
Zain was increasingly confused by Jihan's crying, Jihan was used to vomiting like this, even worse than this was also taken to the hospital
Pouring vomit on Zain's body was common during Jihan's pregnancy, but Jihan didn't cry like this
" Why baby?" ask Zain gently and Jihan is still TEAR-BREAKING
" Dear, diem yes, Umi no longer think strange strange, right?" asked Zain again still holding Jihan who was still crying
" Hix... O Allah.." Jehan's cries continued to break with her who continued to embrace Zain as well
Zain was silent and thought to himself because he did not know what was going on,
Long enough Jihan cried, and Zain made no sound just stroking her shoulders and also Jihan's head gently
" O Allah." said Jihan again and Zain continued to stroke Jihan's head gently and occasionally, inserting a son of Jihan's hair that covered his face
" Umi why it is so weak is Bah" said Jihan arrived
Jihan thinks that in this pregnancy she is sad and weak, far from the previous pregnancy
" It hurts.. Hiks hyks.." Jihan's cries continued to break while pressing on her chest which was still feeling pain
Zain understood what Jihan was feeling, and was already sensitive to this sick word that Jihan said
" Sorry dear.. Sorry" said Zain who also shed tears
" Umi used to be strong, and even pura healthy in order to keep working" said Jihan again remembering the past of her suffering
Where in her previous pregnancy, 3 times pregnant she had to be strong, fall awake and must look healthy because she had to work for the sake of her child
Even though his body was no longer able to eat, eating did not feel, sleeping time was too much, vomiting came at all times, without anyone helping and accompanying what else spoiled him like this
" It must always pretend to smile to look happy" he added again so heavy it felt first
" Where was it? what was it that used to be? just can and feel the way for him, why is there no brother next to Umi first, why did you used to be evil with Umi" said Jihan again crying and hitting the chest of Zain field
Zain could not say anymore, Zain also cried and regretted his actions first, which made his wife as a victim of his selfishness, a victim of heart ripping due to his oral can ever be guarded
" Sorry dear... Sorry, forgive Abah, who was so sinful" Zain replied softly by continuing to kiss Jihan's head
Zain never offended when Jihan brought up her past, it was indeed very painful, even she herself still felt pain where when she remembered Jihan who was too indifferent to her, Jihan who did not think it existed
But fortunately his wife is Jihan, who at the time of the big mistake Zain, who has broken Jihan's heart into pieces, and even had the emotional and selfish time not to say hello to Zain, but Jihan persisted, even admitting all her mistakes to Zain, and apologizing
Zain had imagined if his wife was not Jihan, Zain did not know how the fate of his household, his good name even his family, and maybe Zain is not currently known as a successful businessman, Zain, or the famous Kyai, but may be missing his good name
Because of one's achievements, and one's kindness will certainly dim immediately when the person once made a mistake, either in real or in the news only
Becik ketitik olo ketoro, so private Java that can describe it
" Thank you, Umi, have survived for Abah, thank you still always be a forgiving woman who Abah Got, thank you, has become Abah's best wife, and Umi's best for children" said Zain still holding Jihan
Jihan grew more and more into her cries, when she heard the words Zain said just now, even though she thought she was not an extraordinary woman if there was no Zain beside her
But no woman is willing to be so alone in honey, and wronged continuously, in the word katai continuously, what else by her own husband
Jihan rose from Zain's arms with her face full of TEARS
And Zain also got up and sat facing Jihan who looked very sad
Zain grabbed Jihan's pretty face with gentleness, and Cup....
One kiss landed on Jihan's forehead gently and Jihan shook Zain's arm tightly
" I'm sorry Umi, Umi is not a perfect woman clean from sin, Umi is still a lot wrong with Abah" said Jihan stopped because Zain closed Jihan's mouth with his index finger
Jihan is not a proud woman with what she achieves, what she gets and she has right now,
The more guilt he feels, the more guilt and sin, what else when he remembers his excessive behavior on Zain, it makes him feel like a useless doormat
Yes human life is useless just because in the pennant pennant only, what else is accompanied by a haughty and arrogant attitude towards others
It is not to make our lives more noble but without us realizing it is precisely we drop ourselves
Padi, the older the more contained and the more down, if he is old he stands it kopong means
Jihan hugged Zain tightly and rearranged her heart so as not to always remember the sad past
" O Allah strengthen the heart of your despicable servant and keep away from the past, O Allah" Jihan said in Zain's arms
Zain returned his embrace and continued to kiss Jihan on the forehead,
" Yes, don't cry on the baby, " said Zain while stroking Jihan's stomach gently
Jihan smiled and Zain wiped her tears gently as she continued to give a gentle peck on Jihan's forehead
" We're not really bah?" jihan said arrive
Yes so is the bumil mood this time, arrived sad happy cry alternately suddenly arrived
Had to be extra patient indeed pack Kyai Zain this time, get a gift in his old age with the presence and to his strange pregnant wife Young
" What about Lebai? how much more" asked Zain again
" Yes we are old, it's time to have a daughter-in-law grandchild, kok still gini aja, spoiled spoiled, whiny again Umi, plus pregnant again" jihan replied again and seemed to have forgotten what just happened
" Good dong, household romance can not be measured by the age of marriage, anyways we are friendly in the room, who the hell will judge our kealayan?" zain replied casually as he embraced Jihan without letting go
Jihan responded with a smile, because really what Zain said no one saw
" Umi has been 4 months pregnant" asked Zain while stroking Jihan's stomach is increasingly prominent
" Heem." replied Jihan kindly
" Udah can not yet Abahah nengoin, have a long fast you know" said Zain who turned out during Jihan's pregnancy he held back and fasted