The King'S Bride < & Bride >

39. Alessa Licrant

The wind again blew, the heart that had become ashes on the docked ship now flew back to follow the Wind...

Is there any reason for this broken Heart to return to the same place?...

My morning started with a noise,

I could feel the bed moving as if someone was riding on it other than myself, but from drowsiness I did not open my eyes

"Mother..."

Samar faint adorable voice sounded in my ears. I can feel a little peck on my face "Ehm..." I squirm because I still don't want to wake up. I can feel one of them getting into my arms "Mother.... Wake up...."

"Beauty moment" I muttered as I dyed her hair. "Mother... Why just Hanzel get Morning kiss from you?" the Khana protests that arrived just fell between me and Hanzel.

I kissed the khana hair slowly and then I sat on the bedside and tied up my hair that was unraveled. "Morning Baby.." said I who got a kiss on my right and left cheek "Morning is also Mother.." murmured Hanzel who immediately lay lazily beside me, Khana was also the same.

These two little angels of mine are so adorable, they're spoiled in the morning like any other child. It didn't feel like they were both almost five years old and that means I'm getting older

"Have you taken a shower?" my question was answered by a limp ring from the two of them. Hanzel opened her mouth and with the same Puppy eyes as mine she started talking "Mother... I can't be with Khana coming with Daddy Arzan. Daddy Arzan said he wanted to swim"

"Yes mother, Khana wants to swim with Daddy. Mother also follows..."

I closed my eyes to avoid being affected by their puppy eyes

"No, mother doesn't want to"

My answer was short, their faces were immediately sad as if they wanted to cry

"Taa...But mother..."

"Sst.kan mama just said mama does not want, it does not mean you can not come with Daddy" I said while brushing both their hair. Hanzel and Khana jump pleasure "Yeay can learn to swim with Daddy" they murmured simultaneously

"But remember don't be Naughty and follow Daddy there later. Oh yes there is one more condition, before going swimming you have to have breakfast first" I said to the two who responded with a nod. Geck...Geck...Geck... The sound of knocking turned my attention towards the door, a beautiful girl still complete with her pajamas standing on the doorstep

"Morning, Aunty"

"Morning is also dear" I said. I waved my hand to tell her to come closer and sit near me, Hanzel and Khana as well

"Why did you all wake up so early?"

"Astagfirullah, Aunty. I forgot I was told by Arzan to call Hanzel Khana and he told me to get up Aunty" Lucy explained. I croaked his head slowly "Other times don't want to be told dear, especially if the person who told me was chatty like Arzan's" said I who got a thumbs up from Lucy "Aunty just calm, just calm, anyway Lucy is also paid two Euros by Om Arzan so Lucy wants to hehehe" explained Lucy who managed to make me laugh "Smart child" murmured me unconsciously.

I immediately got up and picked up the instant hijab I used to wear before wearing it I went to wash my face first.

When I came out I saw everyone gathered at the dinner table

"Hm... Should you cook?"

I asked everything. Arzan shook his head and pointed at the parcel on the table

"Yeay burger" Hanzel first takes a round pack and Khana also follows along but she takes a long one

"I want kebabs" he muttered as he opened the package.

Everyone started eating after reciting the prayer, I stared intently at Arzan "Fast Food in the morning, you think it's good for health?"

Arzan shook his head "Of course not, but sometimes it's okay. I also bring special food for you, there's pizza too" I stared at the pizza for quite a while

"Yes, if you don't want to, it's okay, I can take it again" murmured Arzan. I quickly picked up a cardboard pizza and put it in the fridge

"Aunty so breakfast what if the pizza is entered into the refrigerator?" ask Lucy who's still eating burgers in her hand. I smiled and took a bowl of cold fruit from the refrigerator "The food Aunty is no less delicious than Fast Food"

I put it in the microwave and took the cheese mayonnaise out of the fridge. After mixing everything together I brought her to the "Fruit salad dining table... Do you guys want to?"

The first to take with a spoon is Arzan while the kids are still busy with their Fast Food. "It's Yummy" muttered Arzan

During the meal we talked "So how are the wedding preparations going?" I asked Arzan, Arzan grunted angrily "You said you wanted to help but what? To try on a wedding dress since last month you have not done" protested Arzan connected with grutuannya

"Bareng me, I'm the one who married but Al if you wait the same I can jata holiday together can wait for the apocalypse first"

"YES, don't get married. Or marriage do not need to wear a wedding dress, easy how life is made difficult.." long time so I became upset myself yes talking about marriage.

"Yes, don't dong Al, later in the afternoon we go try the dress let me pick up the children at school and you at the Campus"

I just nodded when I had suggested using someone else whose size is the same for trying on the dress later when the wedding dress will be worn is also very unfortunate that advice was rejected by him.

After that I was busy with my work again, because a message I stepped out of my comfort zone when you could say this is my break time, just now I was sitting in a cool and cool health room. According to the message in front of the lobby but no one was waiting there why my legs took me to the side yard there he was

What's-her-name?

Rumireo Radeya isn't it?

I greeted him and started talking this time my chance asked, I happen to be a child still in school. So I will finish the curiosity that perched this time, yes at first I was not interested in the story but over time I actually thought about the reason to equate me with Alin. She started telling me the last time she saw Alin now I know we're both really similar after Ru showed me her picture, couldn't she be my twin brother who switched? That's the most absurd thing I've ever thought of where there's a twin sister whose name is exactly the same. Yes my real name is Alin Craetta but I doubt if I'm really the Alin people are looking for in front of me

Maybe it's Alin Craetta that Ru's looking for, that's one plausible explanation because the timing is really fitting I was pregnant for 9 months in a blind state and Ru said when she left five years ago her Alin was also blind and she was also pregnant

If I really was the Alin he was looking for, why did he find me now? and my biggest question is why does this heart tell me not to bring up the past? Was it in the past that I was dumped or was he that I cast out? ask me to myself.

I want to not care because it's all the past and now all that matters to me is Hanzel and Khana, but unfortunately I know after this I will keep thinking if I do not find an answer from him so inevitably I have to interfere in this.

I've been wet so I've dived even if I can't swim there are still many aids I can use. I leave this to my Lord, let me be said to be shameless for meddling

I answered everything Ru asked until a question stunned me how I could answer it

If I were Alin, I'd go back to him...

From Ru's story I went away from her, but what was the reason I left her alone and took the risk of going while pregnant even again blind. All this time I must have a reason to act.

This made my head hurt and I could feel the turmoil in my stomach, why now and why in front of a handsome man like Rumireo? I regret not taking the medicine.

'Ah 'Akh...Shit my breath tight ' I murmured in Heart. I can't bear to not moan, fortunately I brought my medicine. It is better for me to take medicine than to be taken to a doctor or hospital because later Ganesh and Arzan will grow chatty if I know my disease is relapsing.

Ru invites me to eat but I haven't had time to answer yes, Arzan suddenly appeared like Jin from a bottle. I saw him bring the kids behind

"Don't touch him." said Arzan once again. No matter why he became overprotective, yes actually he was always exaggerating but this time I was like seeing sparks coming out of his eyes

"Why you?" I asked Arzan, Arzan just kept quiet and did not tell me "We haven't seen Mr Ruan Ruo in a long time!" he swore with a grin on a handsome face. Arzan whispered in my ear "Take the kids away first!" I just nodded because I didn't want Arzan's emotions to explode

I know there must be something Arzan is covering up from me because I'm not as stupid as he thinks. All this time I just kept quiet and didn't ask any questions about my past but now I have to know the truth

After taking the children to the health room to play and rest, I returned to Arzan and Ru's place. I did not immediately say hello to them instead I hid behind the wall and eavesdrop on their conversation and even peeked

"Stay away from him, he's not the Alin you're looking for" Arzan said as he pulled Ru's collar. Ru let go of Arzan's hand and grinned "So he's right Alin, I'm guessing you're all playing with his death"

"I said stay away from him or you won't be able to see him again"

"She's still my wife I have the right to take her" from where I stand I can see Ru clenching her fingers very strongly

Then Arzan put on a look of disdain towards Ru "After what you did to her, you can still say she is your wife?! I've never seen anyone who's shameless and cruel"

"I want to fix everything but you're in my way"

"Free Mr. Rumireo Radeya you're too late... You know why he doesn't recognize you? That's because he's got Retrograde amnesia"

A retrograde?

I want to laugh at it, according to my own analysis that I have experienced should be Dissociative Amnesia symptoms . It is true that the causes of both are the same, but the symptoms and treatment are different, if Retrograde Amnesia is what I remember is the inability to bring back past memories that are more than ordinary forgotten events and this disease can be cured with therapy. Dissociative Amnesia occurs when a person blocks certain information, usually related to a stressful or traumatic event, but this causes him to be unable to remember important personal information and the only way to treat it is the person's own desire to remember it again.

I've tried to remember it but it's not as easy as I imagine every time I try to remember it my head will feel ironed a ton and my breath is congested exactly like five years ago after waking up from accidents.

"So he had amnesia? I will make him remember me again" Ru said with great confidence. Arzan frowned "It's not as easy as flipping a palm" Arzan muttered, then I saw Arzan whispering something in Ru's ear that made him shaken and stand blankly in his eyes.

"It's up to you to believe it or not but this time I make sure Alinku will not be hurt again for the umpteenth time" Arzan said as he walked towards me. I immediately hid in the wall again and then I heard a laughing voice from behind me "If you want to peek at least look for an invisible place" I turned towards the owner of the voice.

"You scared me" I muttered to the laughing Arzan. "Ayoo-like... You promised me today to be with me!" Arzan pulled my arm like he was pulling a child. For a glance I stared at Ru who was still silent in her place

~Tbc