The Letter To My Albino

The True Story

...INTAN POV...

Before all took away my happiness, I was the youngest of two children.

My sister named Cantika lives far away from us precisely in Kalimantan.we are indeed very far adrift.

We can even say we are 10 years old, funny. Like an unwanted child.

After I turned 11, I lived with my grandmother and entered the nearest Junior High School from my grandmother's house.

I string, write and even follow all the poetry competitions that exist. Follow a variety of activities and follow the organization.

But as ospek passed, I saw the man I liked instead glancing at the new child who was quite beautiful.

Who else if not Ela. I hate him and can even be said that I always do various ways to bring him down.

Until finally me and him together at the bottom, he finally left this school. Regret also comes.

I can even say that I want to have a conversation together, go up to him and apologize directly to him.

But his friends said Ela had to continue high school outside the city and my intention was hindered again.

3 Years passed, and even unexpected events came to me when I finished watching a concert at a night club.

...~•~●~•~...

As I cried, I got out of my hotel room and left the hotel as far as possible.

Peace for a month has brought me down. Even my college was a mess because my mentality was a little disturbed.

Coming to psychology, wondering to lighten the burden on the heart yet still remain heavy.

Until I finally met an ustazah named Lisa, she gave me parables to calm my heart.

And sure enough the lecture he gave made my heart calm. After I finished speaking, I he took her to a parlor to see and interact with the small children directly.

"Assynualallaikum."

"Guilipinam, Umma!" said the orphanage children came to storm the umma Lisa while hugging her with a warm hug.

"Why do you love umma?"

"She wanted me, and aunt Cila was angry with her."

"Keep you are also in lahain kan cama aunty Cila," sahutan for the sake of the child here makes Intan's heart become calmer.

Pk ...

The clap of the shoulder that awakened Intan from his daydream.

"Receive the destiny that has happened. Forgive yourself and pray for the best for your next life."

"Will this boy's father be my soul mate?"

"Not necessarily, but no one knows. Pray for the best."

"Yes, thank you umma."

"Come here if you have time."

"Yes umma, I'll come."

After that day, I can move on with my life. College as usual even I now have a lover.

Named Bimo. She's Ela's friend but I'm afraid she'll decide if she finds out I'm pregnant.

Although not her child, but she would be disappointed later if she knew I was pregnant.

And maybe she'll think that I'm looking for a target to be in charge of my pregnancy.

I had no intention of getting married until the time that defined it.

"You pregnant? Whose son? We never got in touch!" ask Bimo to Intan.

" .... "

"Answ***! Don't make the cave guilty!"

"What is definitely not your child" I replied in a slightly heavy tone and difficult to remove.

"Damn it! I believe in you, but you do! Huhai! Judah we broke up!"

Bruk!

"Take everything!" Bimo put the things he bought on the table.

And this is the beginning of the Bimo severe accident that requires treatment for several months.

"What am I supposed to do?" I asked while hugging my body tightly.

I decided to go home with a chaotic face, a messy mind and everything I aspired to collapse instantly.

While on my way home, I realized that tomorrow was my sister's wedding day but I was forced to be absent to protect her from bad talk.

I decided to find a contract not far from the campus but it was all over.

I also decided to find a contract close to my workplace and get an old house but still very well.

So I stayed there for 2 months. My parents were angry, even my brother was angry because I wasn't there.

All my family cornered me, staring with a sharp gaze even I seemed to be no longer considered to be their child and family.

One week later.

Only my parents and my brother knew I was pregnant out of wedlock. I don't know where they know, which is for sure all my family dragged me home and explained everything.

My father cried to see his one daughter failed to be educated, failed to be a good father and mother also thought the same.

"Who? Who's Tan?"

"I-I don't know," I said lying.

"lik! Who's pregnant with you, Intan?"

"I don't know mom, I don't know, I don't know!"

Whether the pressure is like what is in my body, it feels like my head is so heavy my heart is tight, even I can not chat my emotions.

I immediately went out of this house without saying goodbye, back to my place. No but found Lisa's ustazah.

I asked her for help, I asked for a solution and I cried so much in Lisa's arms.

'Very warm embrace. Like my mother's embrace when I was a child, my mind said so.

Even I felt the symptoms of babyblus began to appear in me, depression and even my blood pressure often decreased suddenly.

I searched for him from all sources. I found out that he was in the same college as me and I immediately found out more.

I also found out that he was injured, I don't know what in a big hospital.

"Hahaha, you're doing this!" an unfamiliar voice sounded from under the stairs.

"But really?"

"Yes, but that's not the concept!" said a stranger to Intan.

Who else if not Ela. Ela and the white man headed to a Vvip room to see someone.

"Ela why is he here? It's not the white guy that's the same guy in the parking lot, is it? They're dating?" tanya Intan was astonished.

But I immediately dismissed the question and focused back on my mission.

Tok ... tok ...

'It looks like this room that entered the same as Ela earlier deh.' Intan guessed.

Sure enough when Valdo opened the door, 'This is Riky's room but why is Ela here too?'

"I'm sorry? Did you knock on this room?" valdo asked in a soft voice.

"Yes, is this really Riky Jaya's room?" ask me with a head position.

"Yes right, what's wrong?"

"How is his condition at the moment? Is he conscious?" ask this woman again.

"He's just gone through a critical period and we're waiting for him to come to his senses" Ado said.

"All right, thanks for the explanation. Please say my regards to him yes," take care of me and I immediately leave him.

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After Riky recovered, it was at this time that my parents finally discovered the existence of Riky Jaya. He, he was the one who had raped me while I was helping him.

But strange. When she met me, instead of her being angry or hating me, she was open and she was like a husband who was on standby until this very second.

"Is luck real?" ask yourself in front of a mirror.

"I finally met him again. He's the father of the child I bear."

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