The Ice Princess..

Honesty.. Part 2's..

Johana leaned back on her husband..

" I'm known by the nickname Mr. Princess of Ice, because of my cold attitude and solitude, I never had a friend who was right2 close during school, especially yuan returned to his village, especially when he was in school, the void was gradually lost by the attention of my brother, who returned after completing his study abroad.. Until the event shook and destroyed everything again, that night I went to a friend's house to leave the welcoming party home my brother.. Leaving his party my brother picked me up, but in the middle of the road our car was shot by an unknown person, they forced my brother's car to fall into the river and burn, unable to accept all the words 2 father and grandfather, i.i.i.hhhhhfft.."

Johana took a heavy breath and started sobbing, her face looking restless..

" Oh, if it's hard, let's forget it, you don't have to go on anymore "

javier wiped johana's cheek..

" No, I've decided to be honest brother.I just don't want to let my brother down and regret marrying me after I say what happened "

johana looked at her husband..

" You love me.?"

javier lirih..

" Humm, "

johana nods..

" That's enough, I don't care about anything else as long as you love me "

javier smiled..

" Sister, I'm a patient with a psychiatric disorder, although not to the point of being admitted to a mental hospital, but the depression I feel makes me a different person, I like to live in the dark, I like to live in the dark, I was crying hysterically in my sleep, unable to control my anger, destroying everything I met even though I was unconscious, I was terrified because of the judgment of the people 2 around me, I can't even talk to anyone, I see there's only grudges, grudges against those who cause my brother to leave, I'm lonely, scared, empty and in pain,.. Until one day I intended to end all the pain, I drowned myself in the sea, I who could not swim had been waiting for the loss of pain, but I was wrong, someone was risking his life to help me get out of the water, he saved me, brought me back, encouraged me, he came every day and brought me a sprig of lavender flowers to breathe on the beach, Inhale the scent of this flower, he said, lavender will calm you down, listen to the waves and nyiur2 waving at the end of the pier, enjoy all the beauty of it, he said.His bright and beautiful eyes led me to the warmth of his smile, brother Johan, he then took me to a doctor, I was treated with hypnotic elements and forgot all the pain that befell me, and immediately finished school and then college, but my friend was also lost with the hypnotic element, he said, I tried to remember and sort out everything about it but it was all gone like foam in the ocean, until our meeting made me flutter again, I was happy and forgot that pain when we were together, she said, the day we were together I began to recall all the pieces2 painful events, I decided to leave your life, erasing you like those painful memories, but the link between us was present, when the doctor told me I was pregnant, she said, my world is back, I feel alive again, the pain of giving birth to Jasen and Hafira also makes me feel reborn when I hear their cries are simple, I survive in joy, can not accompany alone because of my illness, I can not be alone, I slept separately with them for more than 5 years, for various reasons, I even deliberately leave them the acidity to never suspect.. I focused myself on work and our 2nd child, being a single mother struggling with a light, carefree shoulder, seeing a smile and a twin laugh I felt like I had a thousand powers to rise up "

Johana sighed heavily, and breathed her a sigh of relief..

" I think my pain will make you go away, therefore I hold my heart back from you, I think my pain will make you hate, therefore I also keep the cymbals away from you, too, but today I understand, seeing you laughing with our son2, whether it's a dream or real, I saw Brother Johan smiling beside me, he even pinched my nose as he often did, he said, at that time I realized about kata2 yuan, that brother Johan did push me out of that car because he wanted me to be happy and give me a chance to live my new life "

Johana finished her story and looked at her husband with a faint look..

" Thank you, I promise, I'll find them, I'll make them pay for everything they did to you and brother-in-law, trust me I'll be your strength, you can count on me, you know, let's start a new one by being open to each other and trusting each other.."

javier said steadily, then looked back at Johana who nodded with a smile..

" Jo, I want to say something, because now I don't want to cover anything from you,"

" say "

johana noticed javier's nervous look, and,,

" sister avi, believe me, if it can't be done by yourself, I'll help "

johana tumbuk..

" Jo, I am a wijayadi, and the wijayadi is my father "

javier said nervously while looking at Johana, he looked for what expression his wife would show, but javier was surprised to see the calm expression of johana, he was not the least bit surprised..

" You're mad.?"

javier said nervously, johana then shook his head..

" I already know."

johana's successful words made javier frown..

" That day I would come to make a calculation to Danuar, I investigated him for his weak point, but I was surprised, seeing his picture covered in a magazine, he looked like a suit, even like you, he looked like you, then the side came and said everything, I was angry because they were not responsible for Jafi's safety, but I could not be angry with them considering the punishment you gave made them inflamed, "

close johana smilingly gazing at her husband who was immediately greeted by a kiss on his lips, javier and johana sama2 sailed to the heavenly world on their first night as husband and wife..