
Flashback to the past.
Where when I was with roland.At first because I was forced to be with roland.Because he is not my criteria really.Our religion is different he is Christian I am Muslim and I am Java who used to be meek he Medan.I am quiet and he is who is fit and active in OSIS or class president Everyone knows him plus lgi he is famous.Many women are after him.
Roland always tried to take my heart by taking me home.Every time to go to the cafeteria always buy my favorite small food or my favorite drink.I used to still have a taste with roland.I was even upset with my favorite food his attention.
All my friends and teachers sometimes talk about us.
When he came to my class.
Coincidentally me and Roland are not classmates.Roland children ips and I ipa.Ever time he made a stir.Only for the gift of dolls he entered my class.In front of children he put aja on my desk.Clearly so excited.
Today's the flag ceremony and I'm the drijen.
"Oh my good"
"I forgot my hat".
"How is this".I said in a tone of panic and fear of punishment.Then if I get punished in front of the crowd.
Roland gave his hat.And he was punished in front of the field.When he was the head of the class.For me he was willing to be embarrassed standing there.
Little by little my heart began to open with his kindness.
Like when it was a spatter I did not bring an address umbrella I was rained.Because I forgot to enter the umbrella into my bag.
Roland came to bring me an umbrella.
"Wear this "said
He himself was rained.
I deliberately bring an umbrella so you do not rain, he said......😍😍
Today there are many copies of replicas.Sedangkan my pocket money which my mother gave away for the cost alone.
"The greeting of pocket money and the cost of returning to use" I said.
I went home on foot.And Roland followed me home.Antara shy and uncomfortable in follow.
I was invited with her but I was lazy.
"I walk by myself" I don't want to bother.
Turns out he followed me from behind.Yes Allah pity also look at him.he was like his fatigue.
"Today we go home together?I have a surprise for you" said Roland
I came and there was a friend of mine
"suprise" she said.
"happy birthday".
"let's blow out the candles and make a wish".
After eating food, our friends came home one by one.He also drove me home .Stop by for a moment to the supermarket there is someone I want to buy.I also sort it.
Roland told me to try on some clothes because he wanted to make his cousin gift.And I was also in order to try some clothes.Finally his choice on a very beautiful shirt.Knee-length skirt and top of the Shanghai model.
"You like" he said.
"Yes I like it" I replied like this is good for gifts.
Roland was a cashier and paid for the shirt.After it was wrapped.He gave it to me.
"you were beautiful wearing this"
" happy birthday"
I tried to refuse but she insisted that I accept her.I finally received a gift from her.
"thank you" I replied briefly.
Today it happens that he did not bring a car.So kam ipun take public transportation.There is a mother mother ride with her child.Roland willingly stand up and love a seat for the mother.so sweet really.
I was in the library when her ex Roland asked me to speak.
"May you take a minute"
"please"me.
"I want ksh to know that me and Roland have broken up".
Shock I heard it.
"If you don't believe you're coming home from school tomorrow, you're stopping by" he said.
.
I was lazy, I went straight home.But I was curious.Then I turned my feet to the library and it turned out to be true.There was Roland there both Esti.
"I don't think you're like that".
"I think you're good as it turns out, though,
you're playboy"
"from now on we're breaking up"
I ran while crying.
Roland's after me.
I'm running a little.
"I don't want to hear your excuses" I said.
For days I avoided Roland.Roland liked to steal glances with me.
I'm indifferent indifferent.It hurts my heart.When I love him.I know his truth.
No long time he was fooled by his friend with a woman.And I did not want to lose.I accept that time one of my friends shot
Rohis's son and one class at IPA
Smart children always can rank.Bambang name.
One afternoon he took me to his house. Meet his mother who has a chicken farm
Mama saw a cynical quiz from top to bottom.mama did not like me who at that time blm hijrah wear hijab.Still open her aura.Still like to wear t-shirts and jeans.Not wear Muslim clothes and have not closed the aura.
Her mother does not like me.I feel that.So her mother is indifferent to me.Until I go home her mother is still cold with me.Yes already thought me.
Thank God I have now received guidance to close the aurat.