The Lake Of Love

Lake of love: chapter 27

Rismary's letter to Leo.

Baby Prabu, maybe when you read this letter I've gone far away leaving you forever. Maybe when you read this letter I laughed, playing with my twin sister Rosemary, your mother.

In your memory there may be many strange events and collide with the true story of your life. Sorry before, I've changed the order of that neat memory. But, despite this secret you will never remember in your memory.

This is a big secret in your life. I hope this one truth doesn't make you hate me. There is a reason that I will explain at the end of this short letter.

This story started when I was pregnant and Rosemary, my sister was pregnant too. We get married almost at the same time, and we get pregnant at the same time. My brother and I have been together since childhood. We were just orphans at 5 years old, we didn't recognize our parents. As we recall, we used to live in a classic luxury house and suddenly the incident happened no matter what happened.

After that, aunt Jane. I forgot who Jane's aunt was, she put my brother and me in the Cahaya Sirna orphanage. An orphanage with an uninhabitable building, my brother and I survived there. Hard, glad I went with my sister. To me, my brother is a guardian and an angel whom God has sent for me.

I am grateful to have a strong and strong sister like her. My brother and I went through education with the help of angelic hearted people, my brother and I went to school only until Junior High. After that, my brother and I decided to work to help the house mom take care of my sister after me. Our lives are not as beautiful in your memory.

Until, when I was 24. I met Agus Alwanta, he is your father. No one knows, if I ever had a relationship with your father no exception my brother. I finally broke off that unclear relationship with your father. When I broke up, my brother got the girlfriend of a little baker, his name was Ridwan.

Their relationship is fine. And almost decided on the marriage. But unfortunately, Ridwan had a consecutive accident that resulted in his death. It was the biggest blow for my brother, I also felt that blow.

One year passed, brother was able to forget the figure of Ridwan. He takes care of Ridwan's relics shop, yes Ridwan is also the same orphanage child like me and brother. He also fought hard to get through the cruel world of the city. My brother and I started a business, a little semi-pretty of the money was collected. The small bakery had already turned into a large and quite luxurious shop.

A meeting with your father also happened. If I'm honest, I haven't forgotten Agus. She was my first love and I will make her last. Time was fast, until Agus and sister got married. When Agus and brother got married, that was the biggest blow of my life. My love is in silence.

I'm strong, but it's not all that easy. I got drunk and ended up sleeping with someone I didn't know. When I got married, I was 2 weeks pregnant. I shut up, I don't want this to be a disgrace. After my sister got married, there was someone who would accept me for who I was. He is Gindar.

I married Gindar in a pregnant position. Brother knew that, he was disappointed with me. And so do I, I hate myself. Everything seems complicated. In my state of being 4 weeks pregnant and my marriage to my sister Gindar is also 2 weeks pregnant. My sister's family is very happy, Alwanta's family also likes my brother. I felt envy in my mind. But I try to always pull him off.

My marriage with Gindar did not go well, it turns out that Gindar married me because he had been sentenced to end-stage brain cancer and his age was only a matter of days. When I was 4 months pregnant, Gindar died. That's when I felt life was meaningless. Being pregnant out of wedlock, not knowing the father of my baby and the life that would be happy were to be lost.

My life is inversely proportional to my brother's. He is happy, not like me. Even happier, my sister is pregnant with twins. The day I spent struggling, I worked in the bakery itself. No one helped, because the sister was forbidden tired by her husband. Until my birth date arrives.

When I fought hard to give birth and finally my baby survived and was healthy, it was my happiness. But grief happens. The other twin sister's baby died, she didn't accept it and made a deal with me. If I want to give up my baby brother will give me a life of many treasures.

In the past, I thought living a lot of possessions would be fun. But it's all just my mind. My life was a mess and my life with my second husband did not go well. I was sentenced to have no children, maybe this is karma because I could throw my baby away.

Until I asked my son to come back. I tried my hardest to take away all my brother's happiness. Yes I'm selfish, I envy and I hate. I took my son away, but he managed to escape. I tried again and I got it. I used illicit medical science to make her lose her memory and make new memories that I corroded. I gave him the name Prabu Fajar Alwanta. Because I realized I wanted to name that name.

However, an ill-fated incident occurred. My brother died because of me. After brother died I thought I could take his position but I was wrong. Agus hates me, you hate me and only Leon understands me a little. Leon hated me too.

My life is full of hate from around me. Until you're in a coma, I really feel guilty. I was depressed and took tan medicine. Your consciousness from the coma makes you hate me even more. Really, I'm not strong if my own son hates me.

Before my departure, I tried your DNA test and agus and the results were 98.999% the same. Which means you are the son of Agus. I was surprised too, I didn't expect it to happen that way. It's all been happening. The DNA test was in the drawer under the bedside table. I initially only tried and intended to fake the test, but the results were unexpected. I just want that when I can't be around you, you won't suffer.

Leo, you are my son and agus. Your presence is my fault, but I love you very much. I love more than myself. I'm gone forever, because I'm not strong. This burden is too heavy, your hatred makes me even more depressed. I don't want to go carry this secret. I have written everything with my heart.

My love and affection transcend the vastness of space,.

I risked my life for your presence, you know,

I know, I'm stupid..

The mind of a mother is very sharp,

Dear Leo, I'm sorry your mother is son..

At the end of this post, please call me mommy..

That's the call I've always wanted to hear from your thick lips..

Mommy loves Leo forever...

Rismaries.

At the end of the letter was a picture of white and red roses. Flowers for Rosemary and Rismary. Orchid flowers are just a joke, to fool everyone. And now the secret is very clear. I don't know who's wrong, this must be God's line.