The Journey to True Love

Happy But Painful

~ A Week Later ~

Thania and Steven are finally back together again but this time only a friend because Thania is still afraid to fall in love again because of her failure for a few times ago.Thania is afraid to fail again and end by hurting each other again especially those who are currently with him who have had several times a relationship with him and ended up painful so Thania does not want to repeat itself where the painful moment was but, will be,on the other hand Thania's heart said another with what she thought.In her heart Thania wanted to knit her love back with Steven but again in her mind she did not want anyone to be hurt again.

Although Thania and Steven's relationship this time is only a friend but Steven always deliver and pick up Thania on campus.

Once upon a time,Thania invited Steven to hang out at a cafe after Thania finished college and Thania also agreed.When at the cafe they ordered drinks and some snacks and a few moments later their order arrived.After that Steven arrived arrived asking him

Steven : "Tania, can you ask? "

Thania: "how to ask what can you do? yes, Stev, what do you want? "

Steven : "we can say every day we meet and I often pick you up at college too, I want to ask if you have no intention to turn back to me? "

Thania: "how have you come to ask? "

Steven : " yeah..not what the hell I just want to ask because honestly if I still love you even though maybe you just consider me as a friend but I hope we like it again "

Steven : "yes, yes,I know kok.gak what if emang you are not ready I also understand but I will remain beside you even though only limited to friends because I still love you even though we used to hurt each other but I sincerely love you "

Thania: "She's sorry but I'm really not ready to date again love me time, I feel happier with us this way because there will be no one to hurt each other "

Steven: "yes I'll give you some time somehow, I'll wait until you're ready and I'll always be next to you "

Thania: "thank you Stev, you want to know me and stay with me "

Steven: " yes Than "

They both ended up finishing drinks and snacks ordered and left.Steven drove Thania home and she came home.

At home, when,Thania went into her room and lay in bed thinking about what Steven said at the cafe.Thania was happy to have a friend like Steven but on the other hand she was very sad and sad sick because he can not accept Steven back because his heart is not ready to be in a relationship with anyone including Steven.Thania is still too afraid to hurt or hurt his partner later.Thania wants to heal his heart completely until he could be ready again to open his heart at this moment. But with a statement from Steven on that day Thania actually felt she was very happy to be with Steven who was sincere by her side but it also hurt for her because they could not be with their relationship like there was a boundary that limits them both.