
zhafran...
nearly six years I've been looking for kirana's whereabouts? according to the eyes that I told to look for the existence of kirana. she went to see her lover.no wonder she has a lover who in love because we are married because we are in a match for business reasons.
my parents were forced to accept it because at that time the papah business was in trouble only kirana parents can help our business.
I am also not much different from him who loves other women.he is a fira. I have known her for a long time because she is the daughter of papah's best friend and I remember the first time I saw her when I was 17 years old and I immediately fell for her a girl who was so plain and jolly.
but the fate of my love claps one hand.I love her so much.she is my life.even I was willing to let go to unite with the man she loves. for me it doesn't matter who he is with as long as he is happy with his chosen man. doesn't loving not have to have him?.
at one time Felisha invited me to meet and requested cooperation with me. at first I refused it but after I found out that the woman I love was betrayed by two people she loved, her husband and sister, so I accepted.
at first I just wanted to trap the fira but I was just a normal guy who had a lustful lust. So I made a patal mistake that made him hate me. I so he went to the hospital. I'm really sorry I did.
when I was guarding the fira in the hospital I received a call that my divorce case with kirana was canceled because it turned out that kirana was pregnant and I was forced to leave the fira even I did not say goodbye to her because of her I have to confirm the truth, but it's all true and the biological child is my son. because during the time I married her Kirana lived with my parents and she had no contact with any other man besides me.
a few months later I got word that Fira was divorced and now lives in bandung so I went to kebandung to meet him.
for some reason when it was my relationship with the fira began to improve but unfortunately I had to leave him again because of the news that kirana ran away from home.
for the second time I went to leave the fira without telling him again.I couldn't tell the reason for my departure because I was afraid. he must not accept me because I am a married man.
I searched for kirana where until finally I was now in country A. I got information that kirana was injured and treated at one of the famous hospitals here.
I went to the hospital to make sure I didn't think I saw the figure of the woman I loved who I had been looking for her existence.
for some reason, but the mother of my son and the woman I love disappeared as if they were going to swallow the earth so hard to find her existence.
but the funny thing is that when I found information about kirana by chance I also found a fira.
I looked for him all over the hospital eventually I found him in the hospital canteen with a man.he was asthon I knew who that man was.I wouldn't let fir be with him. when I could finally talk to him, my man arrived and said whatever information he could. but strangely I saw the fira surprised to hear what my man described.
soon the fira left me. When I was going to chase him asthon got in my way.I couldn't do anything he might need some time.
when I returned to the hospital after a few days I could not find it. This is my folly because I did not ask who was sick and what it had to do with the phira. I don't know what he's doing in the hospital.
I also returned to focus on finding information who the oranf who took care of my child. because all my kirana friends have visited. but none of them take care of my child. then kirana's friend who is meant by my man.
I also tried to persuade one of the hospital employees with the lure of the oanyastic payment to find out the data of the person who took care of my child. two weeks later I finally got the address.
I rushed to that address.when I arrived it turned out that the one who opened the door was fira. The same thing as me he was also so surprised to see me.
I entered the house as I sat my gaze fixed on the three children laughing and joking. I can see it clearly because it is just a glass door that is so clear that separates the living room and family room.
when I saw the child I was so sure they were my children, because they were so similar to me. I felt really happy I finally found it after all these years I was looking for it.
and it turns out that all this time my son was cared for by the woman I love.
I flinched as fira asked my purpose in coming here.
"how can you get my address?"
"actually I'm not here looking for you, but I'm looking for the whereabouts of my son. I thought it turned out that you were taking care of him all this time"
" a what do you mean?" fira was so nervous looking nervous.
"yes I know this address from the hospital that said my son was handed over to a friend Kirana and it was you"
"sorry you might be wrong"
"after I saw the children, I was so sure they were my children"
"you're wrong they're my son's, not my son's"
I saw it with glassy eyes.
"should I do a dna test? so you can be sure and believe?"
"whichever they are my children you have no right to them. I take care of and raise them with my affection, and I will not give them to you"
I saw her shedding tears soaking her cheeks.
I'm really confused whether what to do is not expected to turn out fira so fond of my child.is not fira have children? but why is he so afraid of losing my son.
"don't you have a child? I'm sure your son is the same age as my son, but why don't you let them go. It shouldn't matter to you. that way you don't have to bother taking care of four kids at once and I won't forbid you from meeting them either" I tried to ask.
fira semkin sobbed with his cry what I said really hurt his heart.
"jaadi you're gonna take her from me?"
"yes I'll take it from you because they're my children"
"i will not let them be taken from me. You can let them live with me. They are my life. So please do not take them from my life. they're everything to me"
I felt so sick watching him cry with his pills.
"it's fine I won't take a child from you as long as you marry me"
I'm a real asshole for grabbing my kids and forcing the woman I love to belong to me
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