the back porch" Ara's hoarse voice with dry lips replied.

"Seriously nih.. Is the food in the hospital bad? He said the granddaughter of this eyang kangen eyang cuisine? Ntar nyesel you know if it is spent with Rafa" said eyang again with a smile.

"Ck. no way, right Rafa now already love Ara.Gak may Rafa exhaustedin"sahut Ara again began to smile with his potent style. "Well, isn't it Raf?"tanyanya turned to Rafa who was behind her.

Rafa smiled then nodded his head in shade looking at his sister.

Mami Rain smiled at the two daughters' sons who seemed to love each other, but her heart was also sad to see the state of the princess like this. It is not easy for the mother to accept all the events that are so heartbreaking for her family, after losing the husband now her family is again struck down by the incident of the princess.

"Yaudah, Ara there.. Eyang"his camel on both of them. 

"Let me anter Ara first" Rafa said.

"No Raf, I can do it myself" Ara said as Rafa wanted to drive him. 

"Let me interdeck.."forced Rafa, he knew that Ara could not and did not accept his true condition. 

"Raf. I can do it myself, oke. please" Ara's asking for a hand on her sister.

Rafa who was about to return to answer Ara's words was immediately blocked by his hand by the mother to stop arguing Ara's words.And Rafa can only breathe out rough letting his beloved sister run her own wheelchair that accompanies the girl this week. 

Finally Ara was left to herself, the mami's tears involuntarily flowed back to see how limped the princess with the help of a wheelchair headed to the back porch close to her family's swimming pool. 

...……....

Several times Ara exhaled, after arriving at the terrace near the garden Ara stopped his steps.Because he realized if he could not go down to the park to get closer to the pool. 

This week is not a short time, this week is very long he went through.Especially he must avoid the people he loves.He is ashamed of his condition. 

He raised his hand, looking at his smooth palm and the back of the hand that still had the infusion. 

"I'm sorry for the hand, I'm going to continue to trouble you" the psychologist looked at his two hands.

This bitter reality really makes Ara destroyed, his dream and papi to be a giselle figure disappeared just like that in the blink of an eye.

"I'm sorry Ara pih, Ara can't grant papi's dream.Sorry"he was sad again, her tears came back.

Back quickly he wiped his tears, he did not want his family to know he was weak.Ara also circulated his gaze, he said,seeing the places he used to make a place to relax he could no longer reach.See the usual pavilion he and his family gathered when the papi was still there.See the door of the room he used to use for training and now he can no longer use it for training.

He again exhaled rough breath, his view was diverted to the long chair that he had used to hug a figure that in this week like lost swallowed by the earth was seen in his eyes.

"Huh.even I still miss him" he muttered, suddenly he felt a great pain in his chest.It was not easy for him to get rid of his feelings for the person he loved so much, he said,even his love is increasing every day even though he himself ended their love story.

Given so cruel he blamed mistakes that even his men never made.

"I'm sorry. hiks.."he broke again, his feelings are now more chaotic considering the events he did at that time. 

...……...

An hour passed, Rafa, Mami and Eyang had repeatedly persuaded Ara to rest.But Ara refused, the girl remained on her desire to be alone.

"Princess" called someone who Ara still remembered the voice and a clap of someone on her shoulder made Wra close her eyes for a moment.

He looks.

"Sir Vella" he called for a smile, and he really did not want to meet anyone at this time.But his gaze turned to someone whose hand was tied to the senior ballet. 

Degh's!

"Om"he called her softly with teary eyes "You guys.."then she couldn't continue her words but Vella caught Ara's words. 

The girl nodded with her sweet smile.

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...Thank you who are still loyal to the story of Ara sm Om Rendy 💙...

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