
"Where's mami's papi?” Alfat whined all day looking for his mother.
Hendra could not do much to give an answer to Alfat and Ernando. Alfat who continued to whine, Ernando who turned quiet made Hendra crazy.
"What should I do?"
Regrets that are useless. What did Hendra think? why did he die his wife on the street who was clearly away from the house of the residents. Many times Hendra scooped his face. His excitement grew even more when the Queen was not found anywhere.
The search for Hendra's accident victim personally found no Queen and no trace of her anywhere. Queen as in the swallow of the earth disappeared without a trace.
Hendra still did not want to give up, even though Queen was declared dead. Time explained that the area where Queen was left behind was a prohibited area. Not allowed to stop, rest, or just look at the scenery.
Most likely the Queen was the victim of the ferocity of the beasts. But Hendra still wants to convince himself that Queen is still alive. Hendra's in the haunt of guilt.
Seven days commemorating Queen's death.
Hendra's tears could not stop. A deep regret.
“Which mami papi?” Alfat is still too small to understand the situation. Queen's departure was Hendra's fault. Ernando his eldest son cornered him sadistically.
Even Ernando did not allow everyone to approach him.
“Papi who killed mami,” many times Ernando shouted at Hendra without forgiveness.
Cussing with the language of unethical young people.papi..papi..papi.
Ernando slammed everything in his room blindly. “Papi killer mami!”
“Ma..” Hendra dropped himself in his mother's arms.
There was no regret on Nurmala's face. The old woman was impressed with the Queen's departure. While Melly was present also condolences.
As a third person Melly has a very good chance of entering the territory of others. Opportunity will not come twice.
“Destiny is sometimes unfair bang, Brother must be patient facing trials.”
The crazy woman holding Hendra's hand gives strength, “his living soul must die.” Said Slowly.
Hendra was still sitting in the living room even though everyone was already saying goodbye. Once again Hendra still hope at the time of the search to find Queen's body whatever the circumstances.
please Hendra on time searcher.
“We will do all the business, but you also know the territory of your wife is missing is an area that is forbidden to visit. Because what? You know there is the natural habitat of protected wild animals. How many tigers live there, not to mention other wild animals.”
Hendra could not ease the sadness, he nodded in understanding with a face of regret. However, Hendra remained in his position to keep looking, even though only intact bodies will be obtained.
“We will try our best.”
Time travel is so fast, Hendra is still in the thick of grief. The Queen's departure was her fault.
The closeness of Hendra and Melly was getting more intimate. The two exchanged experiences and shared stories. Remembrance the past until it is comfortable.
CONNECT YES GAES'....

I'm this lonely soul
in the dark uninhabited night
With the lyrics of a longing poem that muddies
In every note I upload together fret
your joke becomes a rubble among the idle sobs
On every trace of time
I wiped out the tears
Become love verses
which I summarize in the Bible the journey of the poet
Arjuna Bayu 22062023