The Love Journey of Queen Laurent

Sissy

Sisil didn't sleep last night,he kept thinking about the princess his heart was completely broken even this pain was more painful than when the knight asked him to abort the baby.Sisil did not want to talk to whom even his parents did not manage to persuade sicil.

As promised brother alex today he will bring together the schoolgirl with the knight.But somehow the schoolgirl feels her heart back hurt even 2x fold from the time she found out the truth about the princess.

"I will keep my promise, but you must promise me one thing."Alex told the students.

"What?"Speak sisil with his weak voice.

"Whatever happens I won't leave your side and you can't tell me to leave for whatever reason."Alex told the students.

"Yes I agree."Sisil and brother alex smiled.

Alex's sister immediately took a wheelchair for the schoolgirls then held the schoolgirls and sat the students in a wheelchair and then pushed the schoolgirls towards the parking lot.

Sisil just kept quiet and asked his own heart, why was he taken away from the hospital.Has the man healed?has the knight been brought home? so many questions he wanted to ask Alex's brother but he chose to be quiet.

On a sisil trip just daydreaming while staring at the trees that move due to the speed of their car, brother Alex was seen several times glancing at the silent sidekick of a thousand languages.

Soon the car they were riding in arrived at an alley of the family cemetery arganta.Secontak sisil be confused even his mind flew somewhere.

"I'd like to see a knight first, why I was brought here."Ask sisil to brother alex when brother alex opens the door for sisil.

"You don't want to see your daughter?"Ask brother alex and finally sisil down and papah by brother alex because sisil does not want to be carried.

Alex's sister brought the schoolgirl to the princess's tomb, arriving at the daughter's grave the sisil immediately sat beside her daughter's grave and held a tombstone that read Sakila zea anastasya, while draining her tears.

"What a pretty name."Said the girl while smiling.

"Mama has already classified you son, sorry mama ya can't keep you all wrong mama."Said the sisil while crying and then he averted his eyes.

He saw a new tomb that was still wet next to his daughter, wait!whose tomb is this?isn't this the Arganta family's funeral?who's dead?There were so many questions on the head of the sisil.Lalu sisil saw a tombstone that read Satria son of feng jun, Sisil immediately stood up and looked at the tomb in disbelief.

"What's this?"Asked the sisil who was still in his position, brother alex could only approach the sisil and stroke his back.

"Yeah!What kind of a joke is this!"Shouted her sisil as if her feet had no bones.

Sisil really does not believe in all this, how can he think positively?in the arganta family there is no such thing as a knight let alone feng jun because jun is the name of the late father of satria.

"We have to advertise ya."Said Alex's sister while hugging the sisil.

"This is impossible, this is impossible."Shouted slyly and followed with the outbreak of the cry he had endured from earlier.

Sisil really felt devastated, he was in the lives of two people who were so dear to him even they had not had time to say goodbye.Sisil really felt guilty and felt useless as a wife and mother.

"What is this god?Why did you take both of them from me?then what's god?even my womb has been lifted.For what else am I alive?Why do you torment me lord haaaaaaaaa."Shouted her child while continuing to cry.

"Sutt don't say that, you can't mistake destiny."Said Alex's brother who was still hugging the sisil.

"Then what should I do?When I got caught up in this marriage I and the same knight did not love and God softened our hearts, both of us,we love each other and we're trying to face the reality of waiting for a guy to heal and then I can get pregnant after I get pregnant I'm asked to abort my son and now what?god took both of them from me without asking for my consent."Said the girl while continuing to cry.

"God knows what's best for us, so don't be mad at God because death was laid down before we were born."Said brother alex trying to encourage the sisil.

"You can say that because you don't know what it's like, now I'm asking you.How does it feel to live with your wife and child?sick right?I'm sicker again."Said the sisil while staring at Alex's sister.

"I'm alive but I can't have any more children and the only one who wants to marry me leaves me."Sissile.

"Aaaaaa why god, why is this so hard for me."Shouting sisil while hugging the husband's grave.

Instantly the once clear sky now turned cloudy, the specks of rain began to look soaked the earth as if they also lost and felt what the sisil felt.

Alex's sister did not budge she could only watch the crying schoolgirl hugging the husband's grave under the rain stub.They both let the rain wet their bodies, no matter the clothes that had been soaked.

What is in the mind of the sisil is just how he can live without a knight and his daughter.Indeed heavy for the sisil, in living two people at once and it will be very influential in his life.

Alex's sister hugged the sisil from behind providing warmth, and the sisil did not refuse at all because it was what he needed now.

"As per the last wishes of the knight I will marry you."Said brother alex while hugging the sisil but the silent sisil did not budge.

"After the knight's day I'll propose to you soon."Said brother alex.

"Why?"Ask sisil a hiccup.

"why what?"Ask brother alex while looking at the sisil's face and let go of his embrace.

"Why did Alex's brother force alex's heart?I know Alex's heart is for gladis, though,even brother alex refused our matchmaking at that time.But I am very grateful because thanks to brother Alex I was met with a knight who was able to make me happy and give a lot of memories even though it will not be as much as my memories with brother alex.No need to feel too sorry for me, I don't need your pity and it won't make the knight come back so don't feel guilty or whatever it is.Satria also won't ask you to keep your promise."Say sisil while standing up and walking away.

"Wait?where you going?"Ask brother alex who made the steps to stop.

"I want to go home."Say sisil without turning around or seeing the face of brother alex.

"Let me drive, it's raining you'll get sick."Said brother alex.

"Stop caring about me, brother, it will make me more indebted to you.And I want time alone so don't bother me.I'm leaving."Say sisil then continue his steps.

Alex's sister silently stared at the departure of the schoolgirls,he feels very guilty to the schoolgirl.Everything can happen because he just tried to accept the matchmaking it would be sisil will not be able to be with the knight and everything will not be like this.Now what can be done brother alex just crying over everything that's gone.

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