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"(Y/n), hey? Let's go out first, you haven't eaten yet" Yuu said as she slowly knocked on the room door (Y/n).
Now his face showed his worried feelings to (Y/n). It's been since yesterday (Y/n) hasn't come out of his room. Now Yuu was very worried about him. And Levi as well.
Yeah, because of yesterday.
Flashbacks
"Can you return me to the world I came from?"
"It looks bi---
Brak!
(Y/n) got up from his seat and kicked the table in front of him. Now his face reddened because it held back the overflow of his emotions.
"LADIES!" yelled (Y/n) while running towards his room on the second floor.
Yuu looked surprised. "(Y/n)??!"
Yuu also got up from her seat and chased (Y/n) who was already on the second floor. But when Yuu had reached the second floor, a loud door slamming sound signifies (Y/n) was already in the room.
Yuu ran again to the locked room door (Y/n) and knocked hard on it. "Hey, (Y/n)!! You why??"
How much Yuu called out the name (Y/n), Yuu did not get a reply from within. Meanwhile, Levi has just arrived upstairs. Same with Yuu, Levi was worried as well.
When Levi got to the front of the room (Y/n), Yuu immediately pulled Levi's collar. "Bego know!! Because you (Y/n) are like this!!! Now you want to worry about him? That's right!"
Levi let out a rough sigh hearing Yuu's words. "I know. You don't understand my situation either. I can't take responsibility for granted once I figure out how to get back. But I don't want to leave her like this either."
Yuu looked at Levi sharply. Then a little while later, Yuu loosened the clutches of her hands from the collar of Levi's clothes.
"It's so complicated about your life! If you still carry the weight of your duty, don't fall in love!" yuu said annoyedly, "Then how?"
"What's how?"
"Yes, did you use that device and come back?"
Levi sighed again. "I.. Still thinking again."
Yuu did not answer. Now Yuu again knocked on the room door (Y/n) and called him to get out of the room.
"(Y/s).. Out, ada.. Levi's here."
But the results remain nil. (Y/n) still didn't answer Yuu's call.
"Hey, kid. I'm sorry, I'm here. Come out." Now it's Levi's turn to call (Y/n). And the result is the same. (Y/n) did not answer. (Y/n) really angry.
"Ck!" Yuu gave a rough peck and immediately came down towards Ichiro who was still sitting on the living room sofa.
"Heh. What the hell is there? Your sister is locking herself in her room and you're sitting here? What kind of brother are you?"
Ichiro chuckles. "hehe.. (Y/n) it's normal that way. It will be good on its own."
"Bego!"
"alright... I'm going upstairs. I'm going home too.."
Yuu and Ichiro set foot in front of the room (Y/n). Arriving there, Ichiro knocks on the door of the room (Y/n) slowly and then a smile is engraved on his lips.
"(Y/s).. I'm glad to see you again. I don't think the decision Levi's gonna make isn't making you sad. You can play at my house if you want. Or I'll visit you again tomorrow. Well, jaa nee!"
"H-only that?" chirping Yuu.
Ichiro nodded. "Yes. My words are magical. Later also (Y/n) good on its own," said ichiro sure. Ichiro turned around to leave the room (Y/n). A few steps back, he turned back.
"Ah, (Y/s). Are you sure you'll be alone inside? If you need a laptop, in our parents' room there is kok~"
"The laptop? You mean that glowing thing? Which can be folded?" ask Levi.
Ichiro nodded.
"I found it in the closet of the room I'm occupying right now. Is that a valuable thing? I made it my foot bump while sleeping" Levi said flatly, as if it wasn't an important thing.
Ichiro looked at Levi in disbelief. "Seriously? Oi! You didn't step on it, did you??!"
"I don't know. I hope not."
"Well.. Foolish," Yuu commented as he poked his forehead.
"That's it. I'll go first."
Meanwhile, (Y/n) who were inside just sat behind the door and heard their conversation outside the room. When he entered the room, his tears just spilled.
Disappointed?
Yep. Very disappointed. That's how he feels now. His heart is so sick. But, he also had no right to ban Levi like that.
However, when (Y/n) overhears the conversation outside, (Y/n) wipes away her tears and is determined to stay locked up in her room to keep Levi here.
Selfish indeed. But (Y/n) will not be able to if Levi left life (Y/n).
After Ichiro, Levi, and Yuu, (Y/n) got up from their seats and immediately jumped onto the mattress. And lay down while drowning his red face into the pillow.
Then, (Y/n) turn to the recumbent position and throw his pillow in any direction. "Daddy nih. I can get bored in the room."
(Y/n) put his index finger to his chin while thinking. He thought of doing something so as not to die of boredom in his own room.
"ah! Later that night, I'll take the laptop in my parents' room like Nii-chan said earlier and pick up some food in the fridge. Bodoamat!"
And until nightfall, when Levi was sleeping, (Y/n) sneaked into his parents' room and took the laptop under Levi's feet.
Initially it went well. But, as Levi squirmed and opened his eyes, (Y/n) with the laptop in hand immediately ran towards the door and took the key.
"Hey, kid! What are you doing?" levi asked as he got off the bed and ran towards you.
Quickly, (Y/n) closed the door and locked it from the outside, and put the key in front of the door.
While Levi banged on the door and shouted for the door to be opened immediately. But (Y/n) instead ran to the kitchen and took food from the refrigerator and immediately to his room.
"Phew.. It's not that easy," complained (Y/n) while wiping his sweat.
And from that night on, (Y/n) was in the room safe, comfortable, and serene.
Flashback end
"Surge. Let me forcibly open this door" said Levi as he took the horses to kick the door (Y/n).
"Oi! Just be right! Don't get kicked pin—"
Brak!!!
"—tunya ...."
Yuu could only shake his head resignedly and cover his face with one hand seeing the room door (Y/n) toppled because of Levi's kick.
"What kind of creature are you?!" yuu said in frustration.
Levi who is already standing in front of the door of the room (Y/n)- eh means room without door (Y/n)- immediately go inside. His eyes caught a woman who Levi was worried last night was sleeping soundly in front of his laptop.
Carefully, Levi approached the mattress (Y/n) and sat on the edge of the mattress. Levi's fingers move to fix the hair that covers most of the beautiful face (Y/n).
"Hey! What are you doing?!" yuu's snarl is already in the room (Y/n).
Levi scoffed softly. "managerai. Your voice will only wake her up."
Yuu raised next to her eyebrows and walked towards the bed (Y/n). Yuu took the laptop that was in front (Y/n) and immediately turned it off.
"Heah.. Surely (Y/n) watch the anime until late," Yuu sighed. "and you, step aside. I want to sit next to (Y/n) too!"
Hearing Yuu's words, Levi just cleared his throat softly and his hand moved stroking his hair (Y/n). And witnessing that, Yuu grew even more furious with Levi.
"You're this. Wanna make a fuss with me??!"
"This brat. You don't have manners?" reply Levi while folding her hands on the chest.
Unpleasant aura came out from the two of them. They really want to make a fuss right now.
The sound (Y/n) shocked them both. With eyes still closed (Y/n) muttered in his sleep.
"L-levy.. Please don't go.."
Levi. His eyes looked straight at the sleeping girl.
Highlight his eyes softened, and Levi lowered his head to slowly kiss the top of the head (Y/n). When Yuu wanted to chirp again because he saw Levi's behavior, (Y/n) had opened his eyes.
"ah! Why are you in my room? And why my door... Like that?" tanya (Y/n) is fully conscious from her sleep.
"This um did it," Yuu said as she pointed towards Levi.
"Let's just fix the door" Levi replied flatly.
(Y/n) looked at Levi who was sitting next to him. And then she moved to hug Levi tightly.
"Huaa! You're still here, Levi!! I'm afraid you're gone!" crying (Y/n) along with her increasingly tight embrace.
Levi just smiled faintly in response..
Pov reader
Actually, I'm not so sad. I'm just not ready if Levi just leaves. I know, I know Levi's leaving wasn't entirely his wish. That was because Levi was still in charge with the task he was underwriting.
I don't know if I'll be able to or not if Levi isn't around. I fear. I'm afraid Levi won't be coming back here.
I fear. I'm afraid if Levi dies there. Dangerous job. I was also afraid that Levi ended up in the mouth of that disgusting titan.
But I have no right to forbid him from leaving. Levi coming here wasn't his will either. It was just Nii-chan. And I know that.
I'm nothing compared to the thousands or even millions of human lives that exist in his world.
The investigation team, the human race there, needs Levi. Losing a warrior like Levi was a great disaster. Humanity will lose.
I also thought. I'll let it go, maybe.. With a strong determination, Levi and the investigation team can win if they continue to fight, until the end.
Until finally, I let go so that Levi could go to his home world. I realized that the place is not here.
Levi is a character from Shingeki no Kyojin. And his job is to give freedom to mankind, not to love me...
...***...
"Here?" I asked Yuu who was holding the phone in her right hand, her eyes were busy looking at the contents of the incoming message.
Yuu averted her eyes from the phone and looked at me. "Yes, (Y/n). Ichiro gave me his home address. Hey, om. Knock on the door, I'm busy" Yuu said as he looked back at his phone.
Levi who was standing beside me was grieving at Yuu's words. "God. I want to beat you up. Really."
I sighed looking at Levi and Yuu's behavior. From the beginning, meeting was like this. Wonder how I did.
Oh yea. Our goal to Nii-chan's house is, to make Levi return to his world.
Why that? It's easy, I don't want to attach importance to my own will. There are still people who need Levi more than I do.
And oh of course! At first I didn't want to do this either. Before deciding, the night I cried a bucket in my room.
Not willing... But I also don't want to see Levi as irresponsible as this.
And as a result, I asked Yuu to contact Nii-chan. Yuu asked for her home address and we arrived here.
Levi knocked on Nii-chan's door and waited for an inside answer.
Before long, someone opened the door from the inside. Now there was a girl standing in front of the open door.
The girl smiled warmly. "Oh, hi! You finally arrived. Let's go in."
"Ah, thank you Petra.." I said kindly.
We went inside immediately. We are welcome to sit on Nii-chan's living room sofa.
And before long, Nii-chan appeared from the top floor then immediately went downstairs and sat down between us.
As usual, Nii-chan was always cheerful when meeting us. A smile is always on his lips.
I grimaced hearing that. "That's right, Nii-chan! Nii-chan thinks it's easy to let this go?"
"Jas... Nii-chan will wait, kok~"
I glanced at Levi who was thinking. Ah, Levi's mind must be in chaos.
What am I supposed to tell her? I don't know.. These could be my last words to him...
It's quite.complicated...
"AH! NEVERmind! LET'S JUST START!!"
Levi, Yuu, Nii-chan, and Petra turned towards me with shocked faces.
"Hey? Said you had a hard time letting go?" yuu's comments were shocked.
"What's up, (Y/n)? Is there a problem?" petra said worriedly.
"You want me back soon?" ask Levi flat.
I heard Levi's comment just now. That's not what it means..
"Ano.. The more I say goodbye to you, the more I fall into a deep hole, and I'm afraid I can't see you again, Levi."
Levi looked at me with those beautiful eyes.
"And I want to get through this fast. And pray that I may still be able to meet-not, so that I may be with you again." I continued in a slightly restrained voice.
I want to cry again...
Levi lowered his head. Not a word came out of his mouth. Levi was silent for a moment and then he spoke.
"alright. Quickly do it now. And I just want (Y/n) to see me go."
My eyes widen. Here's time. I really have to let go of the person I have always loved. Heavy taste..
"Ah, okay... Come with me upstairs, the tools are in my study." Nii-chan asked as she got up from her seat.
I think Nii-chan is a little sad. Because it was he who created this kind of situation, visible from the changing water of his face.
It started from Nii-chan who walked first to the stairs and was followed by me. Levi who just got up from his seat immediately followed our footsteps from behind.
"A, Heichou. Maybe I'll say something." until Petra's voice makes Levi's steps stop, so do I and Nii-chan. Levi turned to face Petra who was sitting.
"Send my longing greetings to all the surveillance forces. Tell me that I'm okay here. Fight, Heichou."
"And why don't you come back with me?"
Petra sighed sadly. "Can't, Heichou. I think it's weird that I'm there. And I'm gonna stay here with the people I love so much."
Ah yes, Nii-chan...
"Then did you give up your responsibilities?" answer Levi again.
Petra smiled. "I think I deserve to be happy, Heichou."
I saw Levi's eyes grow up hearing Petra's words.
Then he turned around and stopped his steps.
"alright. I'll give you your message, "levi replied briefly.
"Hey. I'm lazy to admit this, but, fight. Don't die" said Yuu.
Levi nodded slowly and smiled for a while. "Heh. I'm not gonna die, boy."
Then Yuu replied to Levi's nod and waved her hand. "yo!"
And for the first time, Yuu and Levi are at peace...
And then Levi again continued his steps towards the upper floor to Nii-chan's study.
Arriving there, there were many traces of Nii-chan's research items that were still in disarray.
However, there was one fairly large object shaped like a lit box screen. I think it's the device..
Let me explain, this thing is boxy and white. It is mostly made up of various cables behind it. And on the screen, there are various kinds of buttons that I do not understand their function.
"Well.. This is his tool. Tell me when I can start," said Nii-chan while showing her the tool I meant earlier.
I saw Levi was just silent. I'm just quiet too. My tongue stiffened after seeing the device. Is this what makes Levi this way?
Levi looked at me. "Are you.are you ready?"
I doubt.
"I'll wait when you're ready, (Y/n)" Levi said.
You know that I'll never be ready.
"I'll always be waiting for you" Levi said.
Don't waitfor me. I'll never be ready.
Just.do it.
Quickly do. So that I can be ready soon. Ready to accept the fact that you're going away from me.
"alright. I thought you were ready, (Y/n)." said Nii-chan as she stroked the top of my head.
I just nodded weakly.
"Smart kid. You are always strong, (Y/n)," Nii-chan praised with a smile.
Lies. I'm not as strong as Nii-chan thinks I am. You knew? I'd love to pull Levi back to my house. But maybe not.
"Alright, Levi~ Put your hands on this scanner. I will set where you will get to" explained Nii-chan as she pointed to one of the scanners next to her discovery tool.
Then Nii-chan took something out of her pocket. "before that, wear this watch. If you press the button inside this watch, you'll send a signal to me."
Levi received a watch from him and immediately put it on with my help. "But you know where I'm going?"levi asked doubtfully.
Nii-chan smiles. "Just calm. Don't worry, just trust me."
"Alright," Levi replied.
Levi looked at me. His hand moved to hold my right hand.
"Why?" I asked while embarrassed.
"I want you to put my hand there."
"Well, okay.."
I finally took her hand, and led her hand to be placed there.
After Levi's hand was stuck with the object, Nii-chan immediately pressed a few buttons on her screen to make Levi able to return to his world.
Nii-chan was silent for a while after pressing all the necessary buttons. Then he looked at us both.
"Can I press the 'OK' button'? once I press it, Levi will automatically disappear and return to his world. Ah yes, you can take your hands off, Levi."
And Levi moved his hand away from it and faced me.
Ah... Why not go for gini?
"Yeah, Levi!!! I'm going there?!!" I cried hysterically, and no tears began to drip.
Levi was surprised to see me. And then he chuckled softly while gently touching my forehead with his other hand.
I grimaced softly as I sobbed. "oh, sick tau!"
"No way, kid. Don't cry already. You stay here, okay?" answer Levi, "hey, you. Quickly press the button," tell Levi to Nii-chan.
I can't do anything anymore.
I could only cry watching him leave me.
Pip's!
The button was pressed down on Nii-chan. Before long, there was a cluster of smoke appearing around Levi's body. I couldn't see his body because it was covered with smoke.
Then there was a loud explosion inside. Slowly, the smoke surrounding Levi's body disappeared.
But strangely, as the smoke dissipated, Levi's body was still clearly visible here. He did not disappear.
How can?
"Ah. Turns out my device isn't working, is it?" Nii-chan.
My eyes widen. So then? Levi's not going to go and stay? Oh I'm so happy!
I quickly ran towards her and hugged her body tightly.
No. gabe. I don't want to lose him. I foolishly decided to let Levi walk away from me.
Levi returned my embrace tightly. As if I don't want to get away from me. I was crying again.
"Ah... Don't go.."
Levi smiled faintly.
But my happiness is only there. Until I looked back at the smoke from behind Levi's body.
Surprised, I let go of my embrace. I saw now that the lower part of Levi's body had become smoke and disappeared.
"ah! Nah! No!" myrag.
With the upper body still remaining, Levi grabbed both of my hands with his hands and looked at me deeply.
"It seems like it's time. I want you to remember this. I'll be back, wait for me. And, keep smiling."
I think I want to scream.
"Levi!!!!"
I took off her hand and immediately hugged her back. I hugged himself very tightly. So tight. Levi also moved to return my close embrace.
With a heavy heart and tears falling, I kept smiling in his arms. Until I saw more and more plumes of smoke around Levi's body.
My breath was choked with a lot of smoke. But my heart is more claustrophobic because the person I love will soon be gone.
"Sayonara.." whispered Levi with a smile.
Pyashies!
A flash of light appeared and I fell on the floor, hugging the smoke and the empty air...
My crying became more and more so when Levi was no longer in my arms.
I pressed my forehead against the floor and drowned my face there while calling Levi's name. My tears have now fallen to the floor of Nii-chan's study.
"YAHOO!!!!"
Now I can't hold back my crying. I cried as much as I could on the floor while still hugging the empty remnants of air.
Already gone..
Levi is no longer with me..
Can I let it go?
And, will Levi come back with me and stay alive?
How about Levi.. Die off?
Ah...
The floors...
Chilling...