The Journey of a Poor Girl

The Hijra is a Dwi.

Aisyah and Ratiman stayed home for the sake of the children. But Ratiman sometimes sleeps in his son's room. Aisyah who knows religion. And he was a njai teacher. And like to fill out lectures if needed.

Having to face a husband whose religious knowledge is very shallow. Dikasih know as if patronized he does not want to be patronized, very sensitive.

There was one incident that made Aisyah gnashed her chest, One day Ratiman was asked to pray at home, when it was very heavy rain, usually Ratiman likes to go to the mosque. Because the rain was very heavy finally Aisyah asked to pray together.

Pasah prayer fatihah reading there is something wrong makhrojnya should goiril, read hoiril. Well Selam salat Aisyah still follows. When finished praying Aisyah said "Gold if the letter gin is not changed to kho later will change the meaning, then our prayer becomes invalid " said Aisyah.

Not that thank you know like that even he was angry and said hurtful words. " You were the one who asked me to be a priest, did you deliberately tell me to be a priest so that you could make fun of me" he said .

Aisyah does not think out, ko can be told every tip is angry, and must always misunderstand, Aisyah so wrong to face a husband like that.

Aisyah is usually up at 3am, in addition to the many night prayers that Aisyah does, so that the children want to go to school, and her husband wants to go to the factory all is ready. At home there is Art and a babysitter. Aisyah for cooking business still she does it herself.

Preparing the clothes of her husband and children Aisyah herself did her. She didn't want to lose the opportunity to serve her husband and son. Even though her husband always shows his face.

The most annoying thing is that the bed must be Aisyah who offers herself.

After doing so he kicked Aisyah's leg while looking as if she was disgusted by Aisyah.

Already poor in doubt, fortunately Aisha was patient, and Aisha always feared her Lord. So that Aisha tried hard to restore the nature that existed first in Ratiman.

Aisyah was not unwilling to give up her business again, Aisyah was afraid of being destroyed again, had difficulty returning it. All of that is not easy, and most importantly it restores the trust of customers.

Aisyah no longer wants to take that risk.

Ratiman worked at the factory and earned a considerable salary. And his salary he sent to the village for the cost of his mother and brother.

But Ratiman was never grateful, who was poor had been raised to be quite rich in his village. Ratiman bought a lot of rice fields there, in the name of Ratiman.

Aisyah bought a car in Ratiman's name. So that Ratiman becomes confident again. Because Aisha did not deny because Ratiman's help also Aisha could be like this. Only Ya Ratiman if handed control is not able.

Not never tried, it has been many times and the results are worrying. The problem was that he did not want to hear what Aisyah said.

One day Aisyah bought another house, in her certificate on behalf of her husband. Aisyah g so the important problem Ratiman not neko neko.

Often Ratiman for the act that makes Aisyah inflamed. Not because of jealousy but self-esteem that feels hurt.

Many times Ratiman betrayed, some were up to 8 months long they were in contact, while Aisha did not know at all. Actually many neighbors who gave Info, but Aisyah did not mengubrisnya. at one time there was an incident so that it was revealed finally betrayal.

Aisyah just came home from college, she came home at 10 p.m. Aisyah just went in, she brought the key and she did not want to disturb the other residents. Aisyah approached her room as if she was talking again. Aisha tried to listen to him.

Aisyah caught a piece of her talk. So Aisha could not conclude.

Because she did not want to be confused with Husband, Aisyah finally decided to open the door. Ratiman was shocked and immediately hung up the phone with a face that was not clear to describe, either panic because of being discovered, or angry because it was disturbed.

Aisyah asked "who's calling from "

" From Janiah" answered Ratiman, Janiah was Ratiman's sister.

" What's wrong with calling you at night "

aisyah's intention was to ask like that fearing that there was news not to wear in the village. Even other receivers. Ratiman was immediately angry as he said.

" Either if my sister calls you can, uh, yes you, don't keep your mentang you're rich and you insult my sister as you please "Ratiman replied while coming out and slamming the door hard.

Because it was late at night, Aisyah was also tired last day and continued to do activities outside until night. so Aisyah does not criticize the usual Ratiman talk if you say it must be misunderstood the end of speaking the real g.

Aisyah just rest and lock her room. For Aisha knew her husband's habit of being angry that he would sleep in Hasan's room. So Aisyah locked it.

Aisyah so remembered the incident earlier at the place of study that Aisyah filled. He was amazed by Dwi's change, seeing from the way he dressed and the way he treated his wife Uci. Uci wears Muslim clothes, and Dwi also wears cocoa clothes and wears peci. He said very far back then, very polite and he did not dare to look at Aisyah. Dwi lowered her gaze.

It made Aisha's heart very moved, even though she could not be together but there was a pinch of prayer for people who were forbidden to be loved. Aisyah was very happy to see Dwi change. Aisyah has been very sincere to release Dwi completely.

When Aisyah again daydreamed of the meeting earlier. Suddenly the door was knocked, "Mah open " cried Ratiman

Aisyah while feeling astonished, opened the door as well. Aisha was confused when Ratiman prostrated himself on her feet. " I'm sorry I'm "he said.

Aisha was astonished at what it really was. Aisyah did not understand. Aisyah woke Ratiman up and said "What's really going on, try to explain to me, because I don't understand what's going on at the end of this"

" Mah I've hurt you a lot, I'm sorry, from now on I'll change, help me yes, guide me yes "he said again.

Ayesha also with the word Ratiman as before. But don't think Aisyah's that innocent. Aisyah had been eavesdropping on a piece of talk. He would not be rash to take immediate action, Aisyah's habit would be to investigate first.

Aisyah was not a fool to accept all of that. It's not that easy, it's impossible for people to change in just a matter of minutes. Change requires a long process. For example, Dwi he emigrated definitely with a long struggle. Aisha had not heard the news for a long time.

It turned out that during that time Dwi deepened religious knowledge, after a meeting in Pangandaran with Wulan and her Husband.

Wulan Lah's husband who played a role in changing Dwi's bad habits. And changed Dwi's view of the love that he had been craving for Aisyah. And now Dwi is trying to love his wife just because of God.

Aisha could only pray for Dwi to remain an Istiqomah, and become a solemn khatimah.

Aisyah tried to open a heart-to-heart conversation with her Husband. While investigating what exactly Ratiman's plan.

Morning arrived, Aisyah was ready to go to the Factory, Her husband had already left to take the school children.

Before Aisyah left there was a mobile phone, but her voice was not hers.

Aisyah looked back at the voice.

Aisha tried to ignore him.

But her voice kept ringing, fearing the important, finally Aisyah picked up as well.

" Hello, baby where, this I've been waiting for a long time in an ordinary place, why haven't you come" said the voice of the woman in sebrang.

Aisha's heart was slightly pinched, Oh God what is this test. Batin Aisha.

" Why stay still, replied dong, mas hunt later in the afternoon butikiknya run down rame loh" he said again.

Aisyah felt that she did not have to listen to all the babbling of the woman. Aisyah turn off her phone. Not long after the sound of her husband's car sounded the sign of his man coming.

There is a sense of anger, but it is not clear. But Aisha's heart was very sick, again there was betrayal.

" Mah ko you have not left "asked her husband without saying hello while grabbing a mobile phone in Aisyah's hand.

Here it can be underlined yes, if people betray he must cover with anger first. Aisha often gets such treatment.

" What is the relationship of your mobile phone and my position as the boss" said Aisyah had begun to provoke her emotions.

Aisyah was not going to discuss it first because Aisyah had been waiting for a meeting in the morning. There will be a new contract with a factory that will develop products that Aisyah produces.

" That's why you're holding my phone " cried Ratiman.

Because time does not allow to argue, Aisyah postpones the problem first. He better go to the factory quickly so he can be on time.

" Oh, sorry, you accidentally heard your phone ringing so I want to lift it up but die" replied Aisyah as she stepped her foot to go to the Factory.

Arriving at the Aisyah Factory to carry out its obligations, everything that became its duty has been sorted out, even at home the household is not okay.

The contract has been signed according to their agreement. Time rolled by quickly, Aisyah finally came home as well.

At home Aisyah did not find her husband's car. Aisyah just remembered the problem that happened this morning. But Aisyah tried to think positively first. He relaxes his tired body all day. He needs to rest both his body and his mind.

After changing clothes Aisyah looked into the children's room, it turns out they were drawing again, Astri and Hasan are good at their pictures teaching her sister Aulia.

There was a sense of sadness in Aisyah's heart when she saw her children who she always left behind. Because there is too much busyness.

" Assalamualaikum "greet Aisyah to her children.

" Walaikumsalam "they all ran to hug Aisyah, they missed her mother a lot.

" Let's learn what you guys unfortunately mamah "ask Aisyah again.

" Mah I again learned the picture taught by teteh asi "Aulia who replied with a happy smile.

" Well, what a great picture of you, son, tomorrow you buy me a new crayon?" say Aisyah again. Want to make up for the time of the child who was past.

" Want to buy 3 yes, for me, make teteh asi, also make a hasan "Aulia replied again while cheering.

Not long the phone reads a notification, someone sent a vidio.

Aisyah ignored him first, she needed time with the children, "Have you eaten yet?" ask Aisha again.

" It was the same fried chicken upin ipin" this time who answered Hasan and Astri.

" Well good dong, that's your favorite huh ?" say Aisyah again.

Aisha accompanied them until they went to sleep. Aisha fixed their sleep.

And Aisyah asked her driver to help lift Hasan to her room, because Hasan was heavy enough Aisyah was not strong enough to carry him.

After the children were confirmed to sleep comfortably, Aisyah just returned to her room.

And try to see that vidio. His heart ached again and again.

A betrayal can not be allowed Aisha will spill into the roots of its roots. Had Ratiman been willing to vote with the woman Aisha would not have banned him. What matters is that he is not the one who betrays.

Try to imagine that love has not grown yet, the sense that it is still locked one name even though Aisyah tries hard to eliminate it and tries to love her husband. But what Aisha received was a betrayal

and not once, many times.

Aisha just looked down grievously, Aisha took ablution water, she prayed and begged the Almighty to give the best path for her household.

Ayesha's tears could not be dammed anymore. A very deep heartache, a wound that was not dry yet comes again a new wound.

Aisyah wanted to be furious, cursing at her husband. But Aisyah realized that doing so did not solve the problem.

Aisyah tried to call the person who called this morning, just as Aisyah's number was saved into her phone.

" Assalamualaikum" said the one in the sanah.

" Walaikumsalam" replied Aisyah.

" Who are you with "ask that person as well.

" I'm sorry if you may know, is this really Fur F' "ask Aisyah according to the name listed in her husband's contact.

" No ma'am, this is Fitri's number, my mother "answered the woman.

" Oh sorry I was wrong, mother may I ask if Mas Ratiman is at home mother "ask Aisyah heart.

" Oh yes, incidentally Ratiman my son's fiancee, has just had an engagement "the mother replied enthusiastically.

" uh this moment with who ya, I forgot her so happy nanya "ask the mother

" I'm the sister of Mas Ratiman, but why does Mas Ratiman's fiancee not tell me "ask Aisyah.

" Oh, I don't know, she came with her sister " replied the mother.

Deg Aisyah's heart was very melos. Aisyah.

" Good ma'am thank you for the info "Aisyah ended her phone without waiting for an answer.

Heartache Aisha. What steps should he take. Aisyah cried, weak fragile that now felt Aisyah betrayed so many times that made Aisyah become frozen.

Aisha stared blankly ahead. Empty views. His soul left him. Tears have dried up. Aisha's heart was completely broken. I don't know who to blame. Maybe he is not worthy of being loved.

The reader arrived at the next chapter.

Just wait for the next journey of Aisyah.

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my readers write this in tears, because it has to open up old memories that are very painful. May this story be a lesson to all readers.

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