THE LOVE OF QONITA

Chapter 76 Dreams

Medan, North Sumatra

"Mother..." Ichy yelled while crying. Where is he, why is no one there.

"Mother..." Ichy cried while looking, looking in all directions. He's in a very large room. Why is he alone there.

"Mother..." Frustrated scream. Finally he leaned against the wall. Ichy sobbed, his tears rushing.

"Mother... Brother doesn't want to be alone anymore. The Mother... Don't leave brother." Ichy kept shouting.

"Mommy, Brother come with Mami aja." Ichy stood up and left. Now, only the silhouette of his body was visible from behind. The longer it goes, the more invisible Ichy becomes. White smoke blocked, closing his body.

"Ichy..." Qonita awakens after calling out Ichy's name. "Astagfirulah... Just a dream." Qonita rubbed her face.

Qonita held her chest. He took a deep breath, then was let out. Qonita did it 3 times.

"Why does Ichy look so pathetic." Without feeling the tears Qonita flowed in the corner of his left eye, his dream was to show the figure of his daughter who was very sad, alone and looks frustrated.

Qonita stood up, the wall clock showed at 2 am. Qonita went to the bathroom, was about to take some ablution water. He will perform tahajud prayers.

"O Allah, I take refuge in You from sorrow or anxiety, from weakness and weakness. O Allah, give patience to the servant."

"O Allah, stretch out my breasts for me, and make my affairs easy for me. O Allah, I ask You for a soul that is at ease with You, that is pleased with Your decree."

"O Allah, I ask You to be determined in the face of all problems. Give the servant an outpouring of clues. The servant takes refuge in You from the ugliness You know, and the servant asks You for the good You know, and the servant asks You for the outpouring of forgiveness from all sins You know. For You alone are the All-Knowing of the Unseen."

"Ichy, Honey. Forgive the Mother who immediately thought of leaving Papi. Sorry, honey, sorry."

In the past, at her first marriage, what Qonita thought most about was the fate of children. Parental separation has a negative effect on the development of the child's character.

This can be seen from troubled students at the school where Qonita teaches, where the average troubled student comes from a broken home family.

But eventually Qonita chose to separate because her ex-husband used to make a scene in front of the children, even sometimes he made children as the key to hurt Qonita. Can't stand her son being treated badly, she finally chose to sue her husband for divorce.

Heavy, let alone Qonita is a PNS. The ribetn of the administration drained Qonita's energy. Although help came from both the family, neighbors and friends, but the affairs of the divorce did not deny him tired both physically and his heart.

"He's playing with hands? He hurt the kids? If that's what he did for divorce. If not defend." That was the sentence of one of her friends, when another friend confided that her husband was caught cheating. At that time, Qonita was just a listener.

"Out there a lot worse, it's been blatantly cheating, money's running out, flirting, uh his wife's still hanging on. If I say gobl0k," continued Qonita's friend.

"Truly Satan laid his throne on the water (sea) and sent his armies. The closest to him is the greatest. One of his soldiers came and said, ‘I have done this and so’. The devil said, ‘You did nothing at all'. Then came another one and said, ‘I didn't leave him (to be teased) until I managed to separate between him and his wife'. Then Satan approached him and said, ‘What a great (demon) as you'. (Scholar)."

Qonita recalled a hadith he had often read. That a demon is said to be great if it is able to separate married couples.

Qonita again tried to close her eyes, putting aside her feelings that were struggling.

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