The Last Love of My Life

Wh why?

Kinara had just arrived at her house, and she rushed into her room feeling very tired all day. When he was about to be his body on the bed, his gaze was immediately fixed towards a table not far from him.

Kinara saw a box that knew when and who had put it there, so that he did not see anything on the table this morning. Kinara himself rushed to the table to check it, and saw a box containing a cell phone inside.

"This is the phone I saw, why is it here?" He nodded slowly while opening the cell phone box.

Kinara started playing the phone and checking something in it, the appearance of the cell was seen just bought because the settings were still factory settings. The phone looks very good and the phone was what Kinara wanted before, Kirara herself was also confused why the phone was in her room.

Kinara felt that she had never bought the phone, but why was it in her room? Kinara was confused by what was happening at the moment. Kinara immediately rushed out from inside her room to find Bu Siti, Kinara wanted to inquire about the phone to Bu Siti.

"Miss!!" Call Kinara out loud to find Bu Siti.

Kinara searched Bu Siti all over the house but she did not find him either, not knowing where the middle-aged woman had gone from the house. Kinara continued to look for him while continuing to call out his name, it appeared that Siska had immediately appeared nearby.

"Why are you yelling, Nara? What's up?" Ask Siska to Kinara.

"Where's Grandma, Auntie?" Kinara asked back without answering Siska's previous question.

"He's in the garden, why look for Grandma?"

"Mante knows who put this phone in my room? There is this phone arriving. Did Auntie see who went into my room earlier?"

"Look at it,"

Siska was curious about the phone and she tried to borrow it from Kinara, Kinara himself immediately gave the phone to Siska to look at.

"It's an expensive phone" Siska said after seeing it.

"That's why I'm looking for Grandma, Auntie. We can't afford to buy a phone this expensive, let alone this phone arrived already in my room."

"Do not let your friend accidentally put it in your bag, you want to be framed by them for allegedly stealing."

"Tante mostly watch dramas, yes, my friend wants to have bad intentions with me?

"If that's not what this phone is from? Don't tell me you're pretending this phone is already in your room?"

"Where am I taking this phone, Auntie. I don't have the money to buy it but that doesn't mean I took it, it's in my room and I don't know. That's why I'm looking for grandma to ask her for an explanation,"

"Mom will be home soon, we'll just wait here until he comes" Siska said.

"Good Aunt."

Kinara nodded her head seriously, she could not wait for Bu Siti's arrival at the house. Kinara was very curious about the cell phone in her room, whether it was a cell phone belonging to who arrived was already in her room.

Suddenly the sound of the door being opened by someone, hearing it immediately made the two people rise from their seats and immediately rushed to come to the voice. Bu Siti was very surprised when she saw the two arrive already in front of her, more surprised when she saw someone else was near Bu Siti.

"Have you come home, son?" Ask a woman near Bu Siti.

"What are you doing here?" Kinara asked in a surprised tone.

"Are Grandmas not allowed to visit her grandchildren? Grandma also misses her grandchildren.

Kinara just silently watched the figure of the woman next to Bu Siti, after which Bu Siti invited Lia to enter her house and invited her to sit in the guest room.

Ms. Siti bids her to go inside her house to make Lia a drink, while Siska does not want to interrupt the conversation between the two and decides to help her mother.

Lia smiled when she saw a cellphone in Kinara's grasp, seeing Lia's gaze fixed on her hand, it immediately made Kinara put the phone on the table.

"You bought it?" Ask Kinara.

"Do you like it, son? Everything is complete there, including a photo of your mother's and father's youth. Have you checked it?"

"No. I don't like it, just take it," Kinara said as she handed the phone to Lia.

"Why? Is the phone less good? Let Grandma buy you another one of the nicest,"

"No need. I don't like it,"

"Why?"

"It must be that guy who told you to buy it, right? I don't want to."

"No, Nara. Rifki didn't tell me to buy you that, it's my will to buy you a new phone,"

"I can't believe it, tell him never to bother me. I don't want to hear anything about him, I don't like it."

"Nara's..."

"I hate all of you. Why did you let Mama die? No one defended him, not even saved him. When Mama was alive, you all didn't care about me and Mama, but when Mama died you were kind enough to be nice to her. I hate everything!" Said Kinara with tears as she said so.

"Nara's sorry about that, Grandma really doesn't know. If Grandma had known, Granny would have prevented it earlier," Lia said while holding Kinara's hand.

"It's not your fault. But don't ever bother me again, every time I see you all, my heart hurts so much." Kinara let go of Lia's hand.

Suddenly Rifki appeared in that place, out of nowhere he came the two did not know it. Rifki stood in front of Kinara, looking at Kinara with a complicated gaze to interpret. Kinara who saw the shadow of Rifki immediately stood up from his seat, and stared intently at Rifki.

Rifki also put something on the table, Kinara's gaze followed the movement of her hand. A small knife was always held by Nadhira, and Kinara recognized the object.

"Just return your property, hopefully it can protect you from all danger" replied Rifki with a long sigh.

Kinara immediately took the small knife and grasped it tightly, she missed Nadhira so much. Maybe only that thing was left for him, and able to be a penghantian longing for his mother even if only for a moment.

"Mama," said Kinara softly as she hugged the tiny, closed object.

Seeing Kinara cry it made Rifki want to calm the girl down, but she did not know what to do. Rifki overhears Kinara's conversation with Lia, knowing that Kinara hates her and doesn't want to see her family again.

Unwittingly by Rifki, his hand tries to wipe the top of Kinara's head. Feeling the gentle swipe from Rifki, Kinara immediately put away the hand with a roughness.

"Don't touch me!" Kinara Sentak.

"Nara, may Papa hug you just once for my shady remedy. After that, Papa will never bother you, Papa promised. Let Papa hold you for just a moment" Rifki said.

"No!" Kinara unscrewed the small knife and pointed it at Rifki.

*Flashback on*

"I'm sorry Papa, Papa's wrong son, I'm sorry Papa has left you three in this way, all Papa Nak's fault, you have the right to be angry with Papa, hit Papa Nak, hit Papa Nak, if you also want Papa's life, then take Papa willingly to give it to you, Papa just won't be able to see you angry like this to Papa, forgive Papa, forgive Papa, Papa knows the mistake Papa made is very difficult to get an apology from you".

"Well what purpose did Papa leave the three of us all along? Don't you know what I've been feeling all this time? Having to step alone without the presence of a father who accompanies me, it hurts me Pa, especially when I see Ayu who keeps calling Papa's name like that, but what? Papa didn't come to see him, now Papa comes just an apology that Papa can say?".

"You know that this mistake that Papa has made is too great for you, son, and even the thousand apologies that Papa says will not lessen your heartache to Papa, so how can Papa make up for the mistakes that Papa has done son?".

"If I wanted Papa's life now, would Papa give it to me right now?".

Rifki's question immediately made Haris feel like he was struck by a lightning so powerful, but Haris was able to show a smile on his face.

Haris was more willing that he would die in his son's hands than to have to see his son so angry like this to him, for him the death was not so scary that he was afraid of just not getting forgiveness from his son.

Haris smiled so happy to Rifki who was in front of him at this time, because his son wanted his life at this time it means he will die in the hands of his son.

It was a happy thing for Haris, because he could die in the hands of his son, in the hands of his own flesh and blood in order to get forgiveness from his own son.

"If that's your wish then take my son, and if you have to die in your hand it doesn't matter to Papa, because Papa will be happy to have died in the hands of such a great son that you've seen, if you'd like to forgive the mistakes that Papa made, Papa would be sincere to give Papa's life to you right now, son".

"Then do Pa, I really want Papa's life for now".

"Do you really want Papa Nak's life?". Ask Haris again to his son.

"Yes, I want it so much, so give it to me right now Pa, if Papa really loves us three, then give Papa's life to me right now".

"If a child asks his parents, his parents will try to give it to his child". Haris said as he stepped towards where the survival equipment was.

Rifki looked at his Papa's face carefully, there was no doubt in the man's face, the man was so serious about his words and would do whatever origin his son could to apologize to him.

Haris held a knife that was sharp enough and taper walking towards where Rifki was, Rifki's gaze did not budge from his position or his face at all.

It makes Haris can only sigh because his son really wants his life, Haris closed his eyes and intends to scratch the blade of the knife his neck, Haris, without him thinking that it was not his neck that was scratched but the hand of his own son who was holding the blade tightly.

Sringg....

Before the blade touched his Papa's skin, Rifki immediately swung his hand to hold the blade and did not let the blade hit the neck of his Papa, he did not care at all about the pain he was feeling right now.

Although his blood was bleeding heavily, Rifki did not care about it at all, the blood dripped onto the ground where Haris was standing at the moment, Haris who realized that the knife he was holding was being held by someone made him open his eyes.

"Akhs...". Rifki sigh when feeling the incision in the hand because of the knife.

"What are you doing, son?". Haris said in a panic when he found out his son's hands were bleeding and flowing profusely.

Rifki immediately pulled the knife from Haris' hand, although his hand was now covered with blood, Rifki did not look at all in pain and even Rifki threw the knife far away from him.

Haris immediately grasped the hand of his son who was slashed by the knife, Haris could feel that his son was enduring the pain of the knife incision because Rifki's hand was shaking slowly by itself without the will of Rifki.

Hands that once looked healthy, now begin to turn pale because of the amount of blood that comes out through the hand, rifki's blood dripping onto the ground had partially started to freeze and the clump in his hands began to feel a little sticky and the rancid smell of blood began to smell.

"Rifki deserves it Pa". Rifki say quietly.

"What are you saying, son, why are you hurting yourself, forgive Papa, don't do something like this again, Papa won't see you hurt". Haris said, who grew more panicked when he saw Rifki shed her tears.

"Rifki can't be angry with Papa, forgive Rifki's attitude towards Papa earlier, Rifki deserves this kind of wound because Rifki has hurt Rifki's parents, Rifki's parents, he said, and now the frustration and disappointment in Rifki's heart is now completely gone along with the dripping of my blood is Pa".

*flashback off*

Rifki smiled considering her past, not expecting that it was her son who pointed the knife at her. Although he smiled, but his tears could escape from his eyes.

Rifki also stepped closer to Kinara, while Kinara actually reflexed immediately back a few steps. Without Kinara realizing that his body had already hit the wall behind him, it meant that he could no longer stay away from Rifki.

"Don't come any closer, or I'll hurt you!" Threaten Kinara, and instantly make Rifki stop his steps.