
I was determined to find Tania the woman really drove me crazy if I didn't find her either in school I didn't know who she was but since that day it was very disturbing I think she's the most beautiful woman I've ever met, maybe everyone wouldn't believe me saying Tania the beautiful woman I met with my own sister was so beautiful and so was my mother but I was still so admire that woman if you ask me why I love her answer is her lips and eyes I really like that tiny thin lips if she smiles I really love that woman in my time staining her I felt that lips were so soft what else when she said the word despite looking pleading but I like it when she spoke those eyes meaningfully I like that I was really crazy on her but I will prepare my heart when I find her wants her married or not but I have to meet her at least even though I can't have her but I can confirm her happiness.
The beginning of my search for it is in our place of school used to be memories there still attached to how I and Arvin very naughty nickname school thug was very pleasant I passed a lot of time with Arvin . But it's a pity all day I've been looking for information not to find Tania even though I went to her neighbor's house and told her that Tania's family never came back to disappoint me
I decided to go home to my apartment not to forget I stopped by the supermarket to buy food supplies snack snacks and instant noodles yes because I can not cook his usual also Arvin who cook but I ngak can at all after I finished going home and into the apartment put on the dining table when I want to ride I was shocked to find mama on the sofa that was asleep I approached her and squatted
"Mama" said I slowly rubbed mama's hand
"Dear you're home" said Mama, holding my face
"Mama still misses you ngak papa will mama nginap last night here" said mama smiled I just smile mama there is just me this is mature cook will sleep with mama
"Mom I'll grow up and be jealous" I laughed
"Judge me if papa's jealous mama will hit him" said mama fierce make me smile
"Mama wants to eat" I asked because honestly I'm very hungry
"You bought food" asked Mama
"There's no instant noodles" I said scratching my head because my mom doesn't like me to eat noodles
"Satria are not healthy" said mama
"Yes mama knows I can't cook so I want to do it again" I said because it's true
"Later mama will tell people to send food every day" said mama
"Yes ma ma I took a shower ma" I stood up and then I turned to my room like mama called someone let me know mama missed me because it had been a long time apart but want how again
After I took a shower I put on knee border pants shirt combing new hair I headed to the place to eat and it turns out there papa too I smiled approaching them
"Papa bring food" said papa smiling
"Let's love eat mama bribe want"bid mama I chuckle softly
"Not let me bribe mama" said I smiled and took the plate that mama had prepared I immediately greeted mama and I saw papa's face was very bad at sight
"Ma look at me" I glanced at papa
"Let it be a pity she has been satisfied with mama for years without your interruption" said the mother smiled and accepted my bribe again
"This is what I kill your son if it's like this" papa's agony makes me chuckle softly
"If that happens there will be news of Mr. Kenzo killing his son because of jealousy well there will be horrendous news "his words tease papa he looks very upset
"Dear cook you prefer him you know I'm jealous" said papa hugging mama
"What the heck like ABG's son is old"sindir mama papa more upset he manyun I shook his head slowly seeing that papa is always spoiled on mama
"Darling what are your plans while looking for that woman" asked Mama
"I really want to go back ngojek" I replied because that's all I could meet a lot of people who know I could meet Tania
"Pa I told you if I wanted to be independent" I said
"Honey whatever you do mama will always support you as long as it's a good thing mama got angry when you broke people's girls but mama realized you did it because of mama because circumstances that force mama happy you want to be a man responsible "mama said smile
"To be honest not only want to be responsible ma but because I love him" said I'm embarrassed mama and papa look surprised
"Jeez Satria cook yes you love only once will you meet againan mending you ask for help sir John just look for her you just send her photos" said papa shocked I said
"Papa don't know when I saw her it's like what she pulled me pa she had the attraction of opening my heart and bringing her even I'm crazy about her" I said quickly
"G spirit chasing your love do not give up just like that" said the smiling mama rubbed my head we continued eating
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The day I go to the bar and the night I go to the bar is not without because I think that Arvin said it's true if Tania is a woman at night how so I hang out at the bar watching the night woman who behaves like a caterpillar but somehow I am not interested or tempted even though they tease me wait to cook yes I am impotent is not a disorder but right I feel not tempted at all
"Master wants me to serve"her words pulled my shirt to get close I did not flinch at all the woman started to kiss my neck but still I felt ordinary she started sitting on my lap staring me in the eyes
"I'm not tempted at all "I flatly said
"Basic impotent" said his geez it's true there I'm really impotent but I don't care if I want to focus on Tania
"Ehh wait" I said as he stood up
"Old man working here" I asked
"Yes pretty long" he said upholding the drink
"Know this woman when she was 15 years old" I pointed to a picture of Tania in my wallet that was still so sweet she stared at her
"If there is no woman here I know the other workers" he replied
"Well, thank you "said I put the money and then left I don't care about the woman anymore and then headed to another bar I entered too late because of the pretty rame where I approached the sexy dressed woman
"Hi"what am I
"Hi's handsome" she said smilingly offering me a drink but I don't drink
"Old man working here" I asked
"Lumayan "the test
"Know this woman or have seen her" I saw a picture of Tania
"Well, there's no kayaking"the answer is I was disappointed but I did not give up in the slightest I went back to the next bar and there was no whereabouts Tania had been all over the bar I visited but did not find her I was disappointed in her
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After coming home from ngojek I made coffee sitting on the bed with my laptop I looked at the photo of Tania that I keep on the laptop I took from the school mading first when there was a photo of Tania she was so beautiful and sweet I like that I smile little wiping her hair mane
"I won't give up looking for you" I murmured violently I'll keep looking for you until I meet