The Long Wait of the Heir

Chapter 7: The Sadness of the Past

Syafa preoccupied opening his shopping yesterday, how surprised the husband bought clothes that are a little sensitive to him.

Azril who came to bring a well-established containing milk, made Syafa hide his clothes.

"Syafa, come here baby!"said Azril patting the empty mattress beside him.

Doubtfully Shafa sat beside him, "this is milk, drink it!

"Susu???"

"Iy_yes, why?"

"Syafa doesn't like milk" he handed it back and asked Azril to drink it.

"Susu this brother bought specifically for you, for fertilizing the womb" explained Azril, Syafa shriveled his temple, not having to say what.From the bottom of his heart Syafa is not ready to have children, considering his aspirations to become a midwife has not materialized.

The father's story about his mother is still imprinted in his heart.When his mother wanted to give birth to her brother who had no money until he died.

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"Mas, this is my stomach already hurts a lot" said Atikah, holding his stomach while waiting for the husband to see a doctor.

"Dok, please help me!, this is my wife giving birth!, Imron said with a sweat attached to his body.

The doctor just stared at Imron, "do you have any bpjs?"

"sorry my doctor doesn't have, and then what to pay for??"the doctor passed away.

Atikah who was unable to withstand the pain, forced to walk up to hit someone young mother.

The woman looked one eye, "would you give birth to yahh!"

"my Lady, help me!, my stomach can't stand it anymore"

The young woman looked on pity"Okay, but on one condition?"

"what Madam?, just say, the important thing is that my baby survived" said Atikah who was unable to resist wanting to give birth.

"Give me the baby!, and I will bear all the expenses."ask the young woman, who was no different in age from Atikah.

"But Madam??"

"Your choice is two, want your baby to survive or you will regret for refusing my request until your baby dies without help" the young woman said.

Atikah who has no choice, must comply with the request of the young woman, her share save the baby is more important even though she must give up the child to the woman who has helped her.

Was she taken to the car by the woman in a wheelchair, "where are you going to take me?"atika asked, then the voice began to shrink immediately the young woman gave a drink so that Atika was strong and powerful.

The woman drove at high speed, she rushed to park her car in a maternity clinic that was quite famous at the time.

All knew the woman very well, the woman was a great mistress, had the husband of a successful and famous businessman made her in the know of everyone.

Atikah was immediately taken to the delivery room, apparently the condition of the baby Atikah had revealed his head immediately Atika mendisan.

Come out the voice of the baby, give a smile and breath of relief.Atika carrying it, then asked to be in Azhankan by one of the male nurses who happened to be on duty there.

Imron was very sad at that time, the loss of his wife and son gave a deep sadness.

While the young woman gave a piece of paper to Atika on the stamp.

"Give me the baby!"pinta young woman, she stretched out her hands, hoping Atikah would give her.

"But Madam?, I love her very much let alone this is my first baby" she said asking for understanding, but the woman did not care.

"You don't have to worry, I'll love your son and guarantee his future.I really miss having children,but what day I god did not want that.I had uterine cancer so the Doctor was forced to lift my uterus.When I saw you I was sad, seeing you can feel the period of pregnancy as well as being a mother,whereas I was just resigned to my destiny and forever I could not have children" said the young woman poured out her very heavy heart live life even though it looked from the outside very happy.

Hearing the outpouring of the woman, Atikah heart felt excited.Masa fellow women certainly have the same feeling, not the heart.

"Even though you gave this baby to me, you can get pregnant again" she said encouraging Atikah to give up the baby.

Atikah was heavy and with tears soaking her cheeks gave up her son.

With trembling hands mixed with doubt she gave up her baby.

Young women welcome with smiles of happiness, the hope of having children embodied.

Two days Atika at the clinic, slowly began to recover and decided to return to her home.

In order to avoid anger from her husband, she was forced to lie that her first son had died.

Since then Atikah never again found his son.Just the prayer he said for the child far away there.

A few months later she got pregnant again but miscarried up to three times.Peasiness approached her feelings, she decided not to get pregnant given her condition that suffered a continuous miscarriage.

Until a few years, Atikah was given the confidence to be able to get pregnant again, until the birth of a small baby with a female gender was named Syafa Kirana.

Because of the poverty factor, Atikah was forced to ask permission to the husband to work outside the city.At first Imron did not allow but Atikah remained in his establishment.

Imron finally reluctantly let go of the wife.

"Mas, 'Well, let's go!, please take care of our children.I promise every month I will send money and on vacation I will go home" promised Atikah, kissed her daughter's forehead with tears.

Imron just stared at the departure of Atikah with a sense of emptiness.Become a husband must be he who became the backbone of the family, the family,but instead.Imron who works porters building is actually enough to meet his needs.But what power Atikah who wants to find his son is forced to lie to the husband who is sincere and responsible.

For years Atikah wander until the courier came to deliver the letter.

Shaky and disappointed, Imron read it turns out the farewell letter from the wife he missed.

He saw Syafa who fell asleep with tears.

Three-year-old Syafa must feel life without a mother figure who loves him.

Imron never despair, he still educates the daughter of Sematang wayang so as not to be like Atikah, the mother who is willing to leave her for treasure.

Until finally, Syafa grew up to be a girl sholeha.Living in the pesantren environment, Syafa became a girl of noble character and smart in the eyes of friends, teachers and society.

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