The Last Heartbeat

Release the Heart

In the middle of the night, Luna woke up feeling pain in her abdomen, her hands squeezed her stomach that hurt to make a tightness in her chest.

Firza was sound asleep, on a long sofa. Luna continued squeezing her stomach until blood came out of the leg gap.

"Yank.... Please yank....!!! " Shouted Luna.

Firza woke up and was shocked by the life that had not been collected, running closer towards Luna.

"Yank... sick yank...!!! " Say Luna while holding Firza's hand.

"Astagfirullah, Yank blood Yank..!! "

"Quick call Doctor Yank, sick...!!! "

Firza immediately came out and called the Doctor, the doctor entered with the nurse immediately checked Luna's condition.

Luna was immediately taken to the ER room, to be given action. Firza frantically contacted her father-in-law to come to the hospital immediately.

"Hurry up, Pah, Luna's bleeding." Firza said from her phone call.

"When you go there now." Said Mr. Prabu from across.

"Firz." Said Doctor Husen.

"How's Doc? " Task Firza.

"Sorry, after checking the content can not be saved right. " Absaid Dr. Husen made Firza instantly limp.

"I'm sorry, we tried. Like his son in the womb your wife can't survive. "

"How should I tell Luna." Firza said frustrated.

"Slow down - slow down. "

Firza walked towards Luna, seen Luna still limp in trying to smile towards Firza.

"Yank, our son is fine, right? " Task Luna.

Firza approached, and clasping Luna's hand, both of Firza's eyes flushed red withstanding the pain after what befell the family.

"Yank, what's wrong with you? our son is okay, right? "

"I'm sorry, your husband has to say something bad. " Say Firza.

"No, that's not possible. Must be a lie." Luna.

"Our son cannot be saved. "

Hiks. hiks...

"No way, that's not possible....!!! " Luna shouted hysterically to coincide with Pak Prabu and Ibu Sinta entering.

"Our child cannot die hiks. hiks... hiks... can not...!! "

"Ikhlas dear, our son is already in heaven. " Sobvious Firza said.

"Darling, be patient. " Say Mother Sinta.

Hiks. hiks...

"I hate Luna's body, I hate her. This is because - because of the goddamn disease.. make my child die, I hate. this body hates why not die all of it this way, hiks... "

"Don't talk so yank, it's not your fault, because our son is weak. " Say Firza.

"Right, baby, your child is now calm in heaven does not feel the pain like his mother. God gives you the best, you must take his wisdom. " Said Mr. Prabu.

"No, this is still Luna's fault. I hate that this body made my son die. " Shouted Luna.

The doctor then entered and immediately gave a sedative injection on Luna's body, and now Luna was unconscious.

Hiks. hiks...

"Bah, Luna must be in shock. " Sinta's mother said directly hugging Mr. Prabu's body.

"Luna learns like that, we also feel the same loss. " Said Mr. Prabu.

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"Darling, you're awake. " Say Firza while gently stroking Luna's cheek.

"Where is our son Yank? " Sak Luna's.

"Our son is now playing in heaven, same angel. " Say Firza while holding back from crying.

"Why did God take my son, why? Hix... "

"Ssssttt can't talk like that, don't talk so bad. God takes it from us because it is best for our children. Heaven guarantees our son there, someday we will meet him. "

"Why, don't just take your lives, why should I be tortured with a disease like this. "

"Don't say that, God willing, he will be healed. "

"I won't heal Yank, I'll turn out not beautiful anymore. You see Yank, my thin body is like this. We better get divorced, you leave me. "

"What are you talking about, I'm not leaving you. How will you form because of illness, I will not stay you. "

"But I can't do anything - what Yank, how to serve a husband. "

"Enough Luna, once again you speak as soon as I leave now. "

"Go there, go. for what you are here, time runs out for sick people. We don't have a strong bond anymore, the child is no more. Divorce me now. "

"Enough Luna, enough. I will not divorce you. Again you say so, I'm gone. "

Hiks. hiks...

"Why did you leave so soon, baby. " Say Luna while rubbing her stomach.

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"Why are you sitting here? " Tanya Ibu Sinta saw her daughter-in-law sitting outside the room.

"I'd better avoid Luna. " Answer Firza.

"Why? say it to Mamah. " Say Mother Sinta.

"Luna asked for a divorce. " Say Firza.

"Astagfirullah, that's why he said that. "

"By Allah Mah, I accept Luna as she is. Even if there are no children, I will stay by his side. "

"Later to talk to Luna. "

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"You can't talk so dearly, Firza married you it's not because of the responsibility of having a child, but loving you too. Firza will still be your husband." Mother Sinta explained to her daughter.

"When Luna was happy Mah, when did Luna enjoy happiness. " Said Luna.

"God willing, you can pass the test of life. If your love is tested by God, then God loves Luna, and makes Luna remember God. " Sinta's mother hugged her daughter.

"But I as the wife is not perfect Mah, can not make the husband happy. "

"There are many ways to make your husband happy. "

From behind the door Firza eavesdropped on the conversation of his wife and mother-in-law. Firza wiped the tears that came out from the corner of both of her eyelids.

****

Firza entered, after her mother-in-law came home, Luna still turned her face when the husband approached.

"Where's the taste? better or is there something still? " Tanya Firza quietly.

"I want to be alone, not to talk first. " Answer Luna.

"Yes, then mamah rest, Papah wants to go to the cafeteria first. "

After Firza left, Luna cried. Firza looked behind the door when she found out that his wife was crying.

"No matter what your condition is, I will never leave you Luna. Until death do us part, I take care of you. I accept you as you are. Iklhas, Ikhlas because my love is the same you are very big. "

While in the room, Luna continued to cry, feeling the loss of the fetus that she was trying to maintain.

"I'm sorry, Mom, son...!!!

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