The long road of Vania

77. Disillusioned

The grimacing smiling dance gets the plot from Shinta. Anton is still waiting for answers from Tari. Why should Wira pick up Shinta if Anton can too. There's no problem, no. That's what Anton had in mind.

" Loh, why is he silent? Wira why....I mean why should he know about Shinta?" Anton again clarified his question.

"Eh, it's nothing, brother. Dance is just wrong. Isn't that right, Tar?" Shinta gave the code for Tari to say yes.

"I–iya Sir, right. I just misspoke." Answer Dance while you cry.

A moment later the atmosphere in the room seemed quiet. The three fell silent in each other's minds. Until Anton was the first to speak melted the atmosphere. So..could it be if, I'm the one who drove Shinta home. I'm worried that Shinta will get on the bike later if Shinta's dizzy is too risky, right."

Dance did not respond to Anton's words. He knows what is meant by being driven on a motorbike must be him. Because every day Shinta always comes home with him. He was not at all offended by Anton's remarks.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ban Tari from bringing Shinta home. But, Shinta's circumstances are not possible. Than risk."

"Yes, Sir. I also understand. Yes, Shin. You go home and take Mr. Anton. Straight to rest no need to stop by anywhere later there will be angry."

"Tari–!" Shinta shook her head warning Tari not to speak anymore could be even kebablasan his talk.

While Anton scrunched his forehead full of questions what did the words of Dance just now if anyone would be angry? ' Who is angry? Is it okay that Shinta has a lover so she always keeps her distance from me?' Anton monologue himself.

"It's true what Mr. Anton said. You better get in the car, your face is still pale. I'm also not calm if you're talking to you."

Shinta was silent for a moment and then, she finally nodded and accepted Anton's offer to take her home.

"Once dong, it's safe to control. Let's go now!" Anton reached out his hand to help Shinta who was about to get off the bed. However, Dari immediately charged first to help Shinta down.

"Let me help. Careful Shin! Sorry sir, can you slide a little!" Dance nudged Anton's body so that the man wouldn't get in the way.

Of course what Tari did made Anton very upset. I don't know what other people are doing. Watch out later you are.' His regret can only be expressed in his heart.

Throughout the journey Shinta just be quiet. The fact that he is two-bodied makes his mind unsettled. Various if the Hero can not accept the pregnancy and what is written in the letter of agreement. If, Wira can't also love him .then they'll split up. Then, how the fate of his son later.Damunan Shinta broke when Anton's voice called him.

"Shinta–where is your home address?"

"Huh, uh.iya brother, to Apartment xxxx brass area. I'm sorry, I didn't hear brother Anton speak." Shinta became ashamed of herself because she was busy daydreaming.

"It's okay. Okay, we're just gonna slide right there." Anton smiled warmly at Shinta.

Twenty minutes later, they arrived in front of the apartment. Shinta who was about to go down was prevented by Anton because the man wanted to open the door for the girl.

When Shinta had gone down and was about to step into the apartment lobby with Anton following her behind. Coinciding with the Hero who appeared suddenly not far from them. "Well, that's Anton. What's he doing here?"

"Anton—!"

The hero immediately called his best friend and Anton also reflexively turned his head back. "Wira!?"

Anton stops his steps as well as Shinta who hears the husband's voice. Suddenly Shinta fear comes back to him. He was afraid that Wira would misunderstand because he was sent home by Anton. Shinta's face turned even more paled and sweat began to drip through her forehead.

"Ma–mas Hero. How is this, hopefully he doesn't misunderstand." Inner Shinta.

"Hey bro, why are you in this apartment?" Wira asked, he had yet to see Shinta who was standing a few meters away from them.

"This is me again nganter Shinta home. Uh...wait-wait! why did you come to Shinta's apartment?" Ask Anton in full view.

'Anton nganter Shinta's coming home? how can they be together?' Monologue Virus in the heart.

Shinta also approached the two with a heart beat that was timid." Mr. Wira...have you come home?"

"Wait first. Don't tell me you live in an apartment?" And answered the nod by Wira sN Shinta simultaneously. Shinta did not even think that, Wira also agreed to Anton's question.

"Could you do it?But, you have nothing to do, aren't you still brothers." Anton really accepts and is not ready if, it turns out Wira and Shinta do have a special relationship other than brotherhood.

The hero behaved normally even looked at Anton and Shinta with a flat nose. "Why indeed? We can't if we live together. Her parents left Shinta to me. No problem, right?"

"Hemm–bener too anyway. At least if there's an older cousin there can be someone to look after and supervise." Anton thought logically.

"Shinta, what's wrong with you? Your face is so pale. Are you sick?" The new hero realized when he saw Shinta's face that looked deathly pale.

Now lives Wira and Anton who still stand facing each other." Thank you Ton dah nganterin Shinta. Oh yeah..want to stop by first what about?" Asked pleasantries, he hoped Anton would not accept his visit.

"It doesn't matter, bro. I went to Shinta's college. And coincided when Shinta fell unconscious eating it I can't bear to let him go home riding a motorcycle in the same bonceng Tari."

"Lo knows Dance too?"

"Yes, know him. Shinta automatically we get acquainted."

"Emm‐so."

"Okay, so how? Want to stop by what gjmana first?" Ask the hero again.

"Not Wir, next time I can play here again."

"Maybe.ok, if I go up first yes. So tired."

Anton nodded in understanding and immediately resigned. After Anton steps away, Wira rushes up the elevator to her apartment unit.

When he entered he saw Shinta struggling in the kitchen. Wira approached him. "Shin, what are you doing? Rest there, Anton said this afternoon you fainted. If pain rest do not be forced. Already in that room! I'll order some food."

"It's okay, Mom. I can still cook not a hard job either." However, Shinta still wants to cook by herself.

And not the hero's name if it's not pushy. Suddenly, he immediately carried Shinta ala bridal style towards the room and then, lay Shinta's body that looked limp on the bed. "Don't ngeyel. Already, just fall asleep. Later when the food comes I'll call you again."

"Yes Mas, sorry to bother Mas Wira."

"What the hell are you, already.I want to go ahead first. If there's anything call me." The hero stepped out of the room.

After the death of Wira, Shinta could not close her eyes. She was still confused and doubtful whether she should talk about her pregnancy. He is not ready to accept the reality if, the Hero does not accept it. Maybe he will keep it a secret until he receives certainty about their future marriage.

After dinner as usual the couple relax for a moment in the middle room while watching television. They would chat casually however, tonight looked different. Both of them just keep quiet and focus on staring at the television screen but the mind of both of them went nowhere.

"Ekhem, why did you faint?"

"Eh, yes Mas. Last afternoon I ate meatballs and mostly used the sauce then my stomach was very painful and dizzy as well.'

"Eat if you eat carefully. Already know the stomach ngak strong still reckless eating sambel." The hero even preached the wife. Shinta just bowed down not daring to look at the face of Wira.

The hero turned his head and looked at Shinta who kept her head down. " Why are you? Is there anything you want to talk about. Say it!"

"Ti–it's nothing, Mas." The answer was nervous

Seeing his wife's unsettled face makes Wira wonder and suspect that there is something Shinta is hiding from her.

"Are you hiding something from me? Tell me if there's anything I need to know and about Anton, what he's gonna do to find you until the whole damn thing."

"I–it, I really don't know why Anton came to the campus."

"really? Tomorrow I'll ask him directly."

Silence for a moment until Shinta who ventured wanted to ask and make sure something. "Emmm....Mommy, can I ask you something?"

"Hemm, speak!"

"Will I divorce you someday?"

"Yes– depends on whether I can love you or not. Why are you asking like that? Can't wait to part. Or maybe you and Anton–?"

"I mean there's something between me and Anton's brother, is there?"

"That's you who said it wasn't me. Is that really so?" Wira instead thinks if, Shinta and Anton are playing behind him.

Shinta's chest is getting tight. It was certain that Wira would never be able to fall in love with him. Who was she who was just a former maid. Seen from any side they will never be worth it. Shinta squeezed the end of the negligee she was wearing to hold back her disappointment.

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