The Lost The Plot

Chapter 17 "Silent "

I was silent in solitude every day, alone and silent only in silence without the word I took out of my lips, contemplating in the solitude of my heart the solitude that leads me on the brink of each day embraces the loneliness the more I feel and I drift in the uncertain path of my life as to why all this should happen, he said, I have waded through many unfulfilled dreams to get you. I want us to reach all expectations, will you waste it?

Tired to come close to you, but I can only admire you from a distance, try to understand this feeling. But I only think of you in every step of my life.I feel like I've lost you. Losing you has made me stare in my life, I only need you beside me when I am weakened because of you, not the new face I want, I just want you

Want to get you and always accompany me in every moment.which has now become lonely now I understand the absence of you for me to make me hurt, will I be yours? before I go far ahead and before this heart is hurt by your love, may you be happy always and always smile. I'm sorry if I've never been perfect in your life. But I will give you the gift of happiness and try to understand me.

Dery was just about to go into the room and suddenly my mom and dad came home from the office, she opened the door and my mom brought me food and medicine. He thought why mom and dad go home quickly? Usually come home late at night or because he was sick so he quickly went home? then my father told me to sit in the living room and watch while watching my father, mom brought us cake and tea and that's where Dery was so happy because only this time he was with his parents because he was sick. That's where he told her. Not long after, my father invited me to dinner outside, and he did not believe my father's invitation. But this makes him happy and cannot be expressed in words.

"Son, let's have dinner outside"

"Seriously dad?

"Wait a minute, you cave father will change his clothes... Yeyyyy"

With a feeling of part because Dery was invited to dinner outside the same father and mother. And he and his family also went to the Luka Rasa Restaurant which is not far from where I live, once there my father and mother began to sit in a chair and Dery sat next to him and a waiter came to us, my father and mother and ordered food. At that moment the father began to tell me why he had no time with Dery and heard the words of the father, as if he felt guilty for not being able to understand them and the father and mother working for their son, for the sake of Dery's future later and that's where he understands that father and mother work for him. Dery apologizes to father and mother and says "father, I forgive Dery who can't understand you father, mother. He shed tears and he hugged me and said, "dad will be there for you, son. "and finally the food is there and we will eat.

A few minutes after eating we took a short break and continued our way home.

Arriving at home, my father immediately took my hand and together entered the house and Dery asked for a farewell to enter the room and before that my father told me to change clothes and it turns out he wanted to change the bandage it was on my legs and knees, he himself did not expect that father would replace this bandage, but he was quite happy after replacing the bandage and father told me to take medicine. And I said "get well soon, son, holding my hand.

After that, I went into the room to rest. However, until in the room I still can not sleep and still think of all kinds and main thoughts he jumbled. Dery also felt bored because of the holiday this time he had no vacation at all. But it is possible that he was required to be at home only on vacation this time and he is still sick. And after that Dery will call Andi and ask about his situation now and the phone he was immediately picked up by Andi and said he was fine and now he's resting at his house, he also immediately felt happy because the people around me had healed all especially Andi and Unhy, he said, I feel an unbiased happiness I express with words and may I get together again with all of them and may they be healthy always…