The Love After Marriage

Bab70s

Two months had passed Edwin's days were completely in disarray. He is now a workaholic, leaving for the morning home that night that Edwin did every day even when Edwin's holiday never stopped working, his madness was solely because of Keyla.

Edwin almost gave up when he did not get any information about Keyla, everything was a mess. Edwin also looks a little thin now because his diet is not regular at all even Edwin never ate at all until he had to be rushed to the hospital because of his magh.

Edwin's parents did not care at all about his condition, the mother of someone he loved was in fact indifferent when he met Edwin. Saddened? Of course Edwin is sad who is not sad if shunned by his own family.

The only one who cares about him is his best friend Juna, even Juna always gives support to Edwin.

Edwin someone who could be said to be cold at the moment, he really became ice that was getting frozen and do not forget his cruel nature. Edwin did not hesitate to fire his employees despite only making small mistakes, Edwin could not control his emotions.

Because all she wants now is Keyla and her son.

Edwin is currently on the balcony of his room smoking a cigarette for the third time.

Edwin was crazy, he was crazy for almost hurting himself, even the cut on his left hand was still on the bandage.

In order to sleep alone Edwin struggled he had to take sleeping pills if he wanted to sleep peacefully.

Keyla's influence was enormous for him.

Edwin looked at his phone there was a photo of Keyla and also himself while in Bali a few months ago. Edwin could only smile stiffly at a moment that never seemed to be repeated.

"Keyla what are you doing hmm? How are you doing with our son?" Edwin said he was monologuing with himself.

Suddenly a drop of tears just fell from the eye of Edwin. Edwin felt his heart throb, he was like this already sick what about Keyla who he had often hurt? Obviously Keyla was hurt more than him. Edwin just hopes Keyla can forgive his mistake even though it is arguably impossible, but what is wrong to hope.

But sometimes if we hope with Man, that man will surely disappoint us.

Edwin again could only resign, if God did not allow him to meet Keyla, maybe Edwin should start mengikhlaskannya even though the reality could not.

•••

Not much different from Edwin, Keyla in Canada never ceases to think of Edwin, Keyla's honest heart is still for Edwin.

How can Keyla force herself to forget Edwin if her heart just refuses to forget him.

Keyla looked at her growing belly, her gestational age was six months old, and she was three months away from giving birth.

How could Keyla not be sad if during childbirth, her son did not look at his father's face at all.

One thing that makes Keyla survive, in his stomach there are two little angels who became his encouragement. At first Keyla did not believe that in her stomach there were two little angels, at that time Keyla was doing USG for the first time in the hospital and yes they were two.

Keyla is grateful that she needs something Raka is always beside her, accompanying her and even always hugging Keyla if she is sad.

Maybe if people don't know it, they will assume Raka is Keyla's husband considering Raka is always next to Keyla whenever it is.

Keyla looked at Raka who was accompanying her this Sunday.

"Can I do something to you?" Keyla asked Raka who was sitting next to her.

"Ask what?" Raka.

"Why do you care about me?" Ask Keyla.

Raka smiled.

"I care because I love you Key" said Raka.

Keyla fell silent, she was not satisfied with Raka's answer.

"Darling?"

"If I say love can?" Raka asked and the time stopped for Keyla.

Keyla blinked her eyes a few times.

"Love?" Restart Keyla.

"I liked you a long time ago when I first came to know the word love. I was heartbroken when you were dating Malvin. But it hurts more to see you with Edwin. At that time, I was talking after your wedding. Because what? because I try to make my heart if you already belong to someone else," said Raka told his heart. The guy looked straight at Keyla.

Keyla was silent he could not answer Raka's words at all, how could he not know Raka's feelings.

"Why not say?" Keyla asked even the look in her eyes became dim.

Raka smiled very thinly.

"I told you once but you thought I was just kidding" Raka said.

Raka smiled.

"I don't ask you to change my feelings, because I know your heart is forever not for me" Raka said as she stroked Keyla's head.

Keyla lowered her head, somehow Keyla felt something strange on her. Keyla felt like she was missing something she shouldn't have lost.

"Why I like someone you obviously can't have" Keyla said.

Raka was silent, he had prepared his heart for the second time for Keyla's speech which was clearly a code for him if Keyla would never return his love forever.

"Because I don't feel like I can lie, I like you but I don't ask for more Key. Enough I can see you are happy that is enough for me" said Raka.

And at that time Keyla's tears could not be held back, why Raka was so sincere with him.

"Raka can come out I want to be alone" said Keyla, wiping her tears.

"I'm sorry if my words make you sad" said Raka as she moved out of her seat and out of Keyla's apartment and into her adjoining apartment.

After Raka's death, Keyla completely shed her tears, she felt like she failed to be Raka's best friend if one of them had feelings.

Keyla full night can not stop crying he cried Raka because he felt guilty with Raka someone he loved very much. Keyla considers Raka to be like her own sister no more.

"Why should I," said Keyla.

"I want to change your feelings Ka, but I can't because my heart is still for her" Isak Keyla.

Keyla wiped her tears slowly, she looked at her phone showing ten o'clock at night, and it was a sign that she had been crying for two hours.

Ting

Hp Keyla reads there is a notification coming in.

Raka: Don't forget to drink key milk, good night.

Look even Raka still reminds him to drink milk, it makes Keyla more sad why people as good as Raka should like him.

drttt drttt

For the second time Keyla's phone rang again revealing Hana's name there.

Keyla immediately wiped her tears.

He raised the call from Hannah.

"Hello han," said Keyla neutralizing her voice.

"I miss the key with you, it's fine there, right?" Ask Hana.

"I'm good Han, I miss you too" Keyla said.

"Dear me how?" Ask Hana.

"That's fine," 

"I can't wait to see they were born with their seneng so you, have two at once," said Hana enthusiastically. When first told that Keyla was pregnant with twins Hana was very happy and she also wanted to be like Keyla.

"Eat her marry there," ledek Keyla.

"No! I want to enjoy life first," said Hana making Keyla chuckle.

"Han, can I ask you something?"

"What?"

"Edwin him how are you?"

I heard a breath coming from Hana's lips.

"No need to know, I'm afraid you're thinking,"

"I just want to know, after that I will not ask him to you because I really want to forget Edwin," said Keyla Lirih, there was a tightness in his chest when he said he wanted to forget Edwin but how else? Keyla must forget Edwin.

"He's a mess" said Hana.

Keyla was silent and chose to end her call with Hana. Because Keyla didn't want to cry for Edwin anymore someone who had hurt him.