
Felisha wakes up right next to her bed a girl turns her back on her. Her hair was locked neatly with the ends cut flat. Again Felisha can guess who she is "Hana?" I hesitated a little.
" Huh, thank God you've realized, " said Hana, then gave Felisha a plate of food she just bought in the cafeteria "Said Bu marwa, you must finish this"
"Where is Miss Marwa?" ask Felisha actually Felisha did not mean to ask where the school doctor was, but the motive of Hana who was still in that place.
"Mother Marwah has business, she asked me to be your nurse" replied Hana.
" My nurse?" Felisha repeated the word. And then they both laughed together
Hana began to suffer the events that made her panic this morning, when she felt the body level and height Felisha befall her.
" I'm heavy, huh han?" ask felisha.
" no. I just imagined something worse was happening" Hana replied. At that time Hana imagined more complex things happening to Felisha.
" I was thinking that you didn't faint, but someone shot you on the roof of the school. Murderers who try to take revenge or the like related to that politics" explained Hana.
"Haha. Hana, Hana, your imagination power is very high, yes" Felisha was unable to help laugh at the sentence that Hana said earlier.
" Hey that's not imagination"Hana defended herself
" The way you faint is strange, opposite to most people" explained Hana again
"Yes, yes, too... Falling forward hahaha. But anyway sorry, and thank you" said Felisha.
" It's okay, what is important now that you spend your food first, so that it is healthy quickly" said Hana, concluding with a smile
Felisha began to chew her food. His cheeks rose and fell with agility, he was busy chewing but occasionally chatted with Hana.Not long after the food ran out, Felisha also left the UKS bed.
"Hana, I'm getting better, let's go back to class now" Felisha asked
"Come on" Hana helped Felisha stand up.
Felisha approaches her new friend. Since helping her when she fainted, Felisha often invited Hana to spend time resting together. On a long bench in the corner of the school cafeteria.
"When you graduate, where do you want to go to college?" ask Hannah to Felisha.
" Dutch, I'm going to study law there" Felisha replied.
" I heard the University of Groningen as Leiden University is good, and he said many students from Indonesia are also there" said Hana.
"Yes, but I'm more interested in the University of Amsterdam because it ranks the highest there, especially the law department" Felisha replied.
"Oh" Hana nodded
"How do you mean Han? What are your ideals? To be a writer?" ask felisha
Hana seemed to think.
"I don't know for sure what my ideals are" he replied innocently
Felisha, looking confused by the answer she heard from Hana.
"For more than seventeen years, the thing I hated didn't exist, but the thing I didn't like was regret" Hana replied
"Hey, hate and dislike, what's the difference?" ask felisha.
" Hate I think it's more than dislike. With hate we will not see the positive side of something.While the regret that I went through it can be a lesson for me, but if I always succeed in doing something, or at least less regret, surely my life will be easier" explained Hana.Felisha smiled, a sign she understood.
"Learning is the best side of the word regret" he concluded
"But forget it. Now what do you do often, or do you like, singing, music or what?" ask Felisha again.
"What I like, hmm" Hana seemed to think
"No regrets" he continued.
" Em, gini, for example, me. I love to talk and learn about social science.I also like it, do not like counting" explained Felisha while giving quotes on the word "don't like"
"But the value of physics, the same math you always good fel?" refute Hana.
"Good grades don't mean I like them, I'm good at learning Han" Felisha replied. Hana nodded in agreement, then knowing the reason for her legal path.
"So, like social science, and don't like math, and my inclinations..."
"Licking her tongue" cut Hana off, making Felisha frown and furrow her eyebrows.
"I mean smart in talking fel" explained Hana while chuckling
Felisha laughed too.
"That's what I was trying to say" he did
"Why Dutch?"ask Hana again
"A good question. I chose the Netherlands to add experience and knowledge about the outside world. And again I know, when I come back to Indonesia it will be very easy for me to adjust and implement the roots that I get there. Not that the law in the Netherlands and Indonesia is not much different" explained Felisha clearly.
From this chat. Hana feels lost thousands of times to Felisha who knows a lot about the university, its majors and its future. But it's common. Felisha is always the best.Either in the academic field or in the nonacademic.Every year. The name Felisha Marta has never been absent from the category of child achievement, she is a subscription side that always gets the award of champion one, and Hana only follows behind her in the second or even third row. Felisha is famous throughout the school for her perfection.
"I love all lessons, I love writing, I love music, athletics, political business, even social workers I'm interested in. And all I have to do now is live as well and as fully as possible"Hana spoke up again.
"Still without certainty?" ask felisha
"I don't think there's anything certain in my life" actually, Hana knew it was a false statement. Hana knows that certainty exists, depending on how and run it. Hana has a dream, but her dream is now just wishful thinking.
"If I could be honest, I've learned a lot about life. Being someone I aspire to be is not as easy as I imagine. I have to face many challenges, and the deepest and greatest is my own feelings" Hana said.
"In my opinion, Hana you should ask your heart again, to yourself. Is that feeling yours or is it just someone else's feeling that you're worried about? because if it's your ideals, your feelings, will definitely be a priority for you" said Felisha.
While Hana digested her thoughts as if she was answering and realized something in her heart
"look at your luck, don't listen to negative words from others. Pursue your dreams for yourself" Hana said in her heart.