The Kinan Journey

The Kinan 45

2 Weeks later the ijab of Qabul Vishnu and Kinan was carried out, with a full atmosphere of haru, peace without any grudges in the hearts of anyone, Bian was painstakingly guarding Kafeel during the sacred process took place, Frans was there too.

The event was carried out simple but still looks luxurious impression in her, after legitimately being Vishnu's wife, Kinan instead became nervous every close to the man he had long known it.

At this time the event was over, the guests namely relatives and neighbors had started to go home to each other and there were several relatives who stayed overnight.

Mamah approached Kinan and Vishnu who were sitting near their escorts, a small chatter and laughter emerged from the mouths of Kinan and Vishnu.

"Vishnu, Kinan, let Kafeel sleep with Mamah ya malem, you rest, you must be tired."

Said Mamah, but Vishnu just shook his head quickly.

"Well that's Mah, don't let Kafeel be like us."

Vishnu protested while Kinan was silent, according to what Vishnu's decision on Mamah's offer, Mamah was amazed.

'Thank God, Vishnu is selfless.'

"Yes already then, you better rest yes, Kafeel is the same Susnya."

"Yes Mah." Vishnu and Kinan replied in unison, leading them to glance at each other.

From the other side Bian gazed poignantly at the newlyweds, occasionally playing his own finger a sign he was agitated, to be honest, he said, seeing his biological sister make a sacred promise with his ex-wife makes him more aware.

If he was the dumbest man to waste diamond after pebble, the guilt would be more pronounced on his chest, even if one day Bian asks Kafeel to be with him 1 night Bian is not worthy.

Because the custody of Kafeel was in Kinan's hands, and it was at his own request, now Bian began to fear anyway, what if when Kafeel grew up, Kafeel knew that if his own father never considered his existence even to the point of insulting, no tears began to drip.

"Mr Bian!!" A loud voice calling her made Bian startled himself, Bian turned his head and found Fina already in front of him while carrying a broom.

"What the hell is Fin?" Ask Bian wonder.

"From this Mr. I called, but Mr. even put it on, I'm sorry to settle this ambal Sir, I want to wipe, look it's all dirty." Said Fina by pointing the former several packages of snacks and fruits on the ambal.

Bian breathed a rough breath, when Bian got up he actually felt his legs cheese that made his body turn and then held on to Fina's arm so that he did not fall.

"Why sir?" Fina Heboh.

"Sorry.sorry, that's okay." Bian replied then quickly passed leaving Fina dumbstruck.

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Kinan stared at Haru as well as awkwardly at the back of Vishnu who stepped in front of him with Kafeel who was asleep in Vishnu's sling.

"Sorry, nan, please open the door." Vishnu turned to face Kinan, he could not open the door of the room because both of his hands were holding Kafeel.

"Yes." Yeah." Kinan answered briefly and then immediately opened the door, Vishnu entered first and Kinan followed in, with Vishnu painstakingly put Kafeel slowly, not forgetting to kiss the forehead and cheeks of Kafeel that had begun to contain.

Again Kinan only noticed by standing on the lips of the spring bed, Vishnu turned and sat on the spring bed right in front of Kinan, Then Vishnu grasped both hands of Kinan meaningfully.

Vishnu looked up at Kinan's face deeply, a smile beginning to be etched on his lips.

"My wife." Vishnu said softly, making Kinan embarrassed.

"From now on we fight together yes, we start a new life the three of us, doain me, hopefully I can be a good Husband and Dad for both of you."

"Sit here." Vishnu slowly pulled Kinan's hand until Kinan now sat right beside him, Vishnu again changed his sitting position facing Kinan, then cupped Kinan's face with his two hands.

"If one day I do something wrong, please tell me and let me know if it's wrong, and please, it's always on my side."

Kinan took Vishnu's hand off his face and clasped Vishnu's hand tightly.

"Why so melow anyway, don't dong."

"Hehe let it be a romantic movie darling."

Degs...Dear.

Kinan's stewed crab face seems to have appeared, Vishnu advanced his face and kissed Kinan's cheek, for the first time.

Kinan POV

Hah, Vishnu kissed my cheek, I felt happy as well as more embarrassed, let alone the scent of Vishnu perfume was so stinging and gave the impression of romance and comfort increasingly prominent.

O Allah, I am ashamed, because that is why I kept quiet, not only shame but also pride, because Vishnu was so painstaking in taking care of Kafeel, my son.

Just wait!! Vishnu began to give me a strange look, well how is this yes, I am very nervous, honestly my confidence is lost at this time, how is not Vishnu still a virgin, while I....

Yep! My final hand restrains Vishnu's face.

"Why Honey?" Vishnu asked in surprise, I only replied with a soft shake.

"I'm not ready for you." Answer me nervously.

"What's wrong, sorry if I'm too hasty, you're so pretty, heheh." Vishnu gave me a joke, maybe so I wouldn't be nervous.

I tried to smile, but somehow my tears suddenly shed and I cried in Vishnu's arms.

"Hey Kinan, you're why."

I felt the palm of Vishnu continue to rub my head, hiks..hiks.how I answered him, I was ashamed Vishnu, I was afraid because I was a widow, I could not satisfy you in bed, I was ashamed of Vishnu, this is the reason I insisted on rejecting you back then!!.

"Ak..I can't!!" I stammered, I heard Vishnu sigh and took off his embrace and looked back at my beautiful face.

"What can't, I swear, I don't understand?"

Vishnu's face is very serious at this time, O Allah, how to explain it, it feels very stressful I think of him.

"I am the widow of nu, I am afraid.I am afraid I cannot make you.pu.pu.pu satisfied..when we....."

"This is what you're talking about, and yes, I DON'T CARE, I love you sincerely, I don't care about your past, you girl or widow, I don't care, understand Kinan, please, don't be all you think about!".

"I don't trust myself." Say to Vishnu again, maybe honestly better, and will make my heart relieved.

"Take care of yourself, I'll take a shower."

Vishnu got up and stepped into the bathroom, and right now I was crying so soundlessly.

The Kinan POV end.