The Love Of Passion

remorse

Bagas entered his room.he opened his leather jacket and immediately hung it.

Bagas was silent for a moment and decided to lay his body for a moment on his mattress.

bagas room contents are not much. there are only mattresses without beds, wardrobes, study tables and military uniforms hanging neatly behind the door.

Bagas checked his phone, no message from anyone. she looked at the photo gallery and saw a portrait of a woman wearing a black headscarf with a sweet smile and dimples on the right making her smile even sweeter.

Bagas stared at the photo without blinking for a few seconds. Bagas closed his eyes for a moment and let out a long sigh.

"Hani, are you calm there?" gumam Bagas remembers his girlfriend who died 7 years ago because of a tragedy.

bagas always felt guilty for what happened to his lover.

the incident happened when Bagas and Hani had a fight.

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when Bagas sees Hani leaving with a man, he does not know that the man is Hani's cousin. Bagas immediately stopped their vehicle and immediately punched the man.so angry he snapped at Hani when Bagas never once snapped or said rudely to the lover.

Bagas immediately left without listening to an explanation from Hani. many times Hani called but was not picked up by him.

until the next day because Bagas felt strange WhatsApp Hani was not active after that night, he knew Hani the type of woman who could not be far from the phone and WhatsApp.he also decided to go to Hani's house, planning to apologize and want to hear Hani's explanation.

once there was not only her lover, but a yellow flag fluttering in front of the house. Bagas got off his bike, he just looked around trying to find Hani.

Kaka Hani saw and approached her, with confusion Bagas asked

"Hey where's the tea?"

Kaka Hani did not answer, tears and sobs came out. Bagas was getting confused. Without saying much Kaka Hani brought Bagas in

"you are patient" said the woman

bagas' heart beat fast.he felt something was strange, he started to think negatively.the detakannya faster when Bagas saw 2 bodies there. Kaka Hani approached one body and opened the side that covered the body's face.

like a bolt of lightning in broad daylight, Bagas was dumbfounded. his legs were limp and immediately fell to sit down after seeing his lover lying stiff lifeless. Bagas approached the body, his hands shaking about to touch Hani's face.

bagas' gaze began to blur with tears, his voice began to tremble holding Isak crying. At the touch of the face, as remember that Bagas cheek was always warm but now cold as ice.

"i-this isn't really tea?" ask Bagas in a tone that is like a whisper.

everyone including Hani's parents who were sitting in the corner of the room just quietly held back the cries.

"who. wake up. Don't joke! this isn't funny!"

bagas' tears began to slowly descend, his voice increasingly trembling

"Yeah!! wakeup!!! wakeup!! i-i'm sorry! please wake up! I will hear all your explanations!! please wake up!!" Bagas began to scream, his cry broke.in his embrace Hani's already stiff body was full of regret.

with a broken heart Bagas received all that information. After Bagas left there was a horde of begal consisting of 4 people blocking them. not only stealing motorcycles, but also stealing motorcycles, the begal stabbed Hani's cousin several times in the stomach to die and then Hani was dragged and raped by the 4 people before finally killed.

Bagas was so sorry why at that time he did not pick up his girlfriend's phone, maybe if Bagas picked up the phone this fateful incident would not happen.

Bagaspun went from Hani's house in a hurry.he immediately headed to the location of the fateful incident.he asked about the incident and finally after a few days he found the perpetrators.

Bagas who had been inedited by revenge beat them and killed one person who was suspected by the mastermind memeperkosa Hani by breaking his neck. Bagas did not manage to kill the remaining 3 people because the police and residents stopped the action but can be sure the three perpetrators will be disabled for life.

because of his actions Bagas went to prison and was given a 5-year prison sentence, but many residents who supported Bagas because of Bagas' blessing the area is now safe and secure again. after passing a trial period of several months Bagas finally got a sentence of one year in prison for consideration of upholding the law even though it was the wrong way.

although Bagas has avenged his revenge but Bagas' heart is still not calm, he is still in the haunt of guilt that never goes away.

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that's the reason for the wound on Bagas' forehead, since then Bagas was very reluctant.All the thugs were very afraid of him, they did not want to end like the fate of the scammers. that's the origin of Bagas known as the leader of thugs even though he is not a thug.

Bagas let out a long sigh back, he opened his eyes. Every day Bagas remembered the incident, Bagas could not forget his guilt.although Hani's family did not concern the incident with Bagas, he said, Bagas still felt it was his fault.

"forgive me Hani" said Bagas lirih

tok-tok. Bagas door on tap slowly, Bagas rose from his sleep and opened the door. seen Nurul standing there

"said mamah water is hot, Kaka want to take a shower right? mamah asked Kaka to take a bath with anget water"

"okay, thank you"

Bagas out of the room and close it and then go down.

Nurul knew very well that his brother was very stiff, after the death of Hani his brother turned 180° into very stiff and scary.even so Nurul knew that his brother still loved them very much.

Nurul went back into Nafa's room, he accompanied Nafa who was cleaning up his room

"de, you don't make trouble again like Bagas"

"i don't make tea trouble"

"what you did today caused trouble"

"yes I know, I guess Bagas ka notakan know. I've been careful tea but it turns out ka Bagas still know"

"you know what he's doing so hard"

"yes I know, may Hani's tea be quiet in nature there and may Kaka find happiness and tranquility"

"ammyin"

Nafa and Nurul knew very well the incident.they also supported their relationship both.even though Bagas was still young but Bagas was thinking mature, adult, she is very serious with Hani and plans to marry Hani after she passed the TNI exam.well, she passed but her lover is gone, until now Bagas has not been able to open his heart. he had no woman he cared about except his mother and two younger siblings.